- Pictures -- A, 02:06:03 07/04/01 Wed
Smile!
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- Late..no sleep..had some pics ready to post the other day but then had to go, and got a couple more in emails and stuff today, so here are a few and then I am goonna try to sleep -- A, 02:12:45 07/04/01 Wed
- Johnny Wrights wedding (not sure who the chick in all the pics is. She is bridesmaid though, some girls sisters friend was there and friends with this girl, lol) (10) -- A, 22:55:07 07/05/01 Thu
- here and there pics (7) -- A, 23:06:51 07/05/01 Thu
- concert and other pics (6-8, lol don't remeber) -- A, 23:11:30 07/05/01 Thu
- concert-lance and merdith-etc -- A, 23:12:54 07/05/01 Thu
- only 2 pic cause they are big. And a funny tidbits then I am off! -- A, 23:15:42 07/05/01 Thu
- HUGE group picture, I mean HUGE -- A, 19:11:42 07/09/01 Mon
- concert etc like normally lol -- A, 19:14:44 07/09/01 Mon
- Freaky JC pic(in more then one way)lance at the races Chris with a pink feather boa..none of these pics are interesting =) -- A, 19:17:42 07/09/01 Mon
- Concert pic and some cool graphics (5) -- A, 19:19:44 07/09/01 Mon
- Three new Justing pictures -- I am a JC girl, I am a JC girl, 19:30:10 07/09/01 Mon
- Big but good s/c pics (sound check=s/c) (4) -- A, 19:44:32 07/09/01 Mon
- soundcheck and other (should be 7) -- A, 20:24:38 07/09/01 Mon
- LOL haha this is sooooooo funny These are from Lime Mag in Singapore. This was at a press conference in Philly -- A, 21:35:59 07/09/01 Mon
- S/C -Vibe -etc-(4) -- A, 19:39:34 07/10/01 Tue
- 3 nice big concert shots -- A, 19:42:08 07/10/01 Tue
- Candel anyone? -- A, 19:43:09 07/10/01 Tue
- Chris and his owie -- A, 19:38:07 07/11/01 Wed
- Re: Pictures -- A, 19:43:08 07/11/01 Wed
- These are posted at LB but I dont think you all go there so incase ya dont here ya go, there is a (LONG) article thingy to, I will post that underneatht he pics -- A, 19:50:35 07/11/01 Wed
- present for today -- j-skee, 09:55:11 07/11/01 Wed
Oh my gosh you are dead. You wrapped that cd like 6 times and made each one really hard to open. Boy that was frustrating. I just opened it because I just got up but I am going to try and listen to it today. I have never heard of the group but you must think they are pretty cool or you wouldnt have decided to share them with me. I will let you know tonight what I think of the music. I have decided that waiting till I get home from work on the day that I work to open the gifts is to much so I plan on opening them in the morning. Thanks again Anna this is going to be so much fun. I love you lots and lot.
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- 15 days -- j-skee, 21:51:06 07/10/01 Tue
Anna I think you know what I am talking about when I say 15 days. I got my care package today. You are the bestest friend. I opened my first gift today and it was hard deciding which one I was to open first. I opened the little doggie and he is so so very cute. I gave him a big hug and was wishing so much to be with you to give you a big old huge hug. Which hopefully I will be able to do before the year is over. I am looking forward to opening a new one each day. It is so awesome to know that I have friends that care so much about me. I read the rules and all I will say is thank you very very very much. I want to let you know that I think the world of all of you guys and I love you guys so very much. God has truelly blessed us by allowing us to find eachother. I want all of you to know that no matter what you need or when you need it I will be right there for you. Im serious that if you need me I will take off work and fly out there for either of you and for Amy I will hop in the car and be there as quick as possible. For all of you this means ANY time of the day.
I don't know if I told every one but I have an appointment to go and see the GI doctor on the 30th of July. This I am hoping is going the be the first in a series of events that will hopefully lead to finding out what is wrong with my stomach. I don't know what we are going to do if we don't find a problem. Because the only thing else that it could probably be would be psychological. I don't mind going to see a therapist or a shrink but I dont think it will be covered by my insurance so I wouldnt be able to go and get it done. Just dont get payed enough money. But at the rate that I am getting angry and frustrated with work I am about to fine me a new job.
Okay I think that is it for about right nwo. I lov eyo guys so very much. I hope to talk to you soon. Anna I will fill you in on the next present tomorrow and how much I love it.
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- Pay It Forward -- Silver, 15:50:41 07/06/01 Fri
Independence Day was supposed to be movie day for my sister and I. (Well, it was until I crashed the car, but enough about THAT.) Anyways, we saw Ms. Congeniality, What Women Want, and Pay It Foward. The first two were a bit boring but I LOVED -- as in L-O-V-E-D -- Pay It Forward! Superb acting by everyone, but you've just got to fall in love with Haley Joel Osment, the bright, cute, little kid. The storyline, script, cinemetography, set...everything was great! It really draws you into the story. Wish the ending could have been different but like my sis said, it was necessary to get the message through. I've watched the movie three times now (love the Blockbuster 5 day rental thing). The only other movies I've watched more than once voluntarily were "Ever After" "Meet Joe Black" and "Contact". Now I can add "Pay It Foward" to the list. Kevin Spacey was very engaging as the emotionally and physically scarred teacher that inspired the kid to try to change the world for the better. I'd like to see other things he's in but according to my research, the past movies he's been in are either too crude or violent for my taste. Perhaps something in the future.
Helen Hunt...she doesn't strike me as a person who has many facial expressions. You can almost predict every wince, smile, blink she'll make. She was in What Women Want and except for hair and make-up, her acting wasn't too much different from the two movies. Well, she did look convincingly hungover at one part of the movie, but that's it.
Well, enough rambling. I hope my sis and I will have another movie day. There are lots of other movies I've been meaning to watch, like Unbreakable, Dr.T and the Women, Nurse Betty, etc. Have you guys seen any of those movies?
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- Hi de ho -- A-Skee, 22:49:00 07/05/01 Thu
Hello!!
