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Author: Kristen |
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Date Posted: 01:58:00 07/02/04 Fri The caper has been titled an unwinding. I guess i unwound today too. Earlier I was full of overwhelm. I just did not want to be with all that I felt. Our house(the Annex) had this event planned for the evening and I felt so much resistance to doing it! And everyone seemed excited about it but i just wanted to run away. I wanted to stay in my problems. I wanted to stay separate. I wanted to eat. I wanted to go watch a movie, i wanted to go to sleep. I wanted to hide. All these sensations of wanting came up in my body but none of them felt good. They all felt desperate and I felt angry. But I knew that I needed to show up and I had some inkling of faith that whatever was happening was simply resistance to all the nurturance that was to be had in the upcoming evening. The event was a faux "kidnapping" of our cherished and avidly working overtime friend, Nicole. We planned it in order to bring her out of her routine, and in order to express our gratitude through showering her with love and sweet variations of attention. The evening was perfect. It went so beautifully randomly. The guys of the house kidnapped her and played Bob, Bob and Bob. Flipped her upside down and carried her out of Golden Aster into the van and down the street back to our house. We the women, had Ron and Laura's room all set up for massage and bathing. Candles, furry items, massage table, music, Pelligrino, wine glasses, rose petals in the bath, peppermint bath salts, rose oil, geranium and jasmine, ... and clean sheets. Laura was dressed in her robe and I was in black leather pants Taosha gave me which are so silky and buttery soft. What happened was what Nicole wanted to happen so of course it was unreal in quality of love and turn on. We had this INCREDIBLE ancient kind of female bonding evening. I kept having this feeling of being in ancient Egypt in a bathhouse. Laura said she was in Japan. I was a part of a harem of women who were tending the eldest or tending one who was in need of tending. And it felt so royal yet also so tribal. It was a dance of love. It was an expression of women coming full circle. I had this thought - I am so grateful that i live with women living in our turn on, feeling all the feelings of raw energy that we feel, we are so cool that we are willing to be as sensitive as we are while there is a whole world outside our walls telling us to stuff it down, slap on a suit, get behind a wheel or simply hold it back. Hold back what you ACTUALLY feel inside. It is inappropriate or unladylike. But here we are this group of women who feel the pulse. And let it be there. And celebrate it. In today's world there are not many of us. It has been a few decades since they let it roll and rumble the way we are here. Who knows how many pockets of people are telling the truth? And feeling this energy . I wonder though... Where are the women like us, living willing to feel?? Living letting our authentic desires out? Having them as perfect and RIGHT? Having it right that we want as much as we want! In a way for me tonight was about remembering our roots. Those bathhouses in ancient temples were around for a good reason. Women bathed eachother because they needed to love eachother to keep living with as much sensation as they had inside. You have to take care of one another to keep having this life, to keep having more and to keep feeling what is here. Raw, delicious, sensual hunger and satiation and all that lies in between, before and afterwards. Tonight was so good, so beautiful. So much like family. That must have been what i was resisting - all the love that happened here tonight. All the love we just all wanna let out. Isn't that always how it is? Tonight there were unwindings --- with energy babies releasing, and golden red lighted room dancing. Naked skinned sacred seance over under up down sliding slithering pushing pulling, calming storming, letting go. Letting go and letting go. All together we gave Nicole what she wanted. Some darn good bodywork, if you wanna call it that.... I think actually a better term would be we gave her what she created. Surprise, mystery, soothe, overwhelm, delicacy, youth, fear, love, turn on, push, heavy, stuck, sticky, egglike - cracking wide open, releasing twins energy babies, midwifery...all feminine flow, deep juicy thick air, Pelligrino, light airy feathery flavor, familiarity and foreign vibes, and family family family. Most of all FAMILY. It was so good. [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] |
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| Bob, Bob, and Bob | Robert | 07:42:27 07/02/04 Fri |
| Perfect | Nicole | 10:33:29 07/04/04 Sun |
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