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i -- Anonymous, 19:38:51 10/16/01 Tue

stabbed myself


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its not you i recognize -- Anonymous, 11:07:03 10/16/01 Tue

its me. if only that were true. i dont believe i could ever be so beautiful.


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i can -- Anonymous, 10:04:22 10/16/01 Tue

do that


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will i play -- Anonymous, 09:00:41 10/16/01 Tue

alone?


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want to -- Anonymous, 08:58:12 10/16/01 Tue

play?


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Anthrax Scares -- Anonymous, 05:38:11 10/16/01 Tue

We're getting a lot of reports of suspicious mail in the US, but most have turned out to be false too. People are going to be very nervous when flu season starts, and that will be quite soon.


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noones here and nor am i -- Anonymous, 22:36:47 10/15/01 Mon


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my -- Anonymous, 20:34:38 10/15/01 Mon

my


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hey -- Anonymous, 10:05:55 10/15/01 Mon

hey


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19 anthrax scares in australia today -- Anonymous, 08:08:11 10/15/01 Mon

so far 9 have proven to be hoaxes.

how insane this all is.


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hi -- Anonymous, 07:59:46 10/15/01 Mon

hi


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thanks for the email -- Anonymous, 05:04:29 10/15/01 Mon

food for thought


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i made myself -- Anonymous, 22:07:42 10/14/01 Sun

a fetish but i believe it was the wrong kind


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strummer rocks -- Anonymous, 20:46:06 10/14/01 Sun

lord there goes johnny appleseed
he might pass by in the hour of need
there's a lot of soul
been drinking from the from the well
locked in the factory

heeeeeeeeeey
look there goes ...
heeeeeeeeey
look there goes ...
if you're out there getting the honey
then you don't go killing all the bees

lord there goes martin luther king
notice how the door closes when the
chimes of freedom ring
i hear what you're saying

i hear what you're saying
its what was true
down along the soul
i hear what he's saying

if you're out there get out there getting the honey
then you don't go killing all the bees

all the people say we know every rule
what the people are saying
there ain't no berries on the tree
summertime song
pull on the apple

lord there goes buick 49
like the sheep and the angels riding riding down the line
i think there is a soul down the line
that soul is hard to find

they're on the road
down on the road (they're on the road)

if you're out there getting the honey
then you don't go killing all the bees

that's what the people said
that's what the people are saying
there ain't no berries on the tree
there are berries our tree

if you're checking out the honey, baby
you don't have to go killing all the bees


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congrats. -- Anonymous, 23:47:16 10/13/01 Sat


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it's a girl!!!! -- Anonymous, 07:31:42 10/13/01 Sat

laura


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goodbye -- Anonymous, 20:31:13 10/12/01 Fri


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hmmmmmm -- Anonymous, 19:50:29 10/12/01 Fri

Oh-my, oh-my God!
out here mama they got us livin' suicide
singin' oh-my, oh-my God!
out here mama they got us livin' genocide

Slam bam I come unseen
but like gasoline you can tell I'm in the tank
like money in the bank
I smell appealing, but I'm toxic, can send ya reeling
without an inklin', keep ya thinkin'
'cause you gave cash to the feds, left your school district for dead
fucked you up in the head, but still they sayin' nothin's wrong
sellin' firewater but outlawing the bong
still believing the system is workin'
while half of my people are still outta workin'
anonymous notes left in the pockets and coats
of judges and juries from 'Frisco to Jersey
threats and protests politicians mob debts
trumped up charges and phoney arrests
stage a lethal injection, the night before the election
'cause he got donations from the prison guard's union
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Listen in to my stethoscope on a rope
international lullabies, human cries
thumps and silence, the language of violence
algorithmic, cataclysmic, seismic, biorhythmic
you can make a life longer, but you can't save it
you can make a clone an then you try to enslave it?
stealin' DNA samples from the onborn
and then you comin' after us
'cause we sampled a James Brown horn?
scientists who's God is progress
a four-headed sheep is their latest project
the CIA runnin' like that Jones from Indiana
but they still won't talk about that (Jim) Jones
(People's Temple mass suicide) in Guyana
This ain't no cartoon
no one slips on bananas
do you really think that that car killed Diana
hell I shot Ronald Reagan, I shot JFK,
I slept with Marilyn (Monroe) she sung me happy birthday
singin'
(chorus)

Well politicians got lipstick on the collar
the whole media started to holler
but I don't give a fuck who they screwin' in private
I wanna know who they screwin' in public
robbin', cheatin', stealin'
white collar criminal
McDonald eatin', you deserve a beatin'
send you home a weepin', with a fat bill for your
Caribbean weekend
for just about anything they can bust us
false advertising sayin' "halls of Justice''
you tellin' the youth don't be so violent
then you drop bombs on every single continent
mandatory minimum sentencin'
'cause he got caught with a pocket fulla medicine
do that again another ten up in the pen
I feel so mad I wanna bomb an institution
singin'
(chorus)


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happy birthday -- Anonymous, 18:45:57 10/12/01 Fri

paul simon!


