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Subject: Re: I want to die now~~

Author:
Shannon

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Date Posted: 11:30:37 04/07/04 Wed
In reply to: pat 's message, "Re: I want to die now~~" on 07:42:47 02/04/04 Wed

>>There is nothing to live for. I want to die but I'm
>even too chicken to do it. I tried to die in a car
>crash but I didn't even get hurt bad. I hate my life,
>Help me die
I hate everything about life. it's so incredibly stupid. i've thought about slitting my wrists but all that turned into was cutting them until they're nothing but one huge wound, yet i'm still too afraid to cut vertically and get it over with. why am i still here? i'm just stupid i guess...

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Author:
kevin
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Date Posted: 13:45:14 04/20/04 Tue

>>>There is nothing to live for. I want to die but I'm
>>even too chicken to do it. I tried to die in a car
>>crash but I didn't even get hurt bad. I hate my life,
>>Help me die
> I hate everything about life. it's so incredibly
>stupid. i've thought about slitting my wrists but all
>that turned into was cutting them until they're
>nothing but one huge wound, yet i'm still too afraid
>to cut vertically and get it over with. why am i still
>here? i'm just stupid i guess...

NO you are not stupid... I can tell you the reason you are still alive but to tell you with out going on for ages, I will just say that there is a reason for it and if you want to know then email me and I will share it with you and anyone who really wants to know... I have been there and at times can semi slip back to it but I now know and walk above it.....all my love be with you all, Kevin... handshigh@optusnet.com.au

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~

Author:
Bullshit
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Date Posted: 13:27:13 09/02/04 Thu

>>>>There is nothing to live for. I want to die but I'm
>>>even too chicken to do it. I tried to die in a car
>>>crash but I didn't even get hurt bad. I hate my
>life,
>>>Help me die
>> I hate everything about life. it's so incredibly
>>stupid. i've thought about slitting my wrists but all
>>that turned into was cutting them until they're
>>nothing but one huge wound, yet i'm still too afraid
>>to cut vertically and get it over with. why am i still
>>here? i'm just stupid i guess...
>
>NO you are not stupid... I can tell you the reason you
>are still alive but to tell you with out going on for
>ages, I will just say that there is a reason for it
>and if you want to know then email me and I will share
>it with you and anyone who really wants to know... I
>have been there and at times can semi slip back to it
>but I now know and walk above it.....all my love be
>with you all, Kevin... handshigh@optusnet.com.au

Kevin,

Stop your bullshit. What do you really care about other people ? The only think you care about is ***your own*** conscience and guilt feeling of not helping others who wants to die ? It is true, isn't it ?

It is easy, very easy to say "I care about you. I missed you. I don't want you to die". Ever been to a mental health facility where they imprison those who wants to die. What do the so-call helpful social workers do ? Nothing. They sit around chit-chat among themselves, watching TV, do nothing, scream at you, waiting for time to pass so they get paid. Is that what they call help ? Who makes the fucking law that says you do not have the right to die ?

Again it is back to caring for their own's conscience, their own guilt, not the victim's welfare.

[> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~

Author:
marsh
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Date Posted: 00:38:36 10/08/04 Fri

I know how all of you feel, its hard living with depression and feeling like there is nothing better out there and the only other option is the end of all suffering which is death. I know that feelings we all have when we are like this is dispair, some dont have any feeling at all and thats why they want to end it, I have been through all this as well, there is a light at the end of this tunnel, we cant do anything but look up from here because it cant get any lower right,just reach out to someone and keep reaching until someone grabs your hand, youve come thus far and have reached out by typing your message right, well im reaching back, grab my hand and let me help you. email me mshaw3893@yahoo.com, i will do what i can to help you. im a great listener if thats all you need. and i have been there so i do understand. and i care because I want to care.

marsha

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~

Author:
marilyn
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Date Posted: 06:53:00 09/05/04 Sun

ok, Kevin, you can tell me why I shouldnt die. Im interested in what you have to say. and you can go on and on. Im listening. I live in Canada, and " googled": "I want to die" because thats all I can think about. So I got you. Any ideas?