Sounded like Kimmy had a nice fourth! Silver had a smashing one *grin* sorry, couldn't help it 0=) You get hurt? Car(s) hurt? What happend? 20 questions! Ya know what they say when ya fall of a horse don't ya? hehe
I had to have my needle changed tonight so I just got done with that. I have water therpy in the morning and I am gonna attempt to go to Rhonda's, we shall see how dead I am after WT.
Sorry I have not been on! I have all these pics stacking up over here, lol, I may try to post a few before I head to bed!
Love you guys lots!!!
A
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Oy! -- Silver, 13:01:04 07/05/01 Thu
Independence Day. Fireworks. Celebration. Pride and glory.
And a car crash.
Yup. You're looking at a girl who crashed a car on Independence Day. Woohoo, GREAT way to celebrate, Mary. Absolutely FABULOUS. Just RUIN everyone's holiday, why don't you.
Ugh.
Will never drive again. Never. Ever. Period.
Thankfully, no one was hurt, but the thought of someone might have been hurt makes me sick to the stomache.
Please be careful when you drive. You might be the safest driver on the planet, but you still have to look out for those who aren't...people like me.
Hope you had a safe holiday.
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- fireworks -- j-skee, 20:46:41 07/04/01 Wed
I went to my moms friends house for the 4th. We had a cook out. We set off fireworks and had a really good time. I am enjoying myself. I went to dinner with Amy, David, and Adam last night. Than we went and saw AI. It was okay but I am still trying to figure out whether or not I liked the movie. It was entertaining. I am still trying to stick to what I said in the post a couple of days ago. It was my epiphany and I have to truelly believe that what I said is true and it is. I just have to trust in God that things are going to be okay. I know that he has a plan for me and I'm sure it is so big that when it happens I am going to be flabergasted. I just have to try and learn to be patient, which I don't do so good all the time. I think that is one thing that I have to learn to perfect, I have to be patient. I am praying hard for you Anna. I am so sorry to hear that you are feeling sick. Silver I love the new header. It is awesome. I think that every so often picking lyrics that will mean something to our board is a great idea. I probably have a few songs with lyrics that you can use. Well I guess that is it for me right now. I love you guys lots and lots.
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- Howdy! -- Silver, 01:12:41 07/04/01 Wed
Like the new masthead? I thought we needed a more lively and colorful masthead to spruce things up. I put more of Shania's song because I think it's relevant to what we do here. I'm looking for other songs that fit too.
So how are you guys? Any plans for the holiday? Wonder if there's anything good on TV. I think there's a celebrity filled July 4th special on ABC or something. I hope there's a good movie as well. I was planning to watch "A Little Princess" that was on the WB tonight but I fell asleep waiting for it to come on. Typical, LOL!
I'm switching from Peopleweb to Yahoo email now so email everything to silversilentsound@yahoo.com. Peopleweb hasn't been working well for the past month so I'm fed up with it. I hate transfering emails since you don't remember what you signed up for and you have to unsubscribe and resubscribe to everything. I used that account for almost everything! Big bummer. Very disappointed in Peopleweb. I really liked that screen name too. It's hard to get "silverlight" anywhere nowadays.
Oooh, the new Jet Li movie is coming out this Friday. "Kiss of the Dragon" Looks pretty good. He's got a new hairstyle. Did you know he was initially offered the role as the main male lead opposite Michelle Yeoh in "Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon"? But because he promised his wife that if she had a baby, he was stop work and stay with her. And that's what happened. Bummer man! He would have been so much better than Chow Yung Fat (IMHO). Oh well. Have you guys watched "Crouching Tiger" yet? The moves are AWESOME! Don't like the ending but I think I ranted about that before. :-)
Time for bed. G'night!
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- Holiday! -- Silver, 00:42:00 07/04/01 Wed
Happy 4th of July!
Independence from England,
Independence from Parents
Independence from Guys
Independence from Misery
Celebrate one or all!
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- AHHH(good news) ARRGHHH(bad news) -- A, 18:07:41 07/02/01 Mon
I always have bad news so I won't go in to detail but I am very very sick. I am throwing up lots and lots, seven times yesterdy. I cant keep my pills in. Doc dunno what to do so they sent me to a GI doc who says that the spasms is from me being nervous, huh uh, yeah(UGH) and then said for throwing up to up this pills i am on, when I asked what happens when I ca't keep it down *pause* "You just have to" won't give me IV antithrow up. I am going crazy ia m so sick, if I am not on that is why. I should really be in a hospital but everyhint is screwed, I prob won't be on until this passes.
Good news, I AM GOING TO THE CONCERT. Janie called bass and told them my story and they lady was all nice and said how about 8th row? J was like, excuse me, are you talking like 8 row on the field or in the decks? The lady says hang on and let me check she came back and said they are on the filed but a little off on the side on a raised platform, it s a wheelchair spot so there shouldn't be people standing infront of me. I am trying to look at seating charts and find my sheet but I am missing a # so having trouble finding it (and a seating chart) So whereever it is it will be closer then I have ever been!! I told fam with my luck I will be in the hospital, lol I WILL RUN AWAY!!!!!!!
Jlove it made me so very happy to read your post!!!!! I had a huge smile! Everything you said was the truth!!! I say ditto to everything you say! We will always be here for ya chicka! (((hugs))) congrads for realzing this!
LAter!
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- living life -- j-skee, 12:41:21 07/01/01 Sun
Okay ladies I am going to have one of my moments right now. But I am going to try and avoide letting myself get annoyed or upset anymore. I think I am so beyond all of that that I have reached the point where I have realized tha I really truelly am a great person with a whole lot of character. I think for me to not say anything to Catherine and try and let things ride shows that I have a whole lot of character. I am trying to let things go and try and be a good friend. It takes a lot for someone to let another person go out with someone that they like themselves. I am still a friend to her despite the fact that I feel like she is not being a good friend to me. Ya know something my mother aught to be really proud that she raised me as well as she did. I am built with a lot of love, compassion, understanding, passion, etc and I owe it all to my mother and of course a little to my genetic make up. Life is one complicated series of events that we learn to deal with and yes we even learn to live through them and learn from them. I am one of the most truelly blessed people in the world. How can I thank God enough each day for blessing me with a wonderful family that has supported me through thick and thin. How can I ever thank him enough for sending me little angels that I call my friends. People who lift me up when I am down and make me laugh in spit of myself. People who are there with me through the good and the bad. People who don't judge me when I do things wrong but only support me and help me follow the right path in life. Things are not always going to go my way, heck up to this point very little has; but I am reminding myself that things really are not that bad. There are those that are a whole lot worse off than I am and would only love to live in my shoes if only for a day. So ladies I am trying to resolve myself to being a more optomistic person. Now I know this right here is me probably coming a little out of my depression and Im sure I will have other episodes where I get a little run down. I just hope that you guys will stick with me through it like you have so far and smack me across the face if I ever get to be too annyoning. Make me laugh when you think I need it the most and let me cry when you know it is neccessary. I love you guys so very much. Thanks for being my frineds.
