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Subject: self- group


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bittersweet
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Date Posted: 21:44:09 07/19/05 Tue

hello everyone!

okay so apparently i was on this waiting list (for like 8 months) for an outpatient group that i thought would benefit me when i was in the outpatient program (8 months ago) it's called "Self-group" and is for people with issues like identity problems, dissasociation, trauma, body dysmorphic disorder, and well, i think there will be a lot of ED-ers there...which makes me nervous..

i got a phone call a few days ago asking me if i'm still interested...i said yes and i'm gonna go there tomorrow to check it out. i guess i'm just really freaked out because i dont feel i "look" like i have a problem. even in the program 8 months ago i tended to downplay the ED and work more on my anxiety and OCD instead...i also saw a few people there that weigh probably 70 lbs- i'm 30 lbs heavier than that and just feel like they will look at me funny and think i dont need to be there or something. i'm so screwed up that i'm actually jealous of them. the ana's that are starving to death...i know it's terrible and i'm probably terrible too. i guess i just dont want them to say i'm not "thin enough" to have a problem...

a few years ago i was diagnosed as anorexic (diagnosed but never treated) then i made the switch to EDNOS--i just feel like the "true" anorexics are in a hell of a lot more trouble than i am, and maybe i dont need to be there so they wont judge me or something....okay, am i crazy??? sorry for all that, i'm just really nervous- i'm always scared people wont like me..it's extremely childish, but a real fear....

sorry for the length

~jane~

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