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Subject: Re: My Terrible Mistake

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Date Posted: 20:04:58 04/12/09 Sun
In reply to: Amanda 's message, "My Terrible Mistake" on 00:03:10 03/07/09 Sat

I understand how you feel. It's what I'm going through right now. In some ways seeing that someone else is going through the same thing, well, it makes me feel less alone. I'm 26, but honestly, at my age with my education I could've kept the baby. My mom hated the guy it was with and the guy didn't want to be with me and me? Well, I had no idea what to do, so I listened to them both and told them "oh, I just don't want to be pregnant in law school." Now I resent the both of them, though I love them both VERY MUCH and just eel the need to put on a happy face, though every night I think about what my baby's laugh might've been like and I cry myself to sleep and hold the area that he was in. I feel so awful. I cry about it a LOT and am considering taking "happy pills" or something. I feel like I don't deserve another child. I'm sorry to make this about me, I just needed to put this out in the cosmos somewhere. I haven't told anybody how upset I am and I think the father might be calling any minute, so I better put that happy face back on.

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