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- Happy Friendship Week!!! -- Silver, 20:23:48 06/30/01 Sat
Happy Friendship Week!!!
The Holes in life-Andy Rooney
If you will take the time to read these. I promise you'll come away with an enlightened perspective. The subjects covered affect us all on a daily basis!
I've learned.... That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person.
I've learned.... That when you're in love, it shows.
I've learned.... That just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day.
I've learned.... That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world.
I've learned.... That being kind is more important than being right.
I've learned.... That you should never say no to a gift from a child.
I've learned.... That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way.
I've learned.... That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with.
I've learned.... That sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand.
I've learned.... That simple walks with my father around the block on summer nights when I was a child did wonders for me as an adult.
I've learned.... That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.
I've learned.... That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we
ask for.
I've learned.... That money doesn't buy class.
I've learned.... That it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.
I've learned.... That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.
I've learned.... That the Lord didn't do it all in one day. What makes me think I can?
I've learned.... That to ignore the facts does not change the facts.
I've learned.... That when you plan to get even with someone, you are only letting that person continue to hurt you.
I've learned.... That love, not time, heals all wounds.
I've learned.... That the easiest way for me to grow as a person is to surround myself with people smarter than I am.
I've learned.... That everyone you meet deserves to be greeted with a smile.
I've learned.... That there's nothing sweeter than sleeping with your babies and feeling their breath on your cheeks.
I've learned.... That no one is perfect until you fall in love with them.
I've learned.... That life is tough, but I'm tougher.
I've learned.... That opportunities are never lost; someone will take the ones you miss.
I've learned.... That when you harbor bitterness, happiness will dock elsewhere.
I've learned.... That I wish I could have told my Mom that I love her one more time before she passed away.
I've learned.... That one should keep his words both soft and tender, because tomorrow he may have to eat them.
I've learned.... That a smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks.
I've learned.... That I can't choose how I feel, but I can choose what I do about it.
I've learned.... That when your newly born grandchild holds your little finger in his little fist, that you're hooked for life.
I've learned.... That everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs while you're climbing it.
I've learned ... That it is best to give advice in only two circumstances; when it is requested and when it is a life threatening situation.
I've learned.... That the less time I have to work with, the more things I get done.
To all of you.... Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence.
There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a
bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must
hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven
37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control
his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He
discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into
the fence.
Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told
his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one
nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper.
The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that
all the nails were gone.
The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said,
"You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence
will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar
just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. It won't
matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound is still there.
A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one. Friends are very rare jewels,
indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an
ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts
to us.
HAPPY FRIENDSHIP WEEK TO YOU!!!!!!
YOU ARE MY FRIEND AND I, AM YOURS!
Now send this to every friend you have!! And to your family. This was sent
to me. Please forgive me if I have ever left a hole in your fence.
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- A-Skee is a ding dong... -- Dummy, 12:48:09 06/30/01 Sat
Hey guys!
As you can see from my subject and name, I am dumb.
Last night (well around 4) I started feeling HORRILBE AWFUL and had all these wierd symptoms. I figured it was cause I just WAY over did so I didn't mention anything to mom cause she was tire and trying to sleep. I decided I was gonna bolice my pain med to see if it would help, this was at 10 well I went to push the button and found out the pump was OFF!!!! It had been off since 2! 7HOURS!!!!!!! NO wonder I was so sick, my gosh! We called Terry and she had use giving me huge does to try and catch up. I still feel cruddy. I am SOOO lucky though. See, when you have a port you either have to have something going through the needle or you have to stick something called Heprin ito the port, otherwisethe needle and port will get blood clots and you have to have a whole new pump, whole new operation all over again. Terry can't belive it is still working. She also said that I amlucky I didn't get way sicker then I did.I am sooo glad i went to bolice otherwise I wouldn't have found it until prob this morning and by that time the port would be gone and I would be one sick puppy. I am still not well infact mom just came up and said "oh honey you look awful" so I'm gonna go lay back donw and maybe go back to sleep since I didn't sleep well at all last night, gee wonder why. Just wanted to let ya know not to worry about me!
Silver feel better!!!!
J-Skee I am glad you and your friend had a good time. We take car trips like that very oten in our fam. Eps since I got sick since it is hard to go into places, so we just drive, hehe. About her not calling, don't read into it too much(I like reading into things, bad habit, lol) maybe she was sleepy or something and wasn't thinking right, lol, who knows, yeesh Love ya gurl!
Love the rest of you too =)
Later!
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- 4 hour drive -- j-skee, 09:02:34 06/29/01 Fri
Well after Catherine got back last night and it took her less than a half an hour to go to his place I left the house. I went up to Penneys to hang out with one of the girls that I work with after she got off. Well we decided we would just drive around and listen to music and talk. Well after all was said and done we were on the road for just under 4 hours and had a blast. Heck while we were at it we managed to find ourselves in good old Farmville VA where I went to school. But what I find intereresting is that I had my cell phone with me and she didnt try and call me once to find out where I was or to see if I was okay. I know she called the house because I checked the caller ID and her cell # was there twice and Josh's number was there twice. So I know she was checking to see if I was home. Now wouldnt you find it odd if your roommate just up and left without telling you where she was going and didn't come back for a long time. I would have gotten worried after a couple of hours. I know she has my cell # so there is no excuse for to not have tried that. Oh well no big deal. Jenna and I had a blast last night.
