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Date Posted: 06:39:25 04/16/04 Fri
darlings.. thks for the comments.. seems like i got u gals spinning off on the topic of love AGAIN.. as qi pointed out some time ago, our topic always revolves ard this!!! hrmpp.. i guess we r just the ordinary twenty somethings, and since none of us r really worried abt job YET.. we shld worry abt this....
commenting from the earliest msg since i last wrote...
hua, i think i'm like wat u said.. more concern abt wat i want in life, rather than what others want. i dunno if we r busy minding our own stuff, but i guess in a sense it's like for me, i want to do a lot of things now, and i dun like to think tt i'm always having to adjust my own plans to consider another person's feeling. this is where the 'free spirited me' comes in...
secretly i guess we r all selfish in a sense.. and we all want to put ourselves before others. okie, maybe real religious ppl or really nice ppl can put themselves before others, but tts def not me!! still, it depends on how much u r willing to "reveal" this side of u...
i think i'm more caring towards frens. even then i'm more cold and distant as i age (okie making myself sound damn old, but dun u suddenly realise we r/turning 23 this yr?!?!?!). i used to be more of a warm and caring person when i was younger. age has made me cynical. and since others can't appreciate what i do for them, y shld i care? anyway i'm drifting. i guess in terms of friendship, i like to noe who i can trust to be there for me whenever i need them. i understand tt most of us are too busy for friends these days, so as i was telling shaun tt day, i like to have a few close frens, to have security, to noe tt at least if some frens let me down when i needed them, there r still others i can turn to.
hua, i must say i'm surprise to hear tt ur heart is close. how's ur current r/s going? company and attention.. i think i'm basking in tt too, such tt sometimes i can forget abt the pain when the negative side of a r/s kicks in...
by the way, mun, do u noe he's a aquarius? supposed to be the best sign for me! but then.. i figured cos his birthday is the second last day of aquarius, and thus he prob has strong pieces characteristics. and pieces is someone i shld def avoid!!! they r far too emotional abt this...
i read in an article a couple of days back tt librans shld go with Leo! erhh.. i dunno anyone who is in bloody Leo man.. and i have never read anywhere else that this is the case.. always thought i shld stick with air sign ppl, ie. aquarius and gemini.. hrmpp... saggi is definitely no no for me, cos my mum dislike them! wahahaha.. have tried going out with one, nope, not my type of guys ;P
kuangli> i think i have lost the ability to love and feel a long while. or maybe i try to erect this barrier ard me, cos in a way i think i'm afraid of getting hurt too. whenever someone gets too close to me, i back off. which is the reason y no r/s has worked out for me. cos if u dun put in all u have, the r/s will never work out! and we always doubt, but i think to love is to let go of urself, and let emotion run free! u r pieces rite? pieces shld def be emotional and have a free rein in the field of love! jiayou!
i dunno if i will ever find THE ONE someday. or maybe i dun care anymore. or do i? or maybe i'm too practical like qi to think abt such things.... still, i think i'm just way too fussy! in both how i feel abt tt person and compatability. i am not compromising one or the other. hence the state i am in!
my goals in life.. to live life to the fullest? to not have regrets? well definitely religion is not for me.. family r my priorities but not my goals, cos i always felt tt more responsibilities lie with my brothers. hehehehe.. of cos, i'm trying to hang ard home more so my parents will c me! hehehe.. as for prestige and power, i think tt might be my goal for the next 3 yrs! hhahah.. since i'm stepping out into the working world! material success is always good.. but i will start to think abt how impt this is. recently i tot abt being a tai tai and wonder if we will be bored to death being one! hehehe.. can't believe i'm saying this? opposite to mun, i think i do not put much focus on acquiring knowledge or being practical abt it. i think i noe where i stand in this area, and am satisfied enuf with it. hrmmpp.. i think i re-evaluate my goals every yr! last yr i did, figured tt i wanna do sth different, and hence i'm here now! :P
i'm sorry this is a really long and draggy msg. last bit on hua's project. rather doubtful abt it. heard suet is interested though. well, have u or ur frens done anything quite like it before? cos i have done nationwide charity project before, i like it, but as an eca only! events company's really not my cup of tea, though i noe lots of ppl doing it. not sure wats ur fren's backgrd, but everything sound too far fetched. gotta get more practical ideas abt it before this project can be evaluated any further. good luck though!
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