Date Posted:Sat August 01, 2009 15:05:02 Author:Yagami_Light Subject: Hmmm In reply to:
Lemons
's message, "No worries" on Sat August 01, 2009 12:00:11
Can't say I can relate exactly where you're coming from, because I wasn't beaten.
Nor can I relate to the drugs, or fight clubs, or suicidal thoughts, although for like 5-6 months I thought about killing myself at least once a day (it was when I was 19, so a few years ago). And no, nothing bad was going on, I wasn't overstressed or anything. Just thoughts like, "What if I continued driving straight forward through that sign instead of turning." or "I could stab myself in the heart ;D" And fun stuff like that. Not that I ever would, because I love it down here.
But I suppose if I was subjugated to the same torments - well actually, I probably would've just killed him. And it's not like I'm sociopathic I just think that if someone is useless then why not? Take a look into Death Note http://www.onemanga.com/Death_Note/1/03/
But alas, if you really just want to spend your life the way it is now - computer, some close friends, a TV, then why not? Why not do it? And if the response is, "Well I feel like wasting life away and I'll never meet anyone like this." Then my response would be, "So what can you do to help change that?"