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Date Posted: Tue, Aug 21 2007, 8:39pm PDT
Author: Keila
Subject: Hard luck you've been trying to tame
In reply to: Aiden 's message, "Going to hold you tonight" on Tue, Aug 21 2007, 8:25pm PDT

She frowned softly, thoughtful as they walked, feeling like the were miles apart from each other despite the fact that their arms were brushing against each other with each step. It hurt her heart to hear that he had been missing her, hurt for so many reasons, to many for her to really identify. "We..." She stumbled for a second over her words, the first syllable betraying the hurt and pain she felt. She stopped then, clearing her throat as she looked over at the ocean, the kids playing volleyball, laughing with their friends. When she spoke again, her voice was even and rational and she could only hope he hadn't heard how shaky that first 'we' had been. "We spent three years nearly constantly together of course, at first, it was hard to adjust to being apart. That's just natural, it would be very strange if we hadn't missed each other." She shrugged a little, biting her lip but then realized that was a tell-tale sign that she was unsettled and she wanted to some calm and logical about this. "Especially because we didn't have the typical angry break up. We didn't have any anger or blame to hold onto so it was like..." She paused, trying to think of a way to say this without saying exactly what she was thinking. She was thinking that it was like losing a piece of her, like he had taken her heart with him, she had felt empty and misplaced, lost. It was like losing the balance in her life. "...it was like losing a family member. A very close friend." She shrugged a little, looking up at him for a moment. She didn't want him to make her think that maybe he had cared more than he had. She didn't want to go back to living in hopes and patient waiting. She just wanted to be ok again. She had been feeling alright, more content, accepting of her situation in life and then he was back and then he was walking next to her and now they were here...discussing what they missed in life. In each other.

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