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Date Posted: 04:14:37 08/06/03 Wed
Author: Martina
Subject: I should add when I was a kid there was no such a thing as a science fiction movie, and I didnīt read that stuff either. So I donīt think it was overly active fantasizing, or "playing". It hit me out of the blue, and I did nothing to enforce those dreams. They just were. They were part of my personal reality. Later on, when I saw movies with people walking through walls I felt a deep loss, because I knew I once was able to do that too. How strange is that?*lol*
In reply to: Martina 's message, "When I was a kid I struggled with reality as well. I used to have dreams, also day dreams, where I could fly or transport myself into buildings with the power of my mind. It feels weird to get sucked through walls, I can tell, haha. I actually felt getting pressed through the molecules, it was only a slight resistance, giving in like cutting soft butter with a knife. Such a cool feeling! When I was "awake" I was very disappointed that it didnīt work in the real world. I was very convinced it is normal and should be working! I also couldnīt believe that the reflection of a mirror was "me". I felt so much different than what I looked like, although I had no idea what my real appearance was. All that got lost when I was through puberty. Too bad, because it went along with the feeling of total safety. Back then I KNEW nothing can ever happen to me, and I feared almost nothing. Only the dentist.*lol*" on 04:05:01 08/06/03 Wed


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[> [> [> [> [> [> That's very interesting Martina, even that you remember all that from your childhood. -- Maria A., 11:35:45 08/06/03 Wed


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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> I believe I remember all that because it felt so damn REAL, and NORMAL, and not at all like dreaming. It is like burned into my memory. -- Martina, 12:00:50 08/06/03 Wed


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