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Subject: And suddenly I am a victim AGAIN!!!

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Cassie

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Date Posted: 01:15:22 04/20/01 Fri
In reply to: Cassie 's message, "And suddenly I am alone" on 12:25:14 04/19/01 Thu

So where I�m going now is to look at what I DO around my stuff. I do Victim, "look at how bad I�ve got it". YES I DO. Now don�t try to tell me otherwise. I�m wise to myself here now.

So I posted the above posting where I complained of being little and lonely and wasp stung. WHY did I put that in there? Don�t I realize that people must be getting TIRED of my governing sentimentalities. That I am getting tired of them even. TIRED TIRED TIRED of poor meeing all over the rug.

Now for tacking the other way. I AM a POOR ME. That�s what�s presenting. Shouldn�t I allow that one to live? Shouldn�t she be permitted to express herself?

OK OK OK but LOOK at this: Right now I am discerning that she is a recurring episode in my life. Sort of like Ground Hog Day, she plays the same scenario over and over and over and over again and again and...JEEEZ this is boring. How about isn�t it time to GET ON WITH THE NEXT THING?

Somebody said that there comes a time in this process when you begin to see and recognize and KNOW your own territory. And I see that this is an endless loop that goes nowhere and keeps me safe and useless. It is a no-responsibility zone where I love to lollygag about. YES I am sentimentally attached to being a victim. Now let's see if this recognition and this speaking of it changes anything.

I guess I want to add that the most powerful, incredible, life changing, process enhancing events happen here on the forum when I speak my truth. There's something quite magical about exposing yourself to another.

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Re: And suddenly I am a victim AGAIN!!!	Chris	10:19:58 04/20/01 Fri
Ladies and Gentlemen! -- This is AMAZING!, 13:28:30 04/20/01 Fri Innumerable Bulls Eyes -- Chris, 13:51:12 04/20/01 Fri Re: Innumerable Bulls Eyes -- (required), 01:00:17 04/21/01 Sat Mud Bath -- Chris, 06:14:32 04/21/01 Sat