- yesterday -- A, 17:25:15 07/31/01 Tue
Hey guys!
I typed all this up last night and then hit the X in the top right corner of the browser exactly at the same time I realized I didn?t hit the ?post? key on here?grrrr
We called Stanford yesterday morning and they asked to get there by 11 so we packed as fast as we could and ran out the door. Dad came with us also. We ended up waiting for quite awhile since we were a fit in. Why must I get the sucky docs of the world? Lol First off they guy never came and talked to us, just the residents and anesthesiologist, knock out doc, talked to us. He did things we asked him not to do and didn?t do the things we asked him to do, like seeing why the port wasn?t working, was it fixable, was there any warping due to the mix of my meds. The after he lectured my parents saying ?You should be access your own port not your nurse. It doesn?t matter if you have done 2 or 50 million anyone can do it just fine no matter how hard it is.? And then added ?Of course this is none of my business? exactly! So shut up ding dong. I hard a hard recovery this time, I threw up so much and had so much trouble awaking. The little boy next to me expressed how I felt by yelling ?I wanna wake up!!!? ?Why can?t I keep my eyes open?!?!? ?I don?t want to sleep? it is awful feeling not being able to wake up, lol, course only reason you wanna wake up is so you can go home, lol. I have two incisions this time, each about a inch long, one to take the other one out and one to stick the new on in. All these doc did was stick this clear bandied that really isn?t one unless it has guaze under it, which is didn?t so it is all a bloody mess stuck on my skin goes there is nothing to absorb it (sorry, gross) and told us not to change that for 2 days, ha! My nurse is on her way now to change it, lol. I am still ectemly sore and it hurts to move my arms and head , at least last time I only had one sore side so I could use the other side but not this time, lol. It hurts to type too so I am gonna run I may try to come on later tonight!
Love ya guys!
Anna
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- hey -- Askee, 20:39:31 07/29/01 Sun
Hey guys!
Sorry I have not been on. As you can tell I am not doing too well.
We call Stanford tomarrow really early and see if I can get on the operation schedule for that day, which I doubt, or ASAP Plus now my port site might be infected from the poes and scrubs it still hurts like heack and looks nasty so this may make them wanna wait. If no operation tomarrow the nurse will put a mid line in, like the PIc line Ihad, IV that bascialy goes in your vien father then and IV and lasts longer.
I have some pics I got in emails today and some from when I can't sleep at night so I am gonna post those and then go back and rest (again, lol) sorry I am not logging on. Besides not feeling well it is not good for me to type if I wanna keep this IV in, =(
I love ya all lots and lots!!!
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- just another manic monday.. -- Silver, 15:15:10 07/29/01 Sun
Well, it's not Monday yet, but I liked that song. :-)
Anna, how are you doing? Sorry to hear about your horrendous trip to the ER. Surgery again? Poor thing. I don't understand how that thing can be unscrewed in your back either. Maybe too much bending over, up and down. Nah, I'm not going to pretend I understand it!
I went to Great America yesterday because family friends got free tickets from a radio station. I think it was a waste on me because I didn't go on any of the scary rides that made up the majority of the park. But I wasn't alone, so it wasn't too bad. I've been there a while ago, for our middle school grad trip. Sure feel old, lol. So I just rode the bumper cars (twice!), the Rip-Roaring Rapids (you sit on this wheel like thing with five other people that goes down a rapid -- hence the name -- and get ALL WET), the Log Runner (not too scary except for the fall at the end...and getting wet again), a 3-D cartoon show with moving chairs so it feels like you're in the show, and then a really boring IMAX movie. The *NSYNC show wasn't playing anymore! I was SO bummed. Not that anyone else in the group would have wanted to watch it, but I wouldn't have minded watching it myself while they risk a heart attack on the scary rides. Ah well.
I'm doing a scrapbook of all my concerts...not sure if I told you about that. It's not as cool looking as Anna's because she's got skillz in that department and professional scrapbooking stuff. I'm just cutting construction paper and pasting it all together. It's fun though because I haven't done stuff like that since kindergarten. Feel like a kid again. :-)
"Mirror mirror on the wall, who's the cutest one you saw? She's underneath the disco ball, the disco ball, the disco ball. Standing next to the strobe light, dancing hot, looking tight, the freak sure do come out at night, out at night." What more do I have to say? Whooooa, TWO STEP!
