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• She looked cute but casual in khaki shorts and a plain blue spaghetti strap tank top that left a line of midriff exposed. Her hair was still done in the braids Leah had put in - though a bandana was decorating her head also. Wire framed sunglasses rested over her eyes, but she smiled a bit when she saw him, tilting her head. "Somethings never change." She was a good five minutes late. (NT) -- Kenzi, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 2:05pm PDT

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• He smirked and rose out of courtesy when she arrived, slipping his sunglasses off. "What? That you're late and that I'm hung over?" He smirked and then sat down. "Your hair looks like snakes." (NT) -- Kev, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 2:10pm PDT

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• "Mmm...and the compliments begin." She smirked lightly, glancing over the place before she to slipped off her sunglasses, laying them on the table. "I am gonna go get a drink, want anything?" (NT) -- Kenzi, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 2:11pm PDT

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• He shook his head and gestured to the bottle of water that sat in front of him - he was completely dried out - he'd been in the shower for an hour this morning, trying to rehydrate himself. "Nah, I'd better stick to this, get all the water into me I can." (NT) -- Kev, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 2:22pm PDT

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• She nodded a bit. "There's something in my purse I want you to look at...grab them out while I am ordering." They were the photo's from Leah's, she had borrowed them to show him. So many pictures of their youth, when they were happy and smiling, a few with Kenzi and Kevin kissing, one with him swooped up over his shoulder, her laughing, tons with the whole group together....She was up at the counter, ordering her usual white mocha latte with soy milk. She could be a yuppy when she wanted to be. (NT) -- Kenzi, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 2:28pm PDT

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• He rummaged the pictures out of her purse - they were obviously what she wanted him to look at - what would he do with lipstick and a compact? He pulled them out and flipped through them slowly - some of them made him smile but some pierced like an arrow through the heart - they had been so happy then, they would never have imagine that they were mortal, that anything like the damage he'd done to her could possibly happen. (NT) -- Kev, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 2:35pm PDT

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• She settled back across from him with her coffee - growling as she burnt her tongue, clicking her barbell lightly against her teeth as her gaze followed his as he flipped through the walk down memory lane. "I borrowed them from Leah." (NT) -- Kenzi, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 2:37pm PDT

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• He flipped through a couple more, but some of them he didn't even look at - some of them were just too hard. He frowned, and sighed a little as a light breeze caught his almost-too-long dark hair on the fringes. "We were ten feet tall and bulletproof." (NT) -- Kev, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 2:40pm PDT

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• She smiled lightly, noddng a bit. "Yeah...we were." She cocked a brow sipping at the coffee once again, noting as he skipped some. "It was nice though, to think back on the good times..." To many times when she thought of him the hard times came to mind. (NT) -- Kenzi, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 2:46pm PDT

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• He shook his head, rubbing a hand over his face, and then handed the snapshots back to her, taking a sip of his water. "It is... things never turn out the way we think they will, do they?" (NT) -- Kev, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 2:49pm PDT

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• She smiled a bit - the expression bittersweet. "Nope...they don't....Sometimes they just take a longer time to work out then expected, sometimes they don't work at all..." (NT) -- Kenzi, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 2:51pm PDT

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• He wiped his hands over his eyes, let them rest there for a moment, and put his elbows up on the table, leaning forward. "Does Cole know that you're out here?" (NT) -- Kev, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 2:52pm PDT

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• She shook her head, frowning a bit at that. "He doesn't care where I am right now." She shrugged her shoulders lightly, it wasn't overly serious between her and cole, definately wasn't love - it was just both of them needed somebody and they had been friends for so long they just kind of drifted to one another. (NT) -- Kenzi, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 2:54pm PDT

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• He nodded a little bit, pursing his lips and closing his eyes for a second. "Kenzi.. I'm sorry I came on so strong last night... I just... well..." The alcohol had only intensified the things he felt, and made him braver. (NT) -- Kev, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 3:10pm PDT

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• She shrugged a bit, looking down at her coffee cup - it was pink and white speckled and for a moment she pondered how it looked like an easter egg. Dragging her attention back to him she shrugged once more. "No biggie....just some kissing, it didn't go any further then that." (NT) -- Kenzi, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 3:11pm PDT

