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>>On April 1st, 2005 I had a wounderful, handsom, little >>baby boy. He was the center of my world. He was born >>into this world 3 and 1/2 months early. I had >>toxcemia, preeclampsia, along with HELLP syndrome. He >>had made it through kidney dialasis surgery at only 20 >>days old. In June the doctors found that his >>intestens had a hole in it. He went in for surgery on >>the 7th of June at 11:00 p.m. The doctor was to >>remove the part with the hole. He was having >>complications. On the 8th he had to go in for another >>surgery early in the morning. Around 1 o'clock that >>afternoon the doctor told me that his heart rate was >>falling. His chance of surviving was slim. I preyed >>like I never had before. At 2 o'clock I removed the >>life support. He was already gone. He was with God. >>At 2:14 he was pronounced dead. I held him the entire >>time, untill after he was pronounced dead. I gave him >>a bath, which was only the third for me. I dressed >>him, and walked him down to the cornors office. It >>was the hardest thing that I ever had to do. Deep >>down in my heart I knew that he wouldnt want anyone >>else to do it. One of the hardest things that I deal >>with is the fact that I gave concent for the surgery. >>Also that I gave concent for the removel of the life >>support. It has only been 5 months since his death. >>He would have been 7 months old. I cry more and more >>and no one knows it. He was in the hospital the >>entire time. I am having trouble dealing with this. >>I am so angery with God at times it is unreal. I was >>only 17. I have dealt with a lot for my age. No one >>really knows how I feel. If someone can relate please >>reply. It will be much appreciated. Thanks So Much >>Please prey for me and my family to get through this >>hard time. >> >>In Rememberance of my angel, Nanthaniel Michael Hunter >> >>WE LOVE AND MISS YOU DEARLY, MOMMY WISHES SHE WERE >>WITH YOU. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART. YOU ARE >>THE CENTER OF MY WORLD, MY LITTLE SWEET PEA! > >What a strong and brave young girl you are! I lost my >son recently. He was a month old. Dean never left the >hospital but I was up there with him everyday. One of >the hardest things I ever had to do was to sign do not >resuscitate papers. My son was very sick and on a form >of life support. My son began to pass and I knew in my >heart that I had to let him go. The doctors put him in >my arms and I sang to him as he passed. I do not >regret my decision. some babies are just so sick that >not even doctors can help them. I don't know why this >is and I suppose I could be mad at God, but I know >that in my heart God is good. You gave concent to the >surgery because your son needed it and as mothers we >have to make the best decisions for our children. You >gave consent to have the life support removed because >it was time to let your son go and you knew that. You >can not blame your self and it is o.k to be mad at God >if you need to be. Remember, that God is good and that >he has a plan for all of us. Even though your son was >only here for a short time he had a purpose. >Nanthaniel is in heaven now and when our time comes we >will join our children. >You will be in my prayers.
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