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Subject: Sorry I havent been here.....:(

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Moon(*

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Date Posted: 07:51:43 02/16/04 Mon
In reply to: Dreemdanser 's message, "I need all of you" on 11:33:24 01/27/04 Tue

I have gotten really off track with my diet. I gained a few pounds... and I am trying really hard but it seems that I am allowing the stresses in my life to overtake priority with my dieting and I am looking to food for comfort. I am not *binging* in any way whatsoever. I am just not being strict with myself. The only good thing is that whenever I mess up, I dont give up and then just eat a bunch of bad stuff. I try to get back into the routine but I can't get into in strictly. Part of my problem is money has been very tight for us and I haven;t been able to splurge on salmon and my lowcarb-lowfat-lowcalorie tortillas. I am going to be getting more hours at work it seems now (but I am not holding my breath) so we'll see what happens.
My stress level is at its peak right now. It is making me antisocial, not caring about myself, and just plain crazy. Between Magick havoing surgery and having to take another 2 kitties to the vet because of diarrhea...and then add into the mix a whole load of very bad (and I mean VERY BAD, SCARY BAD)family problems (this is my major source of worry and stress), and I actualy walked out on my job last Thursday because the kid was so uncooperative, my life feels on overload right now.
Last year at this time I almost had a nervous breakdown. Maybe the winter blues are kicking in as well. But this year I just realized that every year about this time I get stressed because my birthday is coming up and I am another year older and still no biological children.
*sigh*
I have to pull myself out of this and take a stand and get myself motivated, but Sometimes it feels like a vicious circle that I cant find my way out of.
A trying and struggling Moon(*
Love and Hugs

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Sounds like you need us, too.	Dreemdanser	15:45:41 02/16/04 Mon