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• He pressed his lips together and frowned a little bit - they were dancing around the subject quite eloquently - there was a lot more than kissing to what had happened last night and he didn't want to be the first one to address it. (NT) -- Kev, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 3:15pm PDT

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• "But you got your wish, we left and I don't hate you." She smirked lightly, reaching over for jar of chocolate shavings, dumping a good portion of it into her coffee. "And Cole doesn't know it was you that I was with." (NT) -- Kenzi, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 3:19pm PDT

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• He scowled again, and stole the jar from her, dumping some into his hands, and popping it into his mouth, " Well... that's not all I wanted." (NT) -- Kev, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 3:34pm PDT

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• She growled over the chocolate - even though she was basically drinking chocolate syrup. "Don't frown at me. What else did you want?" (NT) -- Kenzi, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 3:35pm PDT

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• "What else do you think I wanted?" He growled in return - he could be pretty menacing, but he didn't exercise it much on her - only when he needed to push his weight around a little. "Kenz... come on.. honestly?" (NT) -- Kev, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 3:39pm PDT

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• She let out a slow breath, determined not to get defensive or accusing. "Well, from what I am gathering...the jist of the situation is this." She set down her coffee, though her fingers stayed wrapped around the cup - showing her nervousness. "When your girlfriend wasn't around, you cheated on her with me, when she came back, you left me without a word and went back to her, now she's gone again, so you want another chance." She cocked a brow, looking up at him, falling silent after that. (NT) -- Kenzi, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 3:41pm PDT

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• He clenched his jaw lightly, and swallowed again, when it was laid out like that... it sounded awful, because.. well, because it was awful. "It's not just because she's gone though, Kenzi." (NT) -- Kev, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 5:12pm PDT

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• She cocked a brow, biting her lower lip and swirling her coffee around, watching the whip creme melt in to a white haze into the brown the liquid. "If she hadn't left you wouldn't be thinking twice about me right now." She stated, taking a sip before she looked back to him. She didn't hold any false hopes and dreams this time around. (NT) -- Kenzi, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 5:20pm PDT

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• He was unhappy, and it was quite obvious that she would be unhappy with this arrangement as well. "What do you want me to say, Kenzi?" He shook his head a little, and furrowed his brow a bit. "Maybe we ought to just get proper closure and be done with it. Go on our merry ways." (NT) -- kev, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 5:29pm PDT

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• She tilted her head, eyeing him seriously. "Say your sorry Kevin, say you fucked me over and you know it and you were an ass." Her eyes grew suspiciously bright as she continued. "Say you don't want me to hurt anymore, and you want to try and make everything better. Say you haven't been 100% happy since we broke up and say your gonna to try your damndest to fix everything you fucked up inside of me." She shook her head. "But if you can't say that, then..yeah, maybe we should just call this closure and walk out of here and go different ways down the street." (NT) -- Kezni, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 5:32pm PDT

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• "Jesus Christ, Kenzi.. if I didn't feel that way, do you think I'd be here right now? Probably not... I thought you could tell that stuff.. could see it. Realize that I know... I know that I hurt you and that there are some things that I know I'll never be able to take back..." He rubbed a hand through his hair, aggitated. (NT) -- Kev, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 5:37pm PDT

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• She bit her lip, his agitation confusing her. She was so indapendant, so self-reliant, but also so easily hurt. "I don't know Kevin and even if I did, would it be so wrong to want to hear it?" She bit her lip, worrying it heavily. He could have his hands all over her, he could kiss her and make her feel with his touch...but any good player could do that. She wanted to hear it from him, see it in his eyes that he was sincere. (NT) -- Kenzi, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 5:39pm PDT

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• >>>>> -- Kevin, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 5:49pm PDT
  • She bit her lip, though this time it was to hide the small, sweet smile that threatened to break free at his words. She just wanted assurance. "Thank you..." She murmured softly, her eyes on his briefly before she looked down - debating exactly what she wanted to say here. "There's been...such an empty space inside of me for so long..and last night..." She glanced up at him - those blue eyes, the color reserved for him - meeting his gaze. "...it wasn't there for a little while." (NT) -- Kenzu, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 5:56pm PDT
  • He was three quarters of the way out of his seat and out of the outdoor cafe when he stopped, looked her straight on. At the risk of it turning into some cheesy Harlequin, he just about cried out in relief. "I don't want to hurt you anymore, Kenzi... and I feel like that's all I've been doing. Maybe we should just walk away, afterall." (NT) -- Kev, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 5:59pm PDT

