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Date Posted: 22:12:06 08/19/03 Tue
Author: Spirited Dreams
Subject: |Shattered Spirit|Forgotten Dream|
In reply to: Ferdie Von Pelt 's message, "~What am I with out you~" on 11:32:27 08/18/03 Mon

[no, no problem]

just as he had willed his powers to leave him, he found they had acted without him actually leaping into the sleeper. that was a new thing. really all he had to do was think to control his powers. that was interesting.

what lied before him was not what he expected. he had figured the dream had been in AM, and perhaps Ferdie was chasing after Calprei since he thrashed about.

when he entered another's dream, he was not just a ghost in the background. no, he was there, as 'real' as every other figure. yet hs presence seemed to go unnoticed as each scene passed. he watched silently as Ferdie stalked around as a pup, a slight smile playing at his maw as he saw that. perhaps Ferdie's tail was glued in that position forever, since it seemed it was so when he was young.

suddenly the serene lands transformed into blood shed. he started to get up, to stop the two from killing eachother. it was like a repeat of his own family's death, though not for the same reason. yet some force stopped him and his words went unheard.

of course, this was a memory, not a regular dream. in this sense he was a ghost, for he did not exist when this occured. magic was odd indeed.

so he watched the battle, growling slightly as the pack just stared on, dumbfounded. why didn't they intrude?

he silenced hismelf as Ferdie appraoched his mother. despite the fact he was sitting, he was now half up, leaning forward to catch it all. he had known nothing of this past of Ferdie. in fact he knew little about Ferdie. didn't Ferdie once have a mate? something Silence was her name. and didn't he have a daughter by her too? he was uncertain, for that information he had gained from another's maw, and that was not as reliable as his own auds and eyes absorbing it.

those words that Ferdie's mother spoke, it was as if she was speaking to him too. he froze, his heart hammering at his chest. it seemed so loud that it would turn everyone against him for shattering the peaceful moment. just as a battle seemed to form, he was wrenched from the dream.

normally he would have to will himself out, but of course he was thrown out if the sleeper started to awake. Ferdie would never know he was in his dream, since it had been a memory and he had been invisible.

his pendant snuggled back into his chest, as if satisfied buy what it had given. yet it was not about to show Ferdie they had been snooping.

he stood beside Ferdie, looking as if he had just come in and was about to rouse the him.

he forced a smile, in truth the image having racked his senses. there was much to chew on there, though he was lucky in the fact he had immense control over his emotion of fear. it was not shown that he was as shaken as Ferdie, though inside it twisted his gut.

he knew what he had to do, as if in fact that dream was meant for this precise 'problem' he was having. he shifted his weight from limb to limb, thinking of how to say it after he had denied it so bluntly.

<i>hello troubled leader.</i>

yes, he was reverting back to his nicknames. if he couldn't rememebr what name he gave to who, it meant he wasn't paying enough attention.

the vision seemed to have given him a new sensation of renewed hope. recently he had been in the dumps from Koda, and that sent him into a mood best reserved for solitude.

from this moment on he was a different wolf. oh sure he would seem the same, but a few things would be a bit...better. this vision had changed him, just as the time he had actually spoken with his parents had enabled him to come out of his shell and meet friends in the pack lands. yes, little slaps didn't work on him. he needed a powerful reminder at times, and this did it.

<i>Trubled Leader...uhh can I ask you a question?</i>

he thought of waiting for a reply, but really there was no reason to draw it out. besides, he figured Ferdie would say 'yes' to being able to ask him a question.

<i>would you like be my father?</i>

he had debated over putting in 'again', but he'd let it dwindle in the flames of his anger and grief he had shown at the den. no, this time it would be offical. he just wouldn't throw it on Ferdie, expecting him to leap up in joy. really what had he been expecting from that? he wasn't sure now, but his mind often changed.

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[> Re: ~What am I with out you~ -- Ferdie Von Pelt, 11:35:17 08/20/03 Wed [1]

*He shook himself trying to shake away the terror the dream had caused him, He looked at Spirited dreams had he seen him there? no he couldn't have? Perhaps though it was but a dream, yes… a dream, He exhaled pushing it way, he hating seeing those deaths. Suddenly His mind turned to his first mate Silent Solitude, Why did she turn on him? And now he heard she was on a mission to kill him, but she was family, He had once considered her family he couldn't harm her even if she did attack, Secret Desire his Daughter always staying at her mothers side, disappeared never to return. His son, Yiakar, sought to harm him in every way he possibly could taking after his mother to find ways to torture him slowly, even at the cost of others, Yiakar took Calprei as a mate to stop him from doing as such, Now alone Calprei is young she has a life ahead of her, His was ending slowly, How could he now profess his love? Why had love dealt him such a sour hand, Though he should have expected it coming to Cascade Mountains hurt and alone, Silent Solitude showed interest in him not knowing his past and knowing he lived with no pack yet, was it love? or a way to shut out the pain.*

*He sat back down and nodded as Spirited Dreams spoke, he didn’t question Spirited Dreams new nickname for him or his actions of late, But his eyes shone with pride* Of course… *He smiled and stepped closer, moving to groom Spirited Dreams' body,* I have always loved you like a son Spirited Dreams, I've watched you grow with pride, I don't love one son more then the other though I love you as much as I love Chandresh, Yiakar, or Trilok and Kayn, I can't play favorites But know my love for everyone I consider my family including you is very strong..

*He sat down* Now tell me what else bother's you? I know there is more my son…


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