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Date Posted: 23:01:21 11/28/01 Wed
Author: leslie
Author Host/IP: 24.164.129.38
Subject: Re: Why should I care anymore
In reply to: Michelle 's message, "Re: Why should I care anymore" on 22:50:57 11/28/01 Wed

Perhaps I forgot to mention. After my third miscarriage I was diagnosed with a malformed uterus. The only way I could have a child is by having a risky surgery to take it apart and rebuild it. The most likely outcome being it would collapse and I would need a hysterectomy. My sister had a hysterectomy at 35, and Here I am at 35 as well. She tried to adopt, but after the third child was dangled in front of her and she was allowed to hope each time, each time something happened, whether it was the parents showing up, or the agency turning them down. There is no way I can go through that.

I also want to say that this is not the only reason I feel the way I do. All my life there has been more sorrow than happiness and now is no exception. It seems to be pouring. I cannot see how I can rise from the hell I feel I have been trapped in... One thing after another has happened to me. The least not being that I have begun to believe the feelings I feel will never leave me. I cant begin to explain my life, but know, it has never been roses.

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