This is weird but I woke up with hive all over my back and legs. I'm trying to figure out what caused them. I think it may have been the Cheese Doodles that I ate last night. I guess I better not eat them and find out if that is what it is.
Okay I should go. I gotta go and get my pay check and meet up with Jenna, she wants to take me out to lunch today. I love and miss you guys so very much.
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- Pooey -- Silver, 00:20:47 06/29/01 Fri
Am not able to sleep. In too much pain. Will stay up to watch Sean Hayes on Letterman. Sean is 31 yrs old. Ten years old than moi. Oooh.
May sound drugged but am not. Drugged on pain more like it. Gaaahh.
Got a check-up yesterday. Doc demanded blood test. Rudely implied that I was anorexic. Insisted that I see a dietian. EXCUSE YOU. But took blood test. Enormous dread/fear/spasm in anticipation of needle penetrating skin and sucking precious blood out in manner of sanctioned vampire. Why is it okay to mums for docs to take out three tubes of blood but they freak if you have a bloody nose? Huh.
Bad week. Very bad. Must quarantine self from any docs, people related to docs, or even people who think of docs. Docs are evil.
Sounds like neighbors are starting 4th of July fireworks already. What in gooberland is going on?!
Gaaah. Will eat more ice cream to numb pain. Hopefully will get fatter in process to render obsolete any thoughts in others of self being anorexic.
The things people come up with. Hmph.
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- oooh, pain -- Silver, 21:27:46 06/28/01 Thu
Ooouuucchh. Mouth HUUUURRRTTSSS. Ortho doc definitely NOT on my Christmas list. Maaaannnn. I have a wire that can hold up the Empire State Building around my upper teeth tightened like a straight jacket. Gaaaggghhh! WHY OH WHY did I put myself in such pain?! I've been told looks aren't everything since I was a burping baby but here I am with two perfect teeth pulled out and a hard wire in its place. Irony, anyone? What happened to "Love yourself for who you are" and "I like you just as you are"? If that's the case that mothers keep telling their kids, then why are there orthodontics and face lift doctors around? WHY???
Aaaghhh, make it go away!!! Will attempt to bang head on wall until unconscious. Will have big gash on head when awaken but temporary relief from pain will be worth it. G'night...
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- no me -- A-Skee, 21:03:03 06/28/01 Thu
hey guys.
Of course I still feel yucky. My chest pain is much better today. Still there, but much better. The rest of me feels ucky. I had my needle chamhed today. She missed the first time and it hurt like heck. The site was already sore so now of course it is even more sore. On Tuesday I will be going into the day hospital for 6 or more hours, sound like fun, eh? lol Incase ya didn't figure out or dunnno the day hospital is like being in a hospital. The have a wing that has like 7-8 rooms in it for people that need to be watched with a new med or such. The kids that chemo go there. so like hospital but ya get to go home. I went there after I had my port in so they can make sure I was ok. Reason Iam going is cause my doc decided that he wants to have access to me while I start the new drug, that way if it is too mucj too little, I have a reaction he is right there. We may stay in a hotel the night before, but I think that was when they wanted us there at 9 but I think I heard it got movied to 11, we shall see.
Janie seems to be doing better. She has made it to work 2 days in a row! She is going on a weekend trip to Lake Tahoe with her church. Hopefully she will make some nice well behaved friends who have a good influence on her.
Yes, my toe is offcial infected GRRRRRRRRR I called toe doc and he gave me some antibotics and I see him sometime here soon. I am going to use a cast protecter so I can still do WT. Only prob with that is when you use those things normally ya have a hard cast, so it can be tight and not cut off circualtion..well for me it is gonna be on me, nothing between so it is going to cut off circualtion. Terry said I cn only wear it for like 5 mins or when I can tell when my foot is numb. Since I need to spend longer in the pool then that I will have to get out and let it gt feeling back and then get again May not be a bad thing, resting inbetween might help me to do more, or to know when I need to stop. Somtimes I don't realize how much I am gonna hurt until I stop, so if I am resting..yeah, get it?
J-Skee, you scared me will your first line! I don't think what you did was a horrible awful thing, may have not been the best but certinly not awful. Men, the screw up everything! Either he is dumb and oblivous to what is going on, or what Silver said PLAYER!!!! What a confusing mess! I hope it can work out! Maybe the army will ship him to Antartica, he can stay with scampers family *grin*
Well typed more then I thought but I am off to go rest..again! I have WT in the morning and they baby after 3 but I should be on after that.
Have a great friday!!
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- me bad -- j-skee, 06:44:12 06/28/01 Thu
Okay ladies someone needs to just shoot me. I hung out with Josh last night. Well everything was cool till I decided to sit on the couch with him. We didn't do anything but I did lie on the couch with him and I wasnt the one that instigated it, he did. So now you tell me what I am supposed to think? Espcially when the phone rang and it was Catherines cell phone # and he didn't answer it. She is getting back from the beach this evening. I hope that she doesnt get back before I have a chance to go over there and talk to him. Ya know something right now I am so beyond confused I can't even describe it. But ya know I think that I can handle this. Well it is morning and I need to go to work. I love you guys so very much.
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- blah -- A, 19:10:03 06/27/01 Wed
Hwy guys!
I won't be on tonight =( I WAY over did at water therepy this morning. Plus, being the smart skee I am, I forgot to take all my morning pills (No wonder I feel awful, lol) so I am miserable, lol. Jskee Iknow how ya feel, I have been throwing up too. To bad ya don't live here, we can throw up together, although I am sure we could find much better things to do while you were here =) Well it hurts like heck to sit up so I gotta run.
Please pray for my teo. It looks like I am getting another infection, ON THE OTHER FOOT!! U DO NOT want to have to stop water theepy again, I am never gonna be able to lose the wheelchair! LOL
Good thing today, Janie went to work! yay! That was a big thing for her.
Love ya all! Jskee feel better
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- sick -- j-skee, 00:50:36 06/27/01 Wed
Okay ladies it is 2:45am and I am awake and not feeling well. Thats right im having another issue with my stomach, except tonight it is minor and I am going to try and go and get some sleep. But on saturday night or I guess you could say sunday I had it bad. I was up all night. I had to have mom call out sick for me on sunday. Now I have to find a way to make up those hours of work. I really can't afford to miss that much work. Thats about it for me for right now. I think I will try and sleep. I love you ladies lots and lots.