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• She let out a short breath, her brow furrowed as she shook her head, standing up and meeting him there before she took his hand and guided him outside with her. "Is that what you think we should do?" She questioned softly, her hands moving to rest on his cheek, gently brushing away the stress lines that were forming there. "I'm not going to say that you haven't hurt me Kev because you have, but I am not so selfish to think that you didn't hurt too...and you asked me last night to believe in you..." She paused, looking at him fulling in the eyes. "I do." (NT) -- Kenzi, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 6:03pm PDT

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• He reached up and closed his hand over hers on his cheek. "Kenzi... all I ever wanted was to do right by you, you know that, right? My priorities got confused and things happened, but I had every intention of looking after you the way that my dad looked after my mom." (NT) -- Kev, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 6:08pm PDT

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• She let out a soft breath, nodding a little. "So many dreams about us Kevy." She smiled softly, looking up at him for a long moment. "You really can make me so incredably happy...I've done so much since we've been broke up..dated a lot of different people...but no one was the same as you..no one made me feel like this." (NT) -- Kenzi, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 6:10pm PDT

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• He grinned a little at the petname. This time, though he was going to be cautious. "It won't happen, but you have to promise that if we start to self destruct again, you'll walk away." He frowned - he was worried, and so he'd be extra careful about this. (NT) -- kev, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 6:46pm PDT

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• She nodded a bit "I promise..." She smiled a bit, her lip tucked between her teeth - her eyes up on him - he had a good couple of inches on her. "So...we're trying this...again?" She questioned softly, at least he seemed a little more confident this time... (NT) -- Kenzi, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 6:50pm PDT

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• He nodded a little, offering her a smile, a genuine, content smile. "I believe so... but we'll do it right this time, non of this.. confusion stuff." He nodded with a raised brow. (NT) -- Kev, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 6:56pm PDT

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• She grinned lightly, her hand sliding up his chest gently, leaning back to look at him. She was different this time - she had finally realized she could live without out him; even if she would prefer being with him - it made her a happier, more abled person. "Well, you'll just have to make sure to clear things up on a regular basis." She was more of the playful girl of her teens. (NT) -- Kenzi, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 6:58pm PDT

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• He was excited at the same time as he felt so much caution, and he wound his arms around her, lifting her right up off of the ground. "Can I tell cole?" He grinned impishly. (NT) -- Kev, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 7:17pm PDT

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• She laughed lightly, tilting her head a bit back as he picked her up. "No, I'll handle that..." She pursed her lips lightly at that thuogh. "Poor guy, I kinda feel bad." She pressed her lips against his forhead, her gaze on his. (NT) -- Kenzi, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 7:21pm PDT

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• He grinned a little, prodding her in the side lightly - it was easy to fall back into old ways when they didn't have all their ammunition out. "You won't have to feel bad if you let me do it." (NT) -- Kev, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 7:23pm PDT

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• She grinned, jumping back away from him - tilting her head. "Yes huh, cuz you would get the shit beat out of you again and then I would feel bad for that." She grinned lightly, tilting her head. "I like your face...don't want it all busted up." (NT) -- Kenzi, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 7:28pm PDT

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• He grinned a little, and rubbed his jaw - Cole had gotten him good, but he was sure he'd dished out just as bad. "How did he look the day after?" Cause he had sure as hell looked bad. (NT) -- Kev, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 7:32pm PDT

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• "Not so hot." She laughed lightly, shaking her head, her hand finding his and slipping in it. "I re-did my apartment, wanna see?" She tilted her head. "we could go chat for awhile..." (NT) -- Kenzi, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 7:34pm PDT

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• He cocked a brow, and closed his hand easily around hers - it was a comfortable feeling, something that felt like it should be happening right now, and it was, surprise! "Sounds like a plan to me." (NT) -- Kev, Mon, Jul 12 2004, 7:39pm PDT