>>>>There is nothing to live for. I want to die but I'm
>>>even too chicken to do it. I tried to die in a car
>>>crash but I didn't even get hurt bad. I hate my
>life,
>>>Help me die
>> I hate everything about life. it's so incredibly
>>stupid. i've thought about slitting my wrists but all
>>that turned into was cutting them until they're
>>nothing but one huge wound, yet i'm still too afraid
>>to cut vertically and get it over with. why am i still
>>here? i'm just stupid i guess...
>
>NO you are not stupid... I can tell you the reason you
>are still alive but to tell you with out going on for
>ages, I will just say that there is a reason for it
>and if you want to know then email me and I will share
>it with you and anyone who really wants to know... I
>have been there and at times can semi slip back to it
>but I now know and walk above it.....all my love be
>with you all, Kevin... handshigh@optusnet.com.au

[> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~

Author:
JO
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Date Posted: 05:15:39 09/06/04 Mon

>dont kill yourself. many people love you and they will get hurt if you do something like that
>
>
>ok, Kevin, you can tell me why I shouldnt die. Im
>interested in what you have to say. and you can go on
>and on. Im listening. I live in Canada, and "
>googled": "I want to die" because thats all I can
>think about. So I got you. Any ideas?
>
>
>
>
>>>>>There is nothing to live for. I want to die but
>I'm
>>>>even too chicken to do it. I tried to die in a car
>>>>crash but I didn't even get hurt bad. I hate my
>>life,
>>>>Help me die
>>> I hate everything about life. it's so incredibly
>>>stupid. i've thought about slitting my wrists but all
>>>that turned into was cutting them until they're
>>>nothing but one huge wound, yet i'm still too afraid
>>>to cut vertically and get it over with. why am i
>still
>>>here? i'm just stupid i guess...
>>
>>NO you are not stupid... I can tell you the reason you
>>are still alive but to tell you with out going on for
>>ages, I will just say that there is a reason for it
>>and if you want to know then email me and I will share
>>it with you and anyone who really wants to know... I
>>have been there and at times can semi slip back to it
>>but I now know and walk above it.....all my love be
>>with you all, Kevin... handshigh@optusnet.com.au

[> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~

Author:
Gary
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Date Posted: 13:03:19 09/08/04 Wed

I hate when people say they care. No body cares at all. If they cared they would take the time and feel the sorrow while you were still here. People always pretend to care after you are gone but that is just a meaningless pile of shit. Parents are supposed to care for their children no matter what age. I am 18 and a pretty good kid. I'm going to college and I am running Track for the University. So I would say I have done pretty good for myself but my parents tell me that I am not welcome in their home. I just recently told them how lonely and depressed I am again. They know that I have tried to slit my wrists, I did it right in front of them with glass but it is harder than it looks or sounds. I have tried many times but never succeed. I am just saying that the people I thought cared about me the most I realize don't give a shit about me. They know I want to die but they tell I disgust them because I lied to them. Not big lies even. Little lies like about a girlfriend or drinking. Normal kid lies. Anyway the more love I need, the more I am told to fuck off and it hurts way to fucking bad to have no one care about me. I know I can't kill myself but I really wish I could die. Thank you for listening.

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Author: why wait [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 23:52:47 09/08/04 Wed i noe how u feel i feel so alone like no one cares wen they say they do every morning i go to sleep sad and wake up sad my life is one disaster after another i haf more bad stuff hapn in my life than good.

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Author: Gary G [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 03:51:55 09/18/04 Sat It is amazing how everything is always someone else's fault. How about accepting that lying is wrong and inexcusable instead of expecting everyone else to cover you in cotton wool and love you?

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Author: edwin [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 11:26:27 09/26/04 Sun >It is amazing how everything is always someone else's >fault. How about accepting that lying is wrong and >inexcusable instead of expecting everyone else to >cover you in cotton wool and love you? wool and cotton are totally materials. cotton is from a plant, wool is from a sheep. therefore, there is no such thing as "cotton wool" ty

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Author: edwin [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 11:27:32 09/26/04 Sun >>It is amazing how everything is always someone else's >>fault. How about accepting that lying is wrong and >>inexcusable instead of expecting everyone else to >>cover you in cotton wool and love you? > >wool and cotton are totally different materials. cotton is from>a plant, wool is from a sheep. therefore, there is no >such thing as "cotton wool" > >ty

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Author:
Nancy
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Date Posted: 13:05:54 09/23/04 Thu

>I hate when people say they care. No body cares at
>all. If they cared they would take the time and feel
>the sorrow while you were still here. People always
>pretend to care after you are gone but that is just a
>meaningless pile of shit. Parents are supposed to care
>for their children no matter what age. I am 18 and a
>pretty good kid. I'm going to college and I am running
>Track for the University. So I would say I have done
>pretty good for myself but my parents tell me that I
>am not welcome in their home. I just recently told
>them how lonely and depressed I am again. They know
>that I have tried to slit my wrists, I did it right in
>front of them with glass but it is harder than it
>looks or sounds. I have tried many times but never
>succeed. I am just saying that the people I thought
>cared about me the most I realize don't give a shit
>about me. They know I want to die but they tell I
>disgust them because I lied to them. Not big lies
>even. Little lies like about a girlfriend or
>drinking. Normal kid lies. Anyway the more love I
>need, the more I am told to fuck off and it hurts way
>to fucking bad to have no one care about me. I know I
>can't kill myself but I really wish I could die.
>Thank you for listening.

