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Date Posted: 23:18:25 02/02/06 Thu
Author: Kyrian
Subject: Don't leave it up to me to say goodbye..
In reply to: Kyrian 's message, "
I'm not supposed to be scared of anything, but I don't know where I am
I wish that I could move, but I'm exhausted and nobody understands (how I feel)
I'm trying hard to breathe now, but there's no air in my lungs
There's no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb
I try to hold this under control
They can't help me cause no one knows..

How I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated, lateley
When I get suffocated, save me..
Now I'm fallen apart, now I feel it..
" on 22:38:03 02/02/06 Thu

(He had visibly flinched at the sound of the shot, and thought for sure that he was dead.. because suddenly the adreneline had made everything painless and the shock had deadened his senses. His eyes remained tightly closed as he missed the sound of the man slumping lifeless to the ground beside him, his face contorted in the defeated expression of a man who knew he'd reached the end without having ever lived his life. He had never loved in his life, never been loved.. he'd never been married or raised children.. hell, he'd never owned a home or an apartment in his life. He was worthless, that was all there was to it, and now he was dead, he couldn't even save himself. His only solace through the sudden silence was that Haylie was still out there alive and breathing somewhere and she would get a chance to live because he hadn't indulged information to these men.. she would get over the anger and move on to be a wonderful agent and hopefully some man would love her as he couldn't and as she deserved. His breathing had quit from the shock, he was in a sense holding his breath from it, and it was making him look all the more anguised as he thought about her and a tear slipped down his cheek, betraying the fear he had felt. She had been the strength in him that had allowed him to keep a straight face in front of his killer, and now she was the image he clung to as he faced his own death.)

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