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Date Posted: 11:35:17 08/20/03 Wed
Author: Ferdie Von Pelt
Subject: Re: ~What am I with out you~
In reply to: Ferdie Von Pelt 's message, "~What am I with out you~" on 11:32:27 08/18/03 Mon

*He shook himself trying to shake away the terror the dream had caused him, He looked at Spirited dreams had he seen him there? no he couldn't have? Perhaps though it was but a dream, yes… a dream, He exhaled pushing it way, he hating seeing those deaths. Suddenly His mind turned to his first mate Silent Solitude, Why did she turn on him? And now he heard she was on a mission to kill him, but she was family, He had once considered her family he couldn't harm her even if she did attack, Secret Desire his Daughter always staying at her mothers side, disappeared never to return. His son, Yiakar, sought to harm him in every way he possibly could taking after his mother to find ways to torture him slowly, even at the cost of others, Yiakar took Calprei as a mate to stop him from doing as such, Now alone Calprei is young she has a life ahead of her, His was ending slowly, How could he now profess his love? Why had love dealt him such a sour hand, Though he should have expected it coming to Cascade Mountains hurt and alone, Silent Solitude showed interest in him not knowing his past and knowing he lived with no pack yet, was it love? or a way to shut out the pain.*

*He sat back down and nodded as Spirited Dreams spoke, he didn’t question Spirited Dreams new nickname for him or his actions of late, But his eyes shone with pride* Of course… *He smiled and stepped closer, moving to groom Spirited Dreams' body,* I have always loved you like a son Spirited Dreams, I've watched you grow with pride, I don't love one son more then the other though I love you as much as I love Chandresh, Yiakar, or Trilok and Kayn, I can't play favorites But know my love for everyone I consider my family including you is very strong..

*He sat down* Now tell me what else bother's you? I know there is more my son…

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[> |Tamed Spirit|Encased Dream| -- Spirited Dreams, 18:58:47 08/20/03 Wed [1]

[grr, you no HTML in messages person.]

he knew. how did he always know? perhaps he held secret confrences with Rain and Mist, tapping in on their information. or could Ferdie do the same as them?

he knew Ferdie had a number of gifts and abilities, but which they were he was unsure of.

a more peaceful gaze stared at Ferdie, maw willing to speak, yet mind formulating a prefferable mode of proccesing thoughts into words.

~Koda...her and i are climbing a rocky cliff that dropes to the sea. we are loosing our footing.~

he sighed slightly, wondering when the last time he had been with her he had actually been happy. their visits always seemed to end in an argument or problem. oh yes, love was so much fun.

~you see, i shall always remain loyal to you, and she will do the same for Kosses. because the packs are seperate, we are never together. we exchange visits from time to time, but neither of us are satisfied. and, she preffers not to come to the pack lands anymore, not since you demanded she live here or leave. i explained you were not yourself, but she was not persuaded. so it is my duty to find time to see her, yet it is not enough.~

he paused, digging out the plan he had hatched on a possible solution.

~i was thinking that if i became a member of her pack, and she one in mine, then we would always be welcome into either pack for as long as we desire. it would be much like Rain and Mist, for we would remain loyal to our original packs, and actually live in two.~

he looked up hopefully at Ferdie, uncertain if this would work or not. Rain and Mist seemed satisfied, but he had not spoken to them about it.

~and another thing. my guardian, Vaughan Pelt...i know he has turned to the dark side of the forest, but my question is why?~

he shifted uncomfortably, pouring his heart into Ferdie's ears. but there would be more to this exchange. he was determined to help Ferdie with his problems. he was quite aware he could not force calprei into loving him, and he expected not to mess with that topic at all. no, there was more on Ferdie's mind than love. or so he hoped, because he could not help with his father's main problems.


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