Date Posted:21:49:34 10/31/05 Mon Author:Shandi Hunter Subject: Lost son at 2 months and 1 week
On April 1st, 2005 I had a wounderful, handsom, little baby boy. He was the center of my world. He was born into this world 3 and 1/2 months early. I had toxcemia, preeclampsia, along with HELLP syndrome. He had made it through kidney dialasis surgery at only 20 days old. In June the doctors found that his intestens had a hole in it. He went in for surgery on the 7th of June at 11:00 p.m. The doctor was to remove the part with the hole. He was having complications. On the 8th he had to go in for another surgery early in the morning. Around 1 o'clock that afternoon the doctor told me that his heart rate was falling. His chance of surviving was slim. I preyed like I never had before. At 2 o'clock I removed the life support. He was already gone. He was with God. At 2:14 he was pronounced dead. I held him the entire time, untill after he was pronounced dead. I gave him a bath, which was only the third for me. I dressed him, and walked him down to the cornors office. It was the hardest thing that I ever had to do. Deep down in my heart I knew that he wouldnt want anyone else to do it. One of the hardest things that I deal with is the fact that I gave concent for the surgery. Also that I gave concent for the removel of the life support. It has only been 5 months since his death. He would have been 7 months old. I cry more and more and no one knows it. He was in the hospital the entire time. I am having trouble dealing with this. I am so angery with God at times it is unreal. I was only 17. I have dealt with a lot for my age. No one really knows how I feel. If someone can relate please reply. It will be much appreciated. Thanks So Much Please prey for me and my family to get through this hard time.
In Rememberance of my angel, Nanthaniel Michael Hunter
WE LOVE AND MISS YOU DEARLY, MOMMY WISHES SHE WERE WITH YOU. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART. YOU ARE THE CENTER OF MY WORLD, MY LITTLE SWEET PEA!