Hi, Gary. I want to commend you for going to college and being a disciplined athelete besides. You have so much potential, and I hope that you can be one of the few gems of this Earth that dare to shine in spite of the negativity that permeates our environment. I am sad that your parents have shut you out of their lives. It sounds like they forgot the little boy who they conceived and brought up. You slitting your wrists in front of them was a huge shock and probably incredibly horrible for them to watch; but if you did that, you probably wanted to give them a wakeup call--"notice me, damn it, I am still here. Don't you care about me? Aren't you proud of the person I am? Don't my successes mean anything to you?" And so on. Gary, we have to love ourselves as best we can in spite of the pain. The best revenge in the world is to live a happy life. You have power within yourself to be strong. Don't let others take that power away from you. (((hug)))

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Author:
marsha
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Date Posted: 00:42:36 10/08/04 Fri

I know how all of you feel, its hard living with depression and feeling like there is nothing better out there and the only other option is the end of all suffering which is death. I know that feelings we all have when we are like this is dispair, some dont have any feeling at all and thats why they want to end it, I have been through all this as well, there is a light at the end of this tunnel, we cant do anything but look up from here because it cant get any lower right,just reach out to someone and keep reaching until someone grabs your hand, youve come thus far and have reached out by typing your message right, well im reaching back, grab my hand and let me help you. email me mshaw3893@yahoo.com, i will do what i can to help you. im a great listener if thats all you need.
You are a great person Gary, Dont give up, we are here for you.
marsha

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Author:
Chad
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Date Posted: 01:09:33 09/23/04 Thu

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Author: Sherley [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 05:26:43 04/29/04 Thu I want to fucking die! I hate myself this fucking life, i dont know what to do. i have nothing, nothing to live for...

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Author: Nancy Smith [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 11:22:55 08/16/04 Mon >I want to fucking die! I hate myself this fucking >life, i dont know what to do. i have nothing, nothing >to live for... I want to die too!I guess its not really the answer to you!But i know one thing for sure,i need a help to go through with it!I totally understand what you going trough. Nancy

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Author: Ghostrider [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 12:37:41 08/17/04 Tue I am facing 20 years in prison for a DWI. I cannot do it. I've lost everything and everyone in my life, so why should I even care or try???

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Author: Richard [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 12:39:11 08/17/04 Tue >I am facing 20 years in prison for a DWI. I cannot do >it. I've lost everything and everyone in my life, so >why should I even care or try???

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~
Author: Richard [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 12:40:24 08/17/04 Tue >>I am facing 20 years in prison for a DWI. I cannot do >>it. I've lost everything and everyone in my life, so >>why should I even care or try???

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~

Author:
M. E. Miller
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Date Posted: 12:36:13 08/31/04 Tue

>>>I am facing 20 years in prison for a DWI. I cannot
>do
>>>it. I've lost everything and everyone in my life, so
>>>why should I even care or try???
This is not the first time you took a drink, and probably not the last. The prison of dependency you find yourself in is worse than any concrete cell block. If you can begin treatment before your sentencing, by all means go for it. It will help if you see this as an opportunity to take stock of yourself and your purpose in life.
There is someone watching over you who loves you unconditionally. Make a difference for someone else by your example. You may get out with good behavior and sincere effort to change the path of self-destruction.

[> [> [> Subject: Re: I want to die now~~

Author:
MARK
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Date Posted: 00:37:07 06/25/04 Fri

>>>There is nothing to live for. I want to die but I'm
>>even too chicken to do it. I tried to die in a car
>>crash but I didn't even get hurt bad. I hate my life,
>>Help me die
> I hate everything about life. it's so incredibly
>stupid. i've thought about slitting my wrists but all
>that turned into was cutting them until they're
>nothing but one huge wound, yet i'm still too afraid
>to cut vertically and get it over with. why am i still
>here? i'm just stupid i guess...
>THERE IS ALOT MORE TO LIVE FOR THAN LOOKS.FOOLS SUCH AS SOME OF THOSE ON THIS SITE THAT CAN DO NO MORE THAN CUT DOWN AND DEGRADE ARE THE REAL LOWEST FORMS OF LIFE. THERE ARE THOSE THAT LOVE YOU. EVEN THOUGH WE NEVER MET, I DO STILL CARE.