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>>I am a 35 year old mother of 2 living children. My >second child, Sara Elizabeth, we miscarried at 12 >weeks. There will always be a hiden place inside of >you that pains at the thought of your Ethan. However, >moving on does not mean forgetting. Your son needs >you now just like my daughter needed me. >I lost Sara Elizabeth when my Emily was almost 4 years >old. She tried to understand and did well for her >years but she needed me! After much pray, God made it >clear to me that he had given my 2 daughters and the >one I got to keep with me needed to know she was just >as important as the one I didn't get to keep. Some >how, I think deep inside of me, I felt if I let myself >"go-on" that it would mean I didn't care anymore, or >was "over-it". But God made me understand that taking >care of what I had didn't mean I loved what I lost any >less. Don't be afraid to move forward with your life. > It won't cause you to forget him, it will honor him. >And only through time, will your memories of Ethan, no >matter how brief, will turn from pain to precious. > >Hi, I'm a 22 year old mother who lost a son. He was >>carried for 7 1/2 months only to be born lifeless with >>the cord around his neck. Doctors tell me and my >>fiance that it wasn't our fault but it still feels >>like it though. We are trying to help each other and >>be there for each other but there is only so much we >>can do for one another. We both cannot sleep for fear >>of nightmares and in my case fear of seeing his >>angelic face all over again. i'm living a constant >>nightmare wishing that somehow i'll wake up and i'll >>have my little ethan. But i remember that this is real >>life and there is no rewind button or erase button. >>And i just keep reliving that day over and over again. >>and it feels like i'm slowly dying inside. I know i >>have to be strong for the son i do have but i can't >>help being filled with loss and greif. So if anyone >>can help me i would really appreciate it. even if it >>is just to talk through emails. I would grately >>appreciate all of the support i can get. Thanks.
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