LOL, I love that part!! JC's too cute. You one lucky gal, A-Skee. ;-)
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- oh goodie gum drops -- A, 12:24:28 07/28/01 Sat
AHHHH Yesterday was a dat from H-e-double hockysticks!! lol As I have mentioned my nurse has ben having a hard time getting my needle in and it has been hurting..well yesterday it took her about 13 pokes (not counting the numbing med poke) and I was hysterical I was in sooooooo much pain. So we got it kinda in and decided we needed to get a utrasound to see where this port has moved and what the heck is up. in the mean time I am in agnoy and can't bloice cause that doubles the pain. Plus even outside was hurting, from pokes and being washed over and over during the process. It was beet red and it hurt to even have my shirt on. And OF COURSE this had to happen AFTER 5 so guess where I had to go to have it done?? yup, ER. spent 6 HOURS there!! Took the unlrasound lady forever to get back to the hositpal (she was on oncall person) and unltrasound they have to push really really hard. Whih also hurts my ribbs alng with the port sight...showed diddly squat. So they decided to do a Xray and we found that the part that goes from the port into the vessle has come unscrewed. Tell me, does itmake sence to stick something inside you that just twists on and off? UGH so now I will have another operation so they can hook the darn things back together. In the mean time I have a IV in until we deciced to do on Monday. Plus, my nurse is going on vacation this week!!!!!!!!!!!! Her mom is visiting so she goes around with Terry and she is just the sweest thing, se was holding my hand and letting my squezze it when they were trying to et theneedle in the port. Once they got in the car Terry's mom said "Teryy! Did you have to hurt that poor thing so bad??" Terry stayed at the ER with us too, so that was nice.
Well, I am off to a family BBQ and it hurts to type so I gotta jam.
Jskee I am glad you liked our little gifts, the yo-yo was moms doing, lol, I was like a yo-yo? Well, that is interesting what Catherine thinks, obviously there is a tad misunderstandin there, so she may not even know what is going on, I think she really may not know. Who knows, aint life grand? I like you moving idea, lol ((((hugs)))) hang in there girl!!
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- last gifts -- j-skee, 19:52:55 07/27/01 Fri
I guess it would be nice to let you know that I am now finished opening my presents. I liked the pen and the magnet with the biblical verses on them. The yo-yo was really cute, although I still find even in my old age I still havent quit gotten the yo-yo down to a science. Last was the NSYNC barbie doll. Yep I sure do love that gift an awful lot. What makes it so great is that I love NSYNC and I collect barbie dolls. So what a great combination. I hope that everyone is doing okay. I got some new insight into the Catherine thing. I found out from one of my moms friends that Catherine thinks I am okay with this whole thing. Dottie said that she said "We talked about it and she is okay with this". Dottie told her she was stupid and being a ditz. I told Dottie that the conversation she is talking about she told me she valued my friendship and wasnt going to persue anything. So I dont know how she got the idea that it was okay. I told Dottie that she must be blind to the fact that I am annoyed by it all and Dottie said she probably doesnt even notice. I now think it is time for a talk. She might continue the relationship with him but she needs to know that I don't appreciate what she did and what she is doing. I know I don't need a guy like that. Life is a tough road of lessons that we have to learn from.
I was informed by my mother this evening that she thinks that something is wrong with me. She said that I seem to be coming across angry and iritated quit a lot lately. Heck I could have told her that. I don't know why I am always feeling that way. She also said I need to work on my self esteem. Well what can I say. I am feeling lousy lately and have been having a lot of self doubt about what I have choosen to do with my life and what I am going to choose to do with my life. I have very little motivation. I fear spending my life alone, with mybe a few dogs, cats and ferrets to keep me company. I know that I am a very blessed person who has a wonderful family and wonderful friends. I know God is looking out for me but if I don't help out some he can only do so much. I'm trying to figure out why it is I am so affraid to try things. I guess I get so comfortable in my world the way that it is that I don't want it to be shaken up to much. Maybe if I could carry my sorry butt out of the house to do more things maybe I could meet someone. I really am at that point in my life where I want to start to share my life with someone other than myself.
Okay ya know what enough of me complaining. I don't want to over push this subject on you guys again. It has to get old after a while. Maybe if I get the chance to come and see you guys out there I will see what there is to offer in the way of jobs and maybe I will pack up my car and head west for a year. But we shall see what I feel like doing. I love and miss you guys so much more than you can imagine. I wish we were all together right now. Love you guys.
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So in love... -- Silver, 23:01:50 07/25/01 Wed
You know what makes me smile?
The Two of Us.
I just love this song!
It begins with JC's cute little laugh. *gush* Then the "Hoooohhh" and the "Heyyyehyehhh". There, right there, you already have one of the best parts of the song. That already makes me smile. Then his beautiful smooth voice comes on and I'm grinning like there's no tomorrow. Don't you love the way he says "heart"? The way his voice dips low when he sings "waiting for your call"... *sigh*
This song deserves an award of some sorts. Beautiful gem of music.