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I can see clearly now the rain is gone... -- Silver, 00:28:19 06/26/01 Tue
Howdy ladies!
I'm back from Fresno. Was forced to wear a dress, but had a blast anyways! Boy, was it HOT there! Thankfully, I was in an air-con place most of the time. God bless the person who invented it. :-)
Guess what? Remember how I came back to bad news regarding my grade last time? Well, this time I came back to GOOD news! I had emailed the teacher asking what grade I got on the final when I saw the big ol' fat D on my report card (that's considered failing if you're in the business major, which I am). The teacher emailed back last week and said HE MADE A MISTAKE! I couldn't believe my eyes. He had accidently recorded someone else's grade as mine so in reality, I passed! He said I was on the borderline between C+ and B- but I guess he felt bad for making the mistake so he rounded UP and gave me the B-! Wheee! Like Anna pointed out, things happened for a reason. If he didn't make the mistake, I would have gotten a C (although I wouldn't have minded being spared the huge heart attack and depression that followed after seeing that D). Anyways, I don't have to take that class over, thank goodness. The Big Guy Upstairs sure likes playing around with me -- I bet He thought that was funny! ;-)
But enough about me, what about you? I'm glad to hear the Love's got a chance to hang out. Red as a lobster, huh J-Skee? Ouch! Glad to hear you're relaxing and enjoying yourself though. But what's this business about not being a good girl when your roomie is gone? Just don't do anything you might regret later, kay? You know that already though.
A-Skee, A-Skee, you wonderful soul. I'm so happy to hear your doc is actually being nice for once after that long history of cruelty. Because you're part of a study/experiment, that means you don't have to pay for the treatment, right? I heard something about that before, but I'm not sure if that applies to you. I can't belive Janie has lupus too...it took them that long to diagnose it? At least you and your family know what to expect. You'll have to be the "big" sister again (like you are in a lot of matter it seems) so I hope God will grant you and your parents even more patience and love to get through this new hurdle in life. You're already such a strong person; I know you can make it through anything at this point!
And what's this I hear you might be able to go to the concert in July? WOOHOO! Music to my ears, my dear! We'll have to meet up, of course. Make sure if you go, that you pick the second day, July 22 because that's the day I'm going. Who's going with you? I can meet you in the parking lot and help you to your seat and buy stuff if you want me to and basically hang around until the concert starts. I'll bring some of Dax's new music so you can check that out too. I'm not sure if you heard the clips on the webpage we put up but the new jingles are pretty cool. There's a rap song and a cool swing song that Dax wrote for Erik Garbus. Nice stuff.
Btw, did you get a chance to save the Dax chat from last week after I left? I'll check back with you before I post the part I got at the Dax Files. I'm so behind with what's going on both of the boards but I'm too tired to catch up. It's getting to be same ol' same ol' after several years.
Anyone have any experience with writing resumes? Can someone do it for me, LOL! If I can't get a class for the second session of summer school, it's off to get a job.
Okay, I need sleep really bad now so off I go. Love ya lots and talk to you soon! *hugs*
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- pics -- A, 21:19:47 06/20/01 Wed
Smile!
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- Tattoo -- A, 19:57:21 06/26/01 Tue
Matching Tattoo's A No-Go for Brit & Justin
> from People,(posted at nsyncstudio):
-Britney Spears has been banned from having a tattoo
on her bottom. The pop princess and her 'N Sync singer
boyfriend Justin Timberlake wanted matching pictures
of red hearts bordered with their names tattooed on
their backsides. They even made it as far as a Los
Angeles tattoo parlour. But as the work was about to
start, an adviser rang her on her mobile and talked
her into postponing it till she could give it more
thought.
LOL this is too much!!!
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- my finger -- A, 17:07:41 06/25/01 Mon
hey guys!
my finger decided it wanted ti hurt for no reason at all. it hurts so much that i can' type, i am one handing it right now.
me annoyed, all the sudden netscape decided it didn't want to change the link color to show where i have been and such, like when ya read a reply the link turns anothr color so ya know you read it..well it won't change!!! The prefence for that is right but won't do it..argh
i may post some pics cause don't ned ny finger for that. sorry i won't be on, if it stops hurtin i will try to come!
see ya!
a
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- quick note -- A, 15:12:59 06/24/01 Sun
hey guys!
I won't be on today, Sunday. Betsy and Brian are coming here to celebrate Brian and Janie's bday today.
It looks like I may get to go to the concert in june, july, whenever it is, lol. I just gotta clear it with the parentel people *crosses fingers*
Cute kid story (well, i think it is cute) My litte 4year old second cousin(my cousins kids) (Not sylvia, this is my dad's side) My aunt (girls grandma) had her and they were eating ice cream, Madison(litle girl) had a cone and my aunt had a dish. Madison ate all the ice cream so my aunt said "madi are you going to eat your cone" she thought for a sec and said "Are you going to eat your dish?" lol, so cute!
Well see ya all laters! Hope everyone enjoyed there weekend!!
A-Skee
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- uhhhhhhhhh -- j-skee, 20:22:15 06/22/01 Fri
Okay I dont really have anything to say tonight other than stuff you have already heard from me about my annoying back stabbing roomate. At the rate that I am goign I'm not going to be a good girl next week when she is gone. You did not hear me say that, shhhhhhhhhhh. I am watching E! nd they are that show E! True Hollywood Story on New Kids on the Block. This is cool for me. Clove and I were huge NKOTB fans. Well I'm going to go and finish this. I might come on tomorrow night if I am not doing anything. I love you guys.
