Date Posted:10:28:35 11/02/04 Tue Author:Mary St. John Subject::~( So Very Sad
I lost my son a little over two years ago and I am in so much pain. He was 19 years old and he died of a medication interaction I found him in my bed and he had been gone for several hours. TThe shock of finding him was such a shock. A shock that I don't think that I'll ever get over. I had support at the time of the services but that all went away in a few weeks. I do have a daughter that lives with me. She doesn't even understand at times. I sleep with some of his clothes under my pillow since he has passed away. I miss him so much and feel so alone. My sisters don't understand. They think I should be over it by now and getting on with my life. I had to go into a psychiatric hospital for 3 months after he died. I had a completer nervous breakdown. Nobody seem to be able to understand what a terrible tragedy I have been through. I guess you can't understand unless you have been through it. My daughter gets jealous of my grieving so much for my son. I love her and shes all I have left. MY husband died 5 years ago so it's just the two of us. I would like to meet other mothers who know what I am talking about. I need a friend who can understand. Please help me.
