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Date Posted: 08.03
Author: Gianna
Subject: Inside
In reply to: Skeeter 's message, "inside" on 08.03

(Everything had happened so fast that she'd been in shock for close to ten minutes, since the nurses that had cleaned her up had left the room as well to look after the baby. She'd stared at the door as if willing the nurse to come back with Ryan in her arms.. to tell her that her son was just fine and she had no reason to be so worried. And where had Justin gone? He had disappeared as well.. and now she was alone and her baby was sick because of her.. oh Lord.. what if he had some sort of birth defect because of the drugs..? She would just die. The tears were streaming down her face as she shifted her weight, meaning to get up to go find her son. If there was something wrong.. well, then, he needed his mama. Before she had even gotten a foot out from under the covers, however, Skeeter had come rushing into the room and to her side and she was turning towards him and seeking comfort in his arms. She was sobbing as he told her that the baby was just fine, that they would be bringing him to them soon so she could feed him. The relief made her weak so she clung to him, trying to stop the tears that wouldn't seem to quit.) Oh thank God.. (She said very softly as the doctor returned with little Ryan in her arms, handing the baby over to her. She tipped her head to the side as she looked down on the little cherubic face of their son.) Oh, Justin.. he looks just like you.. (She murmured, almost a moan through the remnants of her tears. She sniffed, looking over at the father of her baby, and laughed tearfully.) He's just so beautiful.. (She looked down at the baby again.) Hello Ry.. I'm your mommy.. (She said to him, brushing her fingertips over the baby's cheek as he calmed down from his crying. He was red faced from his previous fit, and his little hands were fisted as he gazed up at her through Skeeter's eyes. She felt a sudden connection between them, a bond stronger than love.. but so overwhelming that it brought new tears to her eyes. She would die for this little being.. this tiny trusting soul that she and Justin had made. Ryan started to fuss again and she instinctively knew that he was hungry, and undid the top of her gown to free her breast, offering it to the baby. After a few seconds he latched on and suckled, making her smile as she slowly moved the pad of her thumb in a circle on the arch of his chubby foot. It seemed to calm him when she did that. She watched like a mother wolf as Ry ate his first meal, but felt eyes on her and looked up to see Justin there, a soft smile growing over her features. The world was as it should be now.)

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