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Date Posted: 13:22:34 06/24/06 Sat
I just posted a similar story to yours. I've come to realize we are not alone in feeling alone through this.
It feels lonely, scary, hopeless, even helpless at some moments. You want relief, and forgiveness. I understand, because that's how I feel. I'd say "If only". But I'm trying to live and overcome my mistakes. This is the hardest hurt I've had to feel in my whole life.
I just want you to know, women just like you, and me, understand and care, and are experiencing the same guilt, and pain and a lot of other emotions.
I don't know what your beiefs are, but I was told this "God, or Life doesn't give you anything you can't handle" so I choice to believe, no matter how alone, or how much we'd want to give up, we can handle this.
I hope this has helped. You've helped me by sharing your story.