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Re: communication

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John

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Date Posted: 07:03:55 07/28/02 Sun
In reply to: Jeff 's message, "Re: communication" on 22:31:26 07/26/02 Fri

There's really nothing anyone can do to change the situation I'm in. I was just hoping to find you guys discussing something and that would remind me that you guys are out there and everything's okay.

I no longer have one iota of doubt about Aoy. I love her and I know that she loves me. Events are bigger than us both. I fear that I won't see Aoy again. It's too painful to discuss now. We're both walking around numb and in shock.

I've got some good support over here, friends all over the place, good people I've known for awhile who look out for me. Don't worry. My health is good, and I'm not in any danger. I'm just heartbroken again, like you wouldn't believe. Under different circumstances I would suspect that something is wrong with me, but I understand what's going on and outside forces are at work. I think my failing is that I always (unconsciously) seem to pick women with big problems.

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Re: communication

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Jeff
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Date Posted: 18:35:24 07/28/02 Sun

John, I understand its painful. What do you mean other forces at work? Is it about Thai govt. won't let her go? Or the US won't let her in?

How long are you going to be gone? Maybe when you get back we can talk about it, or maybe there's a way we can get together and talk about it together. If we use Curt's friend's suite, you and Ken can share gas....we don't have to spend that much money.....its about hanging out, sit by the pool, sit around together and night...and maybe just have a good cry :)
Hang in there. Just talk....talk and share....it'll help.

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Author: Curt [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 02:50:06 07/29/02 Mon When I read your post, John, it hit me like a shotgun blast to the chest. I am so sorry. When are you arriving back in the states? Would you like me to come down to visit you so that we could be together and talk?

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John
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Date Posted: 08:05:31 07/29/02 Mon

Guys, thank you for your care and support. That really means a lot to me. I'm not sure when we'll have the chance to get together again, but we'll make it happen sometime soon.

Jeff, it's not the government, it's Aoy. She's been hurt very, very badly and she's not the same inside. She's pulled back inside herself for survival. I'm having trouble getting through to her. Life seems to have no limits to the joy and pain one can experience. I've come to know a spectrum beyond my imaginings.