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Date Posted: 01:04:46 07/08/03 Tue
Author: Spags
Subject: Hmmm let me t hink now...
In reply to: Blade 's message, "well" on 14:06:39 07/07/03 Mon

We could always go back to talking about embarassing moments. Eh? hehe. What about you Blade darling boy... you always have some interesting facts to tell us... well stories at least. Right now I think I am going to fall asleep at work. I am soooooooooo tired right now. I helped moved some friends last night. They have been dating a little more then a month and are already living together. Let me tell you though... these two are adorable together. Granted they are still in thier "honeymooning phase," but seriously... mmm I love these two together. I use to have a "crush" on paul but I got over it quickly when I noticed how adorable these two are. I just hope they last. :-D
Speaking of lasting...
I am leaving soon (2 weeks) to go to North Carolina for at least two weeks to look for jobs. :-D Now this is good and bad. Good because it gets me away from the parents... bad because I am away from Jake for at least two weeks, which 10 days of that he will be in florida (party central...) on his own on vacation. Which I am happy about for him. However ... I am starting to have mixed feelings. Do I want to find job in NC? It's been my dream for years to go down there... live there and start a family down there. Jake has one more year in College at home, and then he wants to go to Virgina... which wouldn't be bad. But 1. Would he and I want to continue at a long distance relationship? 2. Could I trust him or even myself? 3. Is it worth it?

My answers to that is this... 1. I have done a long distance realationship when I was 18 ... hated and we both ended up cheating on eachother. It sucked ass big time. But now that I am older and wiser I think I Could do it much better.

2. Could I trust him? Most likely yes. He already said he wouldn't tell me if he ever cheated on me... but that doesn't mean he would cheat right? Could I trust myself ... I sure the hell hope so.

3. Is it worth it? I do care about him. I do love him. Am I in love with him? I don't know. He is not in love with me.. but he cares about me and loves me. (or so he says)... Am i more head over heels in love? Definately. I got asked two nights ago to cut down on the PDA. grrr. I guess I just like ppl to know that I am with him. Oh well. Anyways... If anyone wants to see pics of Jake and me... check out this site...

http://www.ph03n1x.net/history/july-4th-2003/jake_and_molly.jpg

And yes I am the chubby one in the green shirt and Jake and I both have the ummm duh look on our faces. :-D but that was at our 4th of july party from none other than oh yeah the fourth of july, after quite a few beers YAY beer. :-D hehe. *giggle*

Well gang that's it for now I hope that this is intersting enough for a while. :-D ttyl everyone!!!

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