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- The saga of my lovely life goes on... -- A, 18:07:20 06/22/01 Fri
Ahhh! We had good news yesterday with my doc and now this...Janie tested positive for...lupus!!!! Granted she most likly has a "good" case. i think she has had it for awhile, we also think that is what her headachs are from. She prob won't get sick like me. But she is already doing the "Now who is gonna take care of me cause all anyone cares about is Anna" "You can't do this for me cause you do everything for anna" UGH I mean, not to be selfish, I do feel bad she is sick, but this is gonna cause family strife, we will hear crap everytime we can't do something for her cause of me. Mom assired me that she isn't gonna drop me, that J is adult who has had this for awhile. Iknow mom wil take care of me, but I know J can get nasty. It is just uh, I don't even know how to say what I feel. I just want to crawl under a rock and never come out. I prob won't be on tonight, sorry
Anna
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- ohhh I get to tell good news today!!! -- A-Skee, 21:26:26 06/21/01 Thu
I went to see Dr Crane today, my pain doc. I have have been worrying and stressing over the fact that I thought he would not let me go up on my pain med, or take it away completely. With his first commenenst we thought that was happpening but it didn't! Mom and I told him how I felt and he said "Oh, no! Don't worry about that! I would never do that! He said that people need to realzise that more people need pain meds then the ones who are dying really soon. Some people need to me on them so they can live. As long as you have no dangerous effects from it you can stay on" he went on to say that I was helping everyong my showing you can be on this and not be addicted, and being on it and being able to do things etc. I am going to start a semi-expermnetl drug that enhance the pain pills and help me not bluid tolerance to them. Since it is being studied I have to fill out forms on how I feel and what pain hurts and what doesn't, the drug is very safe! He wouldn't do anything to hurt me. He wanted to see me every pther week but we said once and month and phone,fax,email so he said that would be ok! yay! And is letting me go up on the pan med and have a bigger bolice(push button for extra meds, I can do that every 4 hrs)
I am BEAT so i won't be on, I may post a few pics from emails and such ((((hugs))))) love ya'll! Nice to see ya c-skee let us know how ya been and such! Kimmy take care of your sunburn, lol, J got REALLY burned, but it is a dark tan now, lol. Love to you all!
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- me -- j-skee, 20:02:10 06/21/01 Thu
Well from what Kendra said the District visit yesterday went very well. They said our store was the best they have seen so far. That is really good. Not much is going on right now. I really burned on my back and the back of my legs. Theree are certain parts of my arms and chest that are also burnt. OH well I'm sure it will go away soon. If I go out and sun bath next wed I am going to try not to stay out for 3 1/2 hours. Maybe just an hour or so. Its about to storm here so its not wise I stay on the puter. We had a doozy of a storm last night and if this one does what that one did I don't want to risk it frying the computer. Love you guys lots.
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- uh -- j-skee, 20:06:22 06/19/01 Tue
Well I really dont know what I want to say this evening. Things are the same as usual and I really just dont want to talk about the same stupid stuff I talk about every night. I plan on going over to moms tomorrow to get some sun and swim. Maybe I wont be so pale when I get home tomorrow. I dont want a burn but a tan, but what usually happens I get nice and bright red. So if I complain tomorrow night ignore me. I'm just sitting her listening to the radio and playing computer games all by myself. Well I guess that is it for right now. I'm going to hang out and maybe I will catch one of you.
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- Gone again -- Silver, 23:26:58 06/20/01 Wed
Okay, kiddos, I'm heading to Fresno tonight and will be back Sunday night (got a midterm on Monday!) so I'll talk with you then. Just letting you know in case you're wondering where I went. Take care!
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- POP video -- Silver, 00:01:17 06/20/01 Wed
So have you guys seen the POP video? I just finished downloading it today and whoa. I think I have a headache. The beginning was cute and the camera works and editting was pretty cool, but it got really dizzying at the end. And what's up with Justin's beat boxing? Talk about stealing the spotlight. I thought that was totally unnecessary (not even part of the song) but a lot of people seem to like it. I still like the BBB video best. Now that was COOL.
There's a Dax chat tomorrow night at 9pm EST. Can you guys make it? I'll be there for a while. Hope to see you there too.
It's pretty boring studying for Econ. Yuck.
Night.
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- NOT FAIR!!! -- A, 18:04:19 06/19/01 Tue
Ugh, why why why oh why must life suck? Terry came last night and changed my needle, she was saying she wanted tot ry a smaller one since I lost wait, i kept saying no no, that one will pop out "oh no it will fine!"...it just came out and sheis on the way here to have to do it AGAIN!! There is some numbing stuff but it still hurts, and the numbing med hurts too...*sigh* I scanned my needle today and I will show ya when I get a chance..ok I should be on later tonight unless she hurts me, lol
A
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- Stuff-intersting facts -- A, 20:30:23 06/19/01 Tue
http://www.tvdance.com/nsync/ Must check this out! Make sure to look at all of it
from sfx.com (this is amazing
THE PEOPLE
--Over 2.2 million people will see the POPODYSSEY tour
this year.
--All along their US tour dates, *N SYNC will travel
with their crew by bus.
--During the POPODYSSEY Tour, *N Sync will sign around
9,000 autographs.
--*N SYNC will travel 500,000 miles worldwide during
the POPODYSSEY tour.
--*N SYNC and its entourage will stay in 95 hotels,
and book 20,000 hotel rooms.
--*N SYNC and its crew will consume up to 3000 meals,
400,000 bottles of water and 2,000 pounds of ice in
each city on the POPODYSSEY tour.
--*N SYNC has several secret locations where friends
and family will be able to meet them during the
POPODYSSEY tour for some rest and relaxation. SFX
Touring has scheduled 4 of these "secret stops" in
discreet, small towns.
THE EXPERIENCE
--It takes 24 tour buses to transport the band and
crew on the POPODYSSEY tour.
--It takes 55 trucks to transport the stage, lighting,
sound, wardrobe and effects! ***Lance and other said it took 88 trailers, what is with that?***
--It takes 5 full days to set up the stage for each
POPODYSSEY performance. But the crew can strike the
stage in 24 hours.
Over 500 stagehands are used every night to set up the
POPODYSSEY staging. --The stage for the *N Sync
POPODYSSEY tour is a towering 95 feet high and over
20,000 square feet...the structural steel alone cost
$6 million.
--188 massive loudspeakers are used for POPODYSSEY
concert sound each night.
--For POPODYSSEY, *N SYNC is traveling with the
biggest mobile video screen on Earth!
--POPODYSSEY carries 3 semi-trailer mounted power
generators, which produce 950 kilowatts of
electricity...more than needed to power many small
cities.
