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The Little boy who only wanted a friend

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Rick

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Date Posted: 10:24:18 04/06/03 Sun

I think this should be Part 4 but whos counting .. :))

Well this happen a few years ago .. about 20 years I guess ..

I was just going around doing my own thing when I first saw him ..He was really good looking and nice ... I thought to myself how great it would be to get to know and become his friend . I went about my bussiness and did everything I had to do at the store ..And then left for home , I was almost there when I saw him again . He was walking along the street so for some reason I stop and ask him if he wanted a drive and he did . We got talking and I found out he didn't live to far away from me . When he got out at his place he wanted to know if we could get together sometime .

Well over the next few years we became really good friends , I was also starting to fall in love with him . Until one day as we were talking he ask me if I was gay and without thinking I said yes . He then got up and left without saying a word to me . I just set there and couldn't think of want to do or say .I waiting there all day and night for him to come and say something to me . I try to call him but when he answer the phone and found out it was me he hung up without saying anything ..

I try for the next few months to get him to talk to me but he wouldn't . So I just gave up , everytime I would see him or if he saw me first he would go the other way . Until one day he stop me and said we had to talk , so I said ok . We talked and talked for over 5 hours , then he said what I was hoping for that he was like me and he love me . We started to check each others body out and I started to enjoy myself . At last I thought I found someone that could and would love me for who I was . Once again we became great friends and we went everywhere together until that night . We started to enjoy ours self and then all hell broke loose .. He started to get mean and stared to hit me and hurt me alot . I was caught off by it and I didn't have time to do anything . Its hurt alot when he did it and I just laid there , I just couldn't believe this was happen or he could really do this to me .
When he was done and ready to leave he looked at me and said thanks fag .. and then he left and that was it ..he left town slowly after that and I never seen him again .
I went on as nothing had happen and when back to being alone again . Knowing full well that it was my false and that I was too blame .

Well I guess now you know a little more about me .. I hope you understand why I wrote this here .. Its helps me alot to write .. I guess its the only way I have to say what happen to me and I hope you all will still be around after you read it ..But like always if you decide to leave , I will understand . I know some so you will say don't give up ..and you are right .. I am don't giving up but going slower and waiting ..I hope my time will come soon but if not I will still be here ..even if I find myself all alone again ..I will go on ..

I guess that all for now ..take care ..
Rick ..

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I am so sad for you Rick, I have been through similar and it is nasty.. Hugs mate :) (NT)	ashley	14:07:03 04/06/03 Sun
Thanks my friend .. I didn't mean to make you sad ..and I am sorry for doing that .. -- Rick, 18:51:30 04/06/03 Sun I am sad that you had to suffer that crap mate is all.. More HUGS too <--00--> (NT) -- ashley, 01:49:06 04/07/03 Mon

Thanks, bud	Trevor/TJ	22:02:18 04/06/03 Sun