Date Posted:15:42:13 05/26/05 Thu Author:Regina Thompson Subject::~( Lost a baby
I just lost a baby May 20th 2005. It was born with the cord around it's neck. I don't know if I'll ever get over this. I really wanted this baby because I'm 42 and have no children. I did cry a lot at first. Now I'm angry because I feel that it's not fair. We named the boy Junan after my Mother in law that's in a nursing home. Her name is June. I've been praying to God to give me Strength. I feel a little better. When I wake up in the morning I feel so sad because the baby's not here. I was 36 weeks when I noticed that the baby hadn't moved much. I think when the baby dropped and was ready to be born the cord got tighter. Me and my husband want to try to have another one in a few months. I know that another baby will never replace this one. Even though the baby died I still felt that closeness after I had him. He'll always be my Angel baby.