--POPODYSSEY uses over 43,000 feet of electrical cable
every show night.
--376 computer-controlled spotlights are used to light
each POPODYSSEY performance.
--To dress *N SYNC during the POPODYSSEY tour, there
will be 26 cases of wardrobe, enough clothes alone to
fill an entire semi-trailer.
--POPODYSSEY's special effects masters control a full
fireworks display, four Laser Light centers, and 68
Carbon-Dioxide Jets at every *N Sync performance.
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- boo hoo -- j-skee, 21:25:02 06/17/01 Sun
Well it is now official the family is all gone and I have to go back to normal life again. I have to deal with Catherine and her lie self about being a friend first. Something tells me I am not going to have a good day tomorrow. I am so upset about all my family being gone that I already cried once today. I just hate being so far away from them. I wish that we could all be together like we were this week more often. I don't know when we will get together like that again. Probably if one of us were to get married. Since the boys don't plan on it I guess that would mean it would have to be me and we all know that isnt going to happen any time in the next lifetime. I am also pissed again at Catherine and the way that she is acting with Josh. Josh just moved out to another apartment in the building next to ours. I just left there and she was sleeping on his bed. Now what does that say to you guys? Okay I told myself I was not going to let this bother me. Okay I need to go to bed. I have to go to work in the morning. I love and miss you guys so very much.
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- Concert and other pics>> -- me de de, 17:42:24 06/04/01 Mon
see sbject, lol
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- cool concert pics! -- A, 17:47:31 06/04/01 Mon
- some Concert and other -- A, 18:08:12 06/04/01 Mon
- some really good pics! -- A, 18:13:28 06/04/01 Mon
- Some concrt some newer pahe type pics **goodnight!** -- A, 18:38:58 06/04/01 Mon
- some pics before i go -- A, 21:40:21 06/09/01 Sat
- *NSYNC's PSA Advertisement for Candies Foundation **Night!** -- A, 21:46:53 06/09/01 Sat
- good pics (2 of 5 are big, sorry) -- A, 20:48:20 06/11/01 Mon
- If any of you haven?t seen this (or seen it but it was bad quality) this is the cover of Celebrity! Also a big version, gotta look close and see some things>> -- A, 19:06:13 06/12/01 Tue
- Concert (nice!) -- A, 20:10:29 06/12/01 Tue
- Justin new tatto(ugh, thats all I'll say) cute Joey and kelly, concert -- A, 19:35:44 06/14/01 Thu
- Fun with silly string at a sound check (3) -- who else?, 19:03:10 06/15/01 Fri
- Here is a, *ahem* intersting items being auctioned>> (2) -- A, 19:05:33 06/15/01 Fri
- This is the most adorable sweetest, cutest thing! If you look at any of these pics look at this one!!! (am I posting too many pics? I know ya say to post them that you look, but are there too many?) -- A, 19:31:52 06/15/01 Fri
- Cool panoramic shots of the stage and the guys! (2) -- A, 19:33:52 06/15/01 Fri
- Concert, soudcheck, nice justy playing guitar (3, case ya don't get it I am sticking how many are in each one) -- A, 19:35:04 06/15/01 Fri
- Official pics from pop (a little big, I will try to not but lots in, just the best of the best) -- again.., 19:49:13 06/15/01 Fri
- This is when Justin was the color war announcer at Tyler Hill camp (8-small, like scren caps) -- A, 20:48:48 06/15/01 Fri
- Silver- I need your help! -- C-Skee, 16:05:31 06/16/01 Sat
Silver- We just got back today from a little trip to Richmond- David has to get his applications done for
school and Word is not working, at all! We start it and it says "Error in WinWord.exe. If problems persists, restart your computer." Well, we didn't just restart the computer, but we also tried uninstalling and reinstalling to program, running virus scan, reinstalling again! Any other ideas? We are stuck! HELP!!! Thanks kiddo!!
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- I went on a trip! -- A, 01:31:34 06/14/01 Thu
Yup, as yousee from my subject, I went on a trip. To a place with long waits, bright lights, uncomfy chairs, lots of people...the emergancy room! Woo who! It was much fun *insert sarcasm* As I said below I wasnt feeling well, I started taking my blood pressure cause i am supposed to watch my pulse cause when you are dehdyrated your pulse can go up and that is bad. well, my pulse and blood pressure was rather low so we called teri and she said that if it was any one other then me it was low enough to call 911, reason being I have a low pulse/pressure then most peeps, so mine being that low wasn't deadly, but once it starts droppping it can go fast and cause lots of ucky things soo off the to the ER with us. It was odd to be low considering the dehryraration. I knew wonce I got to the ER it wouldn't be as low since I was moving around. ***we think what set me back real ar was going to the store with my mom today :(*** and it did, so after 2 hours we called Terry and said it is up can we go home? "No!" she was worried I had a infection and she wanted me to get fluids and CBC lab done. So we finally got a room that had a VERY comfy bed (I wanted to dbring it home!) and the doc and nurses we all WONDERFUL!!!! The doc listned to us and said "OK, what is your plan" he knew from the talking we knew what we were doing. Soo they took blood and gave fluid to me until my labs came back and then let us go. He gave us a presciprtion for 500CC every 6 hours as needed, he left it open ended. What that does it allows us not to have to go to Stanford or the family doc to get fluid whenver ever Terry feels I need it, so with that order we just call the nurse company and they send us a nag, and I stop taking IV when I can drink stuff. So all in all it was good we went. I am still really weak and dizzy and not well at all. Tomarrow my baby is coming at 6-7am!! His bro has a operation..grandma is gonna be watching him! It is 12:30 right now and I gotta stay up a little longer to be able to take my pills, with my throat I can only handle 2 pills evry 5-10 mins. and with 8-10 pills, that is while..i may rush them tonight, lol.
Sorry for typos, iam so weak moving anything is hard, even keys, my hand drags so I hit other things, lol
A
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- hello -- j-skee, 22:48:57 06/13/01 Wed
Okay my brother is now a graduate of Albemarle High School. They almost didnt let him walk because he refuse to wear a tie. I'm sorry but what the heck does wearing a tie prove to anyone. He looked just fine in his Khakis and and Polo. But he did graduate and that is the important thing. It has been so wonderful with the family around, and yes it has helped me keep calm and get me into a great mood. My family is always good for a laugh and a cry.
