Re: I used the word NO -- METH HELP FOR FAMILIES

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Re: I used the word NO

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Heather

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Date Posted: 18:49:15 12/15/06 Fri
In reply to: Shelly 's message, "Re: I used the word NO" on 13:22:46 12/15/06 Fri

Thank you to all of you. It still hurts so much. It was really weird that I knew what I was doing was the right thing, but that didn't stop my heart from aching any less. I really don't understand how this addict has so much control over me. I am young, vibrant, beautiful, blonde, tiny, all the above and I am stuck on stupid over him.
Every single word of what you all have said to me makes sense and I try hard everyday. I think this was a huge step for me. He is not serious about his recovery and I know this. I only wish he was but chances are that he never will be serious. And if he is, he should do as I asked and take me to court again. I need to leave it at that.
I'm really trying. The holidays are so hard. I start to remember everything we did as a family. Yes I know I have my little family and I thank God for my precious boys. But I still cry for my ex sometimes and then when he contacts me, it makes it worse. I am glad I seen right through it this time. Same pattern..
Thank you all for being here for me.
Love, Heather

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