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Date Posted: 06:20:14 04/26/03 Sat
thx jieying for taking so much of ur time to comment on my msg, ,hiak. i have quite a number of close friends in uni oso, those dat will tell me their problems, n i tell them mine... we shared same eca together last time, so more or less, we r quite close. dat is when i started knowing closer guy friends... uni guys r much more mature dan jc n sec...cannot stand guys last time.. childish x 100.
Todae when out wif vincent for 2 hr, dan he rushed to meet his guy friends to eat dinner.. he told me ydae dat he is eating dinner at hm, dats y can oni meet me in the aftern. best, todae after meeting me at 2, he pieu lang at 430..i tot he will leave at 6 for hm... walu, leave me so early last min....heng i got another grp of friends ard the area.. cant expect me to go hm at 430 n reach hm at 5...wat can i do? really find myself cannot stand lonliness, dink i will zao sai if he leaves me alone for 2 mths or more,ha.
nowadaes i quite ard wif this guy in dso...hang ard wif him till after midnite sometimes, dan he will take cab hm to marine parade. sometimes n a grp, 1 or twice juz 2 of us.he oso those go home nothing to do type of ppl,but he is a real nice guy, and avone agrees to dat. sheat la, really scared i will misled him,dun wanna hurt him sincee he is really very nice guy... dun dink i really love him...(last time i got like junming n the sell bread one alittle,hiak, but not the ns one n this dso guy). he noes im attach, but shd i really have to keep a distance from him to avoid anithing?coz dats wat yenyen is doing oso, she is very arh wif another guy, she scared the guy will like her, ,n used me as a smoke screen, saeing im her guy's wife(as a joke),poor me...ha.
sheat, seriously i realised i dun treat vincent good at all... dunno issit not much feeling or wat..but feeling do come n go often... how to lun till 28year old?i am really a bad gf,ha...but i feel he is not very gd oso,so i bo chap alot of times. cham cham, bad relationship la... dunno wat he is thinking oso. but i do love him sometimes la, when he is damn nice to me.. haiz, i oso gave up hope on myself.ha
life n dso still okie,at least i have yenyen, she is quite big sister big nowadaes...so i can depend on her, hiak.nowadaes she started bird family...at least have some belonging, so not so bad. but she is trying to jio outings avtime, n ppl keep puting areoplanes...didnt turn up for outings during the last min.. hope she can still keep this bird family strong for 2 mths...
cham, i dun really like my family...muz like my family, realised i keep complaining abt them to alot of ppl. my dad wun talk to me one, n he never tell his things to us... the most he tok to his my mum, but nowadaes i rather they 2 dun talk, else once they tok, they sure to b arguing abt something, mostly moneywise. (my mum avtime complain my father never give her ani money, n give household money bare minimum,avtime scold sae money dunno go where,as my dad never have ani savings)they 2 dun seem to understand each other at all,thou after so mani years, i dink the oni thing that still keep them together is us,their children. my bro... i gave up hope on him after he is attached, wat a gd example he is setting,wat to do, d ats his life, he chose to walk it dat way, so let him b as long as he likes it. as for my sis, i gave up hope oso, i closed my eyes as long as my mum is happy. last time i tried to teach my sister wat is manners, in the end we shout at each other n my mum come in n scold me... another time i tried to teach my mum how to educate my sister, dan she cried in front of me telling me my sis is sick(pls la, she is weak when she is young oni, premature baby, now she scold ppl more energentic dan me). so basically my family is hopeless....ha... as if im very hopeful... avdae not at hm b4 10 or 11. hardly tok to ani1 of them at hm. but if im at hm i will confirm b online or watching tv oni,wats the pt? muz as well go out n tok to friends. cham cham... heng i still working now to keep up my daily activites, dink after IA i will b a filial daughter, stay at hm avdae due to poverty.
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