When I'm listening, "it's just the two of us, the two of us." Mmm hmmmm...
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- um, guys, this is very long, sorry, hehe -- A, 16:51:15 07/24/01 Tue
WaaaWhooo!!!
The concert was AWESOME!!! I am so so so glad I went! This may get long as I share my excitement from start to finish LOL, hope you don?t mind, hehe.
Getting There..
Janie and I left and went to the Bart train place, we bought out tix for that after we fought the stupid machine that all it wanted to do was spit out money out back at us. After you get the tix you have to stick them in these machine (Silver knows this but not east coast peeps) and walk through, well they aren?t big enough for a wheelchair to get through, so you have to get the attended to open this other gate to go through, well, the attended had a sign on the window saying "Be back in 30 minutes" so I had to get out of my chair and close the wheelchair and walk through. Then we could not find a elevator for the life of us, so I went up the escalator and Janie took the wheelchair backwards the escalator. We had a few other problems on Bart but we got there.
Getting to our seats..
So we got the venue and asked where we went to get to out wheelchair seating and they were like go see this lady. So we get to her and she takes us down this elevator and next thing I know I am backstage!! You have to walk through there to get to the field unless you can use stairs. Granted I did not see the guys, but it was cool. I saw all the sound guys and some of the band people. The lady with us was so cute, she was problem like 50-56 and she was like "See that candle abra (candle stick thingy)?" I am like yeah "They use that on the set, isn?t that cool?" "See those golf cart things?" yeah "Those are the *actual* carts the drive of in after the show. They go right down that hall into the bus" "While we are walking the guys are right behind this wall and there is elevator right there for them" she was so sweet! Right before she left us she whispered "Don?t tell anyone but I think I like bsb better. But I have also never seen Nsync perform and I have since bsb so I can?t really say who is better" she cracked me up.
Our Seats...
They made a little elevated pipe foundation with plywood on it and a ramp up to it and that was in the back of section 8, not really close at all, there were no seat #?s so pretty much first come, first serve in that section. I had one girl in front of me but I could see over here. But the great thing is that you don?t have to worry about standing people be in your way cause you look over them. I was probably around row 30 maybe, way off on the left of the stage (left if you are standing on the stage) We could hardly see them when they were on the catwalk and in the middle thingy, especially cause there was this light on the middle thingy that was right in our eyes so it blinded us. We could see the big screen and had a little one right in front of us.
Sister..
Janie was ABSOLUTY WONDERFUL to me!! I asked for 2 glow sticks, tour book, 2 cotton candy. I couldn?t go myelse cause ya got HIKE, I mean HIKE like 4 flights of stairs to get to the second deck where the shopping stuff was. Like 45 minutes later she came back with the book and the glow sticks. Whole time she was gone the cotton candy peeps walked my pizza you name it. But J had most the $$ and I knew she was getting it. Well then I saw they had this light up thingy(you see when you go) so I made her hunt one down. Then she finally said, well I want cotton candy too (I am freak of this stuff) so she hiked the stairs again and found some!
sorry this is getting long, more details of me then the show show, but we can?t give all away, gotta have some unknown stuff
Opening Acts..
Not So Boy Band, Joey?s dad band, was pretty funny. Kinda reminded me of 2gether, I was kinda busy watching for Janie and/or Silver. Eden?s Crush was pretty good. Donte (sp) Thomas was boring. Samantha Mumba was really good; I like some of her songs.
The autograph..
Halfway through the opening acts the Not So Boy Band came out and signed some pics and such. The person who was with the girl in front of me went and asked if they could come over and say but they said they couldn?t do to the crowds but signed a pic and gave it to her. I was like oh well, I mean I kinda laugh when people are all giddy about it but I thought it would cool to have but oh well. Then Janie was like, "What me to go get one for you?" I was like yeah. I didn?t know they had pics so I gave her my tix stub and Joey?s dad signed it. J said they gave you a pic and you go from guy to guy to sign but we just wanted Joey?s dads. So that was cool *another thing for cool sister night*
I finally got here!!! The Boys..