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always -- Anonymous, 18:41:46 10/12/01 Fri


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are we having fun -- Anonymous, 12:22:41 10/12/01 Fri

yet?


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want to play? -- Anonymous, 11:25:01 10/12/01 Fri

i dont bye byeeeeeeeeeeee


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just like -- Anonymous, 11:21:48 10/12/01 Fri

you


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it was unusual -- Anonymous, 11:11:29 10/12/01 Fri


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liked that -- Anonymous, 11:06:48 10/12/01 Fri

didja?


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that -- Anonymous, 11:03:08 10/12/01 Fri

shut everyone up


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tell me you story tell me your -- Anonymous, 23:23:41 10/11/01 Thu

how and why


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is this revenge or love? -- Anonymous, 23:21:16 10/11/01 Thu


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by me -- Anonymous, 22:20:11 10/11/01 Thu


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entrenched indoctrinated tired trapped -- Anonymous, 22:18:48 10/11/01 Thu


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what if? -- Anonymous, 21:14:06 10/11/01 Thu


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you always did -- Anonymous, 20:49:47 10/11/01 Thu

want to be the ether


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why if that is true did -- Anonymous, 19:52:58 10/11/01 Thu

you let me see you?


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which is -- Anonymous, 17:00:29 10/11/01 Thu

best.


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invisible -- Anonymous, 16:59:24 10/11/01 Thu

and incidental


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this is how you remind me -- Anonymous, 16:57:40 10/11/01 Thu

of what i really am


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i don't want it that way -- Anonymous, 11:20:37 10/11/01 Thu


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only if you want it that way. -- Anonymous, 10:58:17 10/11/01 Thu


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and there it is -- Anonymous, 10:57:01 10/11/01 Thu


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not -- Anonymous, 10:54:29 10/11/01 Thu

me.


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ok. i get the message and know what's coming next. the part the tears me in half -- Anonymous, 10:53:23 10/11/01 Thu

bye bye


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maybe not know -- Anonymous, 10:51:45 10/11/01 Thu

i recognise


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f? -- Anonymous, 10:51:24 10/11/01 Thu


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i am -- Anonymous, 10:49:32 10/11/01 Thu

not mad either. i am me.


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youre beautiful because this happened and you were there -- Anonymous, 10:46:43 10/11/01 Thu

and i am not mad


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no. -- Anonymous, 10:43:18 10/11/01 Thu


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now we come to the part where you rip on me right? -- Anonymous, 10:42:07 10/11/01 Thu


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goodnight -- Anonymous, 10:40:42 10/11/01 Thu


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why would -- Anonymous, 10:40:10 10/11/01 Thu

you say that? you don't know me. but thank you.


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you're beautiful. -- Anonymous, 10:39:03 10/11/01 Thu


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i know -- Anonymous, 10:35:31 10/11/01 Thu

for me. i can't tell your story.


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do you know? -- Anonymous, 10:34:24 10/11/01 Thu


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you'll -- Anonymous, 10:34:17 10/11/01 Thu

know. someday.


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yes why. all of that. -- Anonymous, 10:33:22 10/11/01 Thu


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or -- Anonymous, 10:32:11 10/11/01 Thu

why.


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one thing i would like to know is how it happened -- Anonymous, 10:30:09 10/11/01 Thu


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i'm -- Anonymous, 10:29:14 10/11/01 Thu

not sure i can get back either. something new, similar, better, would be good i guess. nice.


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i have lead feet -- Anonymous, 10:29:01 10/11/01 Thu


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i'm not sure i can get back there -- Anonymous, 10:27:52 10/11/01 Thu

its too conscious now


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i -- Anonymous, 10:27:08 10/11/01 Thu

have missed it. that.


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yes -- Anonymous, 10:25:55 10/11/01 Thu


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didn't -- Anonymous, 10:24:40 10/11/01 Thu

you think it was beautiful?


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we used to fly -- Anonymous, 10:23:44 10/11/01 Thu

we flew for a brief shining moment or two


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you say -- Anonymous, 10:23:35 10/11/01 Thu

"all you" as if you know me.


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i -- Anonymous, 10:23:02 10/11/01 Thu

doubt that.


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i -- Anonymous, 10:20:39 10/11/01 Thu

was so in lust with you.


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no, -- Anonymous, 10:20:18 10/11/01 Thu

all i want to do is fly, actually.


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all you want to do is nag nag nag -- Anonymous, 10:19:18 10/11/01 Thu


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the -- Anonymous, 10:18:48 10/11/01 Thu

minute wait gets old. over.


