Subject: Re: To Hulalea and Others On Your Faith |
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Date Posted: 21:01:25 04/26/06 Wed
In reply to:
Shari
's message, "Re: To Hulalea and Others On Your Faith" on 22:38:13 04/14/06 Fri
I tried to control, to fix this thorn in my daughters life. I questioned God "why". But after weeks or fighting, crying, begging with my daughter, I finally literally threw up my hands and gave it to God. Actually said the words, "I cant do this anymore, it is in your hands". My daughter is still on the streets, I am still raising her child, but I can see the small differences in daily life. Yes, I still worry, and have days of tears, days of being so mad, but I also see the small things, the smile and laugh of my grandchild, the fact that I do get out of bed daily, I have my health, as does my grandchild, its real strange, but when you finally release control to him, small baby steps start to happen, and I have faith, even though hard some days, that His will is the only one that counts and whatever happends, it is part of his plan. Faith,,it takes a lot of faith,,
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