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Gill
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Date Posted: 10:55:13 07/30/02 Tue
In reply to:
Kyla
's message, "Re: Primal Insanity" on 09:04:05 07/30/02 Tue
I don't know if there's a text book definition of Primal Insanity or if we all experience it in different ways.
I've experienced it in a number of ways. Mostly, or firstly, when I got that I am the Divine and yet totally totally ignorant about what is going on here. Helpless and powerless (not the omniscient and powerful God I'd been brought up on!). Secondly, the insanity that this is all one Being, manifesting in different ways, and that, as different persons, we hurt and kill and threaten one another. That was always bad - but to experience the insanity of the One ignorantly at war with itself -mmmm. And the pain of being here - God trapped in Hell, as Ted would say. That the Divine, I myself, crucify myself into this limitation not just once, but again and again and again. No way out - that is also insanity. Betrayal. How I as Being have betrayed myself again and again manifesting here and yet hiding my identity from my human manifestation. The Divine/human split - insanity indeed. It took a long time for my human mind to come to terms with being Divine. And all the suffering (yes, and joy). And all the confusion, the stupid religions, how we have been DUPED. Primal Insanity for me was also in seeing/intuiting that this is all for nothing, has no reason to it, no meaning. Just trapped in an endless torture chamber forever. And, yes, the personal wounding is profound - and, in my case, I feel irreparable. Living with that - difficult.
Gill
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