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Date Posted: 13:17:46 09/04/06 Mon
Author: Richard
Author Host/IP: NoHost / 206.135.142.218
Subject: Whatta do I know... but anyway... here goes
In reply to: Mikki 's message, "Suicide by cop (sensitive material) (long)" on 11:15:10 09/03/06 Sun

Mikki, you know how I feel about suicide. If you choose to do suicide then it is your divine right and was meant to be. I would miss you until my veil of my vision is lifted. But, the horrific pain you are in… I believe you can do something about that. If I can, you can. My pain was different than yours but probably just as intense. I had to make the choice to get help or die. I had to admit I do not know it all that there might be others who know about life more than me. I had to be willing to go to any length to get well or at least grow. I could not go in to therapy thinking that I knew how the therapists ought to do therapy. I accepted that I would not be getting a happy fix from my therapists, that I would probably feel worse coming out of a therapy session than going in. I came out exhausted many times. Therapy is hard work. It is not only about mental anguish, it is mostly about lifestyle change. At least for me it was. When, I was sitting on that curb down on Cass Ave. watching the sewer water flowing by and the drunk down the way passed out into the sewer water, I said, “I don’t know”… maybe I ought to… The smartest words that I have ever said. I began to learn and grow after that… many, many years… but I began. No easy fixes. And, I bet four quarters that suicide in the end is not an easy fix either. There is tons of work to be done to bring Love where Love seems not to be. You will have many more lifetimes to this work… I just know it.

Remember, you are most okay just as you are also… a perfect being of God… you are just most uncomfortable… very ill at ease.

Love
RICHARD

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