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Date Posted: 13:31:34 10/17/06 Tue
Author: Dave
Author Host/IP: c-67-165-90-184.hsd1.oh.comcast.net / 67.165.90.184
Subject: Depression

After seven years of self-medicating after my return from Vietnam the self-medicating no longer helped . That's when my world really turned to shit . I has a total mental breakdown . The next five years after the breakdown were nothing short of living hell . I remember telling my wife , why couldn't I have lost a arm or a leg over there . Hard headed as I am , I know I could have come to terms as far as dealing with a missing limb . But as you all know , depression is a sly evil type of disease . How can you muster up a fight against mental disorders especially depression .? Yea , I've been on about every damn medication in the book . I don't have to explain to you guys just how very little relief meds can bring . I've also tried every type of therapy possible . I try to maintain my faith . But man , it is wearing very thin anymore . I'm just flat out tired of this life process . Everything that I once believed in is mostly no longer in my mind set . . I've always been big on love , but I'm even beginning to question the whole purpose of that . Call me a cry baby . I really don't care anymore .
...... Dave

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