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Date Posted: 18:36:21 07/29/01 Sun
Author: Lawrence
Subject: Some replies

Shi'en,
Thanks for replying to me. I can't believe that you actually read my lengthy msg. I seriously thought no one would bother. I had this misconception that you, after experiencing so much success, would certainly feel really psyched up about everything in life .ie coming down to help the juniors every training or something like that. I didn't know that you felt the way you did. Actually, the subject of loneliness is so alien yet so familiar to me. You know how it is at home(I think i've told you before). I know how it is for you. I think I've been bombarded with so much crap in life that I've sort of gotten used to it.
What I said to you before the Lit S session really reflected my feelings then. Would all of us be like strangers after some time?
Regarding the Nationals, the point really wasn't winning. It was about effort=success. Well, the tragic way in which that equation was distorted for me was horrendous. I have never dealt with something like that before. I remember messaging with Fenny last night. I told her: 'I am bitter, so very bitter, but I haven't given up.'
You don't have to go into 'hiding'. You know how much I treasure our friendship.
PS. What the hell you juxtaposing words like 'liaoZ', 'Acherly' with 'Evoke' and 'linguistic'?! Literature has really made you a mutant...

Keith,
Seriously, that notion about 'it's the 1.5 years of experience that counts' has really gotten cliched. Althought I reluctantly admit that it's true after all, I'm more concerned about how that 1.5 years ended and how our next 50 years will be. Looking back, the 1.5 years ended on a very uncomfortable note .ie the unhappy incident during NCC. I mean, wtf?! Couldn't we just rest in peace?(puns not intended)
I'm glad you took everything ok. I tried too but couldn't. I was bordering between an E and an O7. I couldn't let go of the fact that I(and the rest) put in so much but...you know..Seriously, nothing is going right for me at the moment but still hanging on, albeit by one finger
Yes, I am proud of everyone's contribution to the team. That I know is unbelievable, the effort we put in. I will be coming down to help out once in a while. I acknowledge that some juniors deserve our assistance. But I'm doing it more for the CLUB rather than THEM. I don't know about alumni. I feel like leaving singapore(you know why..)for a while. But that means giving up you people and my way of life. So who knows what the future holds?

PS.Doing weights and running on alternate mondays(on the days without lit)

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