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she's -- Anonymous, 10:18:17 10/11/01 Thu

so cool. tired.


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too tired for playing -- Anonymous, 10:18:02 10/11/01 Thu

should be sleeping


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fuckenjustshutupawright? -- Anonymous, 10:17:01 10/11/01 Thu


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oh it's you -- Anonymous, 10:15:51 10/11/01 Thu

and there are only two. whatever you want to do.


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that -- Anonymous, 10:15:14 10/11/01 Thu

was hilarious.


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the more the merrier -- Anonymous, 10:14:19 10/11/01 Thu

save me from the castigating tongue of this wannabe shemale


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time spent sleeping -- Anonymous, 10:12:59 10/11/01 Thu


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should -- Anonymous, 10:11:17 10/11/01 Thu

i not be here?


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wasting -- Anonymous, 10:10:43 10/11/01 Thu

time.


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i want to go -- Anonymous, 10:10:28 10/11/01 Thu

b3y0ndthem1rr0r


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me -- Anonymous, 10:09:29 10/11/01 Thu

too.


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why are you here? -- Anonymous, 10:09:15 10/11/01 Thu


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i came to disappear -- Anonymous, 10:08:12 10/11/01 Thu


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i've forgotten my next line -- Anonymous, 10:07:07 10/11/01 Thu


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why -- Anonymous, 10:06:50 10/11/01 Thu

are you here?


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play -- Anonymous, 10:05:47 10/11/01 Thu

with me.


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i -- Anonymous, 10:05:25 10/11/01 Thu

can play


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looks like you crash landed -- Anonymous, 10:05:14 10/11/01 Thu

oh well. nice story.


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fly. you are going to fly! -- Anonymous, 10:04:05 10/11/01 Thu

abientot!


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silly -- Anonymous, 10:02:10 10/11/01 Thu

putty


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the easy way. -- Anonymous, 10:01:37 10/11/01 Thu

I remember quite clearly when my friend Karen's father approached my teller window when I was working for The Crocker Bank on Chester Avenue in my home town. It was so long ago that I can remember feeling optimism. He told me about The Comfort Zone, and how dangerous it was.

He told me, after I had taken his check and returned him his cash, that I was doing the wrong thing. That I was wasting myself and my capabilities and dreams. He told me, like a sage leaning on a staff beneath the sagging boughs of his oak along the side of my life's road, to beware of falling victim to the call of money. Money as savior. Money as happiness. Money as the goal.

I don't remember what I said back. I don't remember clearly anything else that happened either before he appeared at my window nor after he left it on that day. But The Comfort Zone sounded not at all like something to be feared. It sounded like somewhere I wanted to be.

I have been living there forever. I have been ignorant of the passage of time and fallen as willing and eager victim to the call of lines of credit at 19% interest pressed in plastic, consumer consumption of the latest when the current would do, traveling away from problems a week at a time without worrying that they would still be there upon my return.

I have stood at the dark wood tables and spoken in a confident voice about things I couldn't care less about. I have kissed the asses and licked the feet. I have sold myself utterly and entombed my dreams and ambitions. I have moved from place to place in pursuit of nothing, and escape from everything.

And I am done.

I am tossing the dice high, kids. I am casting fate to the wind. I am stepping off the rubberized grip of The Comfort Zone and cannonballing into the abyss of possibilities.

No, I do not have a nest egg. No, I do not have wealthy parents and friends to fall back on. Yes, it is all completely absurd and insane and fantastically stupid.

And scary.

The door has opened on the side of the machine. I can see the light beyond. Is it heaven, or the abyss?

I am going to find out.


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i think i knew that once or maybe never. it figures. -- Anonymous, 10:00:12 10/11/01 Thu

lost for something to reflect


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a -- Anonymous, 09:58:22 10/11/01 Thu

mirror.


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are you deprived of the world? -- Anonymous, 09:57:44 10/11/01 Thu

or merely a mirror?


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melting and leaning are fairy tales -- Anonymous, 09:56:25 10/11/01 Thu

sadly. illusions.


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see -- Anonymous, 09:55:57 10/11/01 Thu

now, that's your assumption. i thought you had a clue. obviously not.


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with me comes the world -- Anonymous, 09:54:35 10/11/01 Thu

whats so bad about the world?


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hungry, -- Anonymous, 09:54:08 10/11/01 Thu

tired, cold. i wish we'd met somewhere else. we could have melted into these feelings together. leaned upon eachother.


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you wouldn't know now would you -- Anonymous, 09:53:24 10/11/01 Thu

and you never will


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similar -- Anonymous, 09:51:45 10/11/01 Thu

to dingleberries.


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i -- Anonymous, 09:50:32 10/11/01 Thu

feel the same way.


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especially -- Anonymous, 09:50:05 10/11/01 Thu

for pad users. crusty dried up blood. ick.


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