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Date Posted: 20:28:06 07/05/06 Wed
Author: Richard
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Subject: Re: Who do you feel more comfortable with?
In reply to: Mikki 's message, "Who do you feel more comfortable with?" on 09:33:00 07/05/06 Wed

Dang. I have always been scared to death of women and ferociously hated men. My hate being a clothing of armor for my fear. I was/am deathly afraid of violence, yet when on occasion I played competitive violent sports, the killer came out of me: no prisoners, no self or other injuries unwarranted… kill men. I knew of women’s emotional and intellectual intelligence, their power of rejection, and their power to solicit warriors on their behalf… scared the crap right out of me.

However, I so most got along with two or three women in a group setting most of the time. I really do Love women, even though petrified of them. I was quick to interact with women on equal terms. I would rather have women as friends. All those years of therapy would not have worked with men; I just hated them too much. As it is, it took nearly eight years to begin to trust my first woman therapist. She was the most strong, compassionate, wise, steadfast woman person that I ever known. Then my second woman therapist was right up there with her, in her own manner.

You know I have always thought that women were the stronger species between males and females. As bold as men like to think of themselves, I found that men’s minds were easy to manipulate, being they were so emotionally unintelligent. Well, maybe they weren’t that easy to manipulate… I sure tried getting a lot of them to kill me without success.

I had one drinking partner, “Steve” that I treated differently than all other humans, and I had a med psychiatrist that I thought to be a superior human. He was just amazed that I had not done suicide after hearing about my life; thought I was just so strong… jeez! Once on a winter sunny day, I caught him standing in the sun outside the clinic. His hands were behind his back, his head turned up towards the sun and his eyes closed. I only smiled not daring to insult the moment with words. He just said that he worshipped the sun.

I am not a commercialized sports fan. I only know enough about politics to know who are the worst scum or bushes. I do not know who most of the celebs are, or care to. I know a lot about computers, machine, animals, children, and now even some about the emotional and social going ons of the spiritual human creature… and I know a lot about my very own God. Maybe, I just would not be a long term conversationalist. Most of the nurses at the hospital seem to much like me. There are a few though, that do not.

Do not give up five minutes before the miracle happens, <br>RICHARD

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  • Re: Who do you feel more comfortable with? -- Hope, 09:11:09 07/06/06 Thu
  • Re:Men!! -- gem, 04:10:36 07/07/06 Fri
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