Silver you are one of the smartest people that I know. Do you realize that what you said in your post was so profound and truely moving. I am probaly going to print it out and keep it with me. You are so right about everything in that post that you said. Its always nice to have other people to give you an opinion when your own mind sometimes just cant see past the problem that you are facing at the time.
Wow Anna it sounds like that lady really did have a bad accident. I hope that she is okay. How did the IV stuff go today. I hope it went well. Ya know that I have been praying hard that you get some relief. Heck I pray for all of you guys.
I love and miss you guys very much. Talk to you soon.
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- grr -- A, 17:27:21 06/13/01 Wed
I was gonna come on and be here to chat with whoever showed up, I WAS feeling a tad better and now I feel awful again. I went to the sotre with my mom and I am so weak that I am dead now.
Thankfuly it wasn't us but one of the kadies that works in my dad's office was on her cn her cell phone as she was turing from the main raod on to the dirt road Think ya know where I mean) well she stopped to turn and says she saw the guy but thought he would stop...he didn't. Some 16 year old thet JUST got his license was goin FAST!!!! the stop sign isn't too far from our road and he SMASHED both cars are totled. She went into the vinyard and took out a few posts. Her head hit the steering wheel bounced back and hit her seat, glasses flew off her feet were on the dashboard!?!?! she was still moving so that helped some of the impact. The other dudes car was smashed all the way up to his seat, he hit her HARD she was walking around, as he, we think she was in shock, that was worse then my moms crash and she is ok? I hope so.
I am getting fluids IV again tomarrow and then hopefully feel better. Love ya guys and sorry again. I really want to be here, I will try again later =(
A-Skee
S-Skee, where did you go? tell us about it!!
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Getting back on our feet -- Silver, 16:20:28 06/12/01 Tue
Hello my dears!
Well, after a good night's rest and some thinking, I feel better. When it all comes down to it, this life is just a game.
"All the world's a stage, And all the men and women merely players; They have their exits and their entrances; And one man in his time plays many parts, His acts being seven ages." -- William Shakespeare
How true is that? We all have roles in this life. Some people have to play the bad guy to make it interesting, to create drama, but in reality, they're not really bad. Just like in movies, some actors play the villains but in real life, they're the nicest and most generous people around. So the people who cause strife in our life are only playing a role they have chosen just like we have. We are here to challenge each other, to grow, to learn, to be the best we can be. Remember the Bible said we're all children of God, made in HIS OWN IMAGE. Now how bad can the descendents of God be, right?
Perhaps this doesn't make much sense but the thought of it cheered me up and maybe it will do the same for you, maybe not. I thought I'd share anyways. :-)
J-Skee, to answer your very profound questions (not to say I have the answers, but here are my thoughts), I think part of the fun in life is not knowing what's coming up ahead. If we knew each and everything that was going to happen until we died, wouldn't that be so utterly boring and counterproductive? It's like having a surprise party -- if you knew you were going to have a surprise party, wouldn't that ruin the effect of it a bit? There are so many beautiful and wonderous things in life if you would only pay attention to them instead of the bad things. It's easy to take them for granted when life is going so well. That's why we experience hardship to remember the gift God has given us -- the gift of life. Do not disappoint Him or offend Him by thinking so lowly of yourself. He's always looking after us. There are just some lessons we have to learn, and I know some of them are very cruel but we can always get through them with His help.
"What motivates and drives some of us to live every single day where there are those that just purely give up on life all together." Because life is fascinating! There are always new things to discover, new emotions to feel, new challenges to overcome. When you finish a hard task, don't you feel so good and like you're on top of the world and we can conquer anything else that comes your way? Then there are also people we love. We like to be around them, to see what they do next, to help them if we can because it makes us feel good to see them happy. If they are happy, we are happy. That's what love is all about. Jealousy, anger, hatred...they're all emotions we feel to point out our weakness so we can be stronger. Those who succumb to them, those who give up on life...they're so far from remembering God's grace, so far from hope that they think giving up their life is their only choice. But I think that's the worse insult to God because He gave them that life and they chose to end it like that, to waste it, don't you think?
I'm really trying to practice what I "preach" here and I definitely have my weaknesses. I was very disappointed in myself for flunking that class but that only encourages me to do better. For some reason, I'm meant to take that class over. Maybe I'll meet a new friend or someone who can help me when I'm in some need in the future. You just never know what God has up His sleeve. :-) We just gotta have faith and do our best with whatever we're given, no matter how senseless they appear to be.
I must be on my way now. Talk to you guys soon!
Lots of love,
Silver
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- Back -- Silver, 21:03:33 06/11/01 Mon
Hi ladies,
I just got back a few hours ago. We ended up extended our trip over the weekend. I'm dead beat tired so I'll talk more later. It's been one of the best week of my life but I get home to bad news.
I flunked a class. Finance. The one I kept complaining about. So I'll have to take it over next semester. I feel so miserable and totally stupid and worthless. First time I've flunked a class. What has happened to me? Too much freakin' time obsessing over celebs and watching TV. Doesn't effect THEIR life any, but mine is slowly going down the drain. Still a bit teary-eyed over the whole thing. I knew I could have done better. I knew I could have. But no, my procrastination has reached it's all time limit. Time for a change, Mary. Time for a big change.
Summer school started today and I missed the first day of class so the teacher dropped me. It's hard to get into that class. The books for that class cost almost $200. Does money like that fall from the sky? If so, send that cloud my way. But no matter. The chance of me getting back into that class is slim to zero now. Looks like another year in college for me. Doesn't seem like I'll ever get out at the rate I'm going.
Life doesn't seem to good at the moment for all of us here, huh? I wish I had some words of inspiration and happiness for you guys, because you're going through so much more, but honestly, I'm pretty lost and empty myself at the moment.
Flunked Freakin' Finance.
Ugh. I hate myself. Forgive me while I indulge in self pity for a while.
Good to back despite all that though. Miss you guys lots.
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