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Date Posted: 19:50:41 05/09/02 Thu
Author: Julian Emberson
Subject: Re: ...Well If You Say What You Mean and Mean What You Say, How Could I Disagree?...
In reply to: Celeste Riceburg 's message, "...Well If You Say What You Mean and Mean What You Say, How Could I Disagree?..." on 19:15:08 05/09/02 Thu

"What we deserve, we don't get," He said again, standing up and turning to face her. There was nothing but plaintive sarcasm on his face. "Celeste, I meant what I meant. It applies to every-fucking-body on this earth, not just you. My anger comes from knowing that. Nothing good ever happens to me. The things that should make me happy, that you would consider good, don't, because they're just not. I know what I need and that's what I'm waiting for. As for trying to find yourself, there's nothing to look for. You are who you are and that's what I want you to be. I want you to be who you are when you're with me, because so far that's the only place I ever see you as Celeste. As Celeste. Nobody else can and that's a pity. If you ever do decide, I'm sure you'll find what you need, however long and however hard it takes." He took a moment to breathe properly, sympathy encased in glazing olive orbs. "Wanting me and letting me know that won't bring me to you, Celeste. You're my friend and that's all I'm willing to give to you. Nothing else. The same with anybody. If you want love, search for it when you're ready to devote yourself now and forever, not because you want to but because you have to. And if you're lucky, he'll be as chained to you as you are to him. "We never get what we deserve because good things are too good for human hands. And as we are human, in this world, if it makes you happy, that's all that matters. But you have to remember everybody is their own person. They have the same choices you do, but not necessarily the same desires. But that doesn't mean you won't." He smiled slightly at her, almost regretfully. "Love finds a way, but in our case, I'm sorry that it can't. I'm sorry that what you want I know won't make me as happy it would make you."

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Re: ...I Fell In Love With A Beautiful Stranger... -- Celeste Riceburg, 15:12:05 05/10/02 Fri
- and he was in love with someone else. -- Julian Emberson, 20:32:18 05/10/02 Fri
  - Yeah, himself. -- Celeste Riecburg, 14:24:41 05/11/02 Sat
    - that's where you're wrong. -- Julian Emberson, 17:39:21 05/11/02 Sat
      - Re: I'm Never Wrong -- Celeste Riecburg, 18:18:19 05/11/02 Sat
        Re: I'm Never Wrong -- Julian Emberson, 18:23:39 05/12/02 Sun
        Happy Fireworks! -- Celeste Riecburg, 15:20:24 05/13/02 Mon
        Re: Happy Fireworks! -- Julian Emberson, 21:34:10 05/14/02 Tue
        -The End Is Now - -- Celeste Riecburg, 15:25:00 05/15/02 Wed