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>Four weeks ago I came in from work and found my 22 >year old son dead in his bed. He had suffered from a >prolapsed mital valve and never woke up. I too have a >daughter (19) and I don't want to bury her in my >grief...but everything is so raw right now. I feel >like I should be getting some kind of control back, >but I have absolutly none. I cry at the drop of a >hat. I too sleep with the last tee shirt he had on, >but it's beginning not to smell of him. I want to >honor him by being strong, but i feel so fragile. He >was so alive, he was one semester away from getting >his degree to be a teacher and a coach, he had played >volleyball with his friends after church the night >before until 2:00 a.m. He was suppose to leave the >day we had his funeral to attend a cubs game in >Chicago. He was so excited. I miss him more than I >can express. I feel like I'm losing it completly.
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