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Subject: I think that...


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Angel
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Date Posted: 23:50:55 10/04/04 Mon
In reply to: Crystal 's message, "I understand" on 08:29:03 09/28/04 Tue

my ex knows that to hurt me more than anything would be to get at and to hurt the people around me, after 16 years with him and the years before him of horrible experiences, I still tend to think more about other people than I do myself which makes it hard for myself when it comes to changing the things about me that need changing,including my weight...my ex does appear in my dreams as a big black dog,when Liam first got here my ex in my dreams turned into the person he is but now the dog is back,it is always dark in the part of the dreams he is in and he comes out at me when I leat expect it,its like he is constantly letting me know that he is about and nothings gonna drive him away.
My ex always told people that he was Pagan,which he was'nt he played at it for awhile because of some of the people he met online,it wasnt their beliefs he was interested in but the fetish side of them,he has always liked the violent side of things,right down to playing aggressive music etc.He is an extremely dark person.
Also in alot of dreams with him in is another dog,a huge tan coloured dog that is aggressive too and for along time I thought he was aiming that at me but when I really looked at it he bared his teeth yes but he never attacked,and his presence kept the black dog at bay...I am not sure who this other dog is right now but neither get too close to me because of the wolf I have guarding me...lol tho at times I think this wolf is a lil too laid back !!Anyway thanks for responding

Blessings
Angel

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