Ahhh they were so cool! First off, they had a bad hacky night cause them boys took FOREVER to get out. I was like oh look J they are gonna pop up there..ok, well no I lied they will show up over there.., lol, you will see what I mean. During the first part they shot of green laser beam type thingys and it was funny cause I wanted to see how high they went and when I looked up there was a airplane flying over (not on purposes of course) and it looked like they were shooting the plane. The first song (and kinda through the second) they had all these different color lights going and it was just amazing all the colors and how cool they all looked together, it was beautiful. My fav part of the whole thing was the kinda remixed This I Promise You. At the end they went accapella (sp) and harmonizing and such, it gave my shivers it was so incredible (that my Nsync boys I know and love man) and might I just add that JC as *NICE* arms *silly grin* I went teeny when he was on the jumbo tron and was like flexing, ack! I also loved the video clip thingy of JC on his cell phone trying to talk with his girl but the guys keep calling and interrupting and he gets all ticked, he looked so cute, I don?t wanna say all that happened cause you will see. I also enjoyed after Justin sang gone, and almost rated the concert X! Chris came out with this HUGE boxing glove thing on and starts whacking Justin over the head with it saying something like "Stop all the sad song, you are making us depressed" (something like that, maybe Silver can say if that happened or not, hard to understand sometimes) I was encouraging him "Hit him again! Hit him again!!" IGBM was cute, the dancing doggy. Justin on his go cart was so cute, and they bouncing ball thingys we had when we were little. One part I didn?t like was when they sang some songs from the middle(you will see) cause you couldn?t see it very well from out side and it wasn?t on the screen too much, plus there was a light shining in our face. Were the girl dancers really necessary? At least they were only there for a few songs. Game Over was interesting, lol. The lead in to the song was very interesting, Janie and I were laughing asking if they were like gonna be in hell or something, cause the "bad dude" was evil looking man!!!! I couldn?t figure out what the heck he was doing and why he was there, and then it hit me that it was Game Over, lol, then it made sense. The whole video game thing was pretty cool. I really likes The Two Of Us (think that what it was) it is like a ballad but the chorus was fast, it sounded cool (and now I find out it has a cuss word in it, why oh why must they do that? Lol) Janie thought some of the songs were only clips instead of the whole song. Well, not the whole concert, but the part that they sang from the middle. I also pictured that there was like 3 cat walks but there was just one, it was pretty cool, if you were close to it. They did a lot of stuff there but my side could hardly see them. My side one the chanting thing, what did I say oh yes "Give of us some of that dirty pop" what did you yell Silver? I can?t remember the other one something like "we wanna rock" or "we wanna see you rock" something like that. I wanted to be on JC?s side. Justin said we won the first time and they other side won the second, but they didn?t he was being nice. We were the loudest!!!! It is definitely more fun when you know the words though. Since it is hard to understand words at concerts unless you know the words, at least I can?t, but maybe since I am deaf in one ear. That is why opening acts I dunno don?t thrill me cause I can?t understand. Well, that is all I can think up, and type, my hand is killing me (I have been doing this little at time since the day after concert.
All I have to say that Silver didn?t It was freakin CCOOLLDDD I was shivering soo bad!! It was awful. Only reason I had a sweatshirt was cause I brought one to cover my arms if I was in the sun before the concert.
Getting home..
It was so hard to even get out side cause all the walking peoples exit, the stairs, was before the exit for wheelchair people. Well, in a wheelchair you can dart in and out to move faster so you don?t make it far cause people walk in front of you (hit a few peeps, not our fault) it was a mess!!! Once we got to the backstage (the way we got in) there was no one to tell us where to go, so we ended up very far from where we wanted and Janie had to push me up this HUGE hill to get to Bart, the whole bridge was packed and not moving at all. We get up to the elevator part and realize it is on the other side of us (we on the left of the bridge, elevator on the right with lots of people in the middle)J freaks "we are never gonna get there" I said uh huh, watch, and I turned my chair towards the elevator and said "I need to get over there" and pushed over..then the elevator would not come up!!!! So there was like 5 of us waiting for this thing unable to get help cause the attended was down the stairs and the stairs were full of people trying to get on Bart so we had to wait for them to clear and some in the waiting group with us went and got help. Got out train but didn?t know where to transfer, so was asked and it turned out we would have missed our train if we didn?t ask. The we thought we had one more stop before transferring but we didn?t, so again I kinda had to walk/run/kinda in the chair to the other train.
Home..
Told ma everything I could remember and then couldn?t fall asleep, lol, too much excitement still, and feeling crappy. I still fell yucky and problem won?t be on tonight, just came to do this, sorry guys!!
Miss ya all?s and love ya?s!!
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- Concert -- Silver, 15:03:57 07/23/01 Mon
WOWIE!! Was that awesome or what?! Anna, sorry I couldn't find you. I arrived really late and missed all the opening acts. Long story short: I couldn't find Laurie at our designated meeting place. We were suppose to meet at the Powell Muni Station at 5:15 at the stairs but when I got there, I didn't see her. Then I realized there were TWO stairs down there so I kept walking back and forth, hoping she's at one of the stairs. 6pm came and went, still no Laurie. 7pm came and went, still no Laurie. I had called both home and her dad twice to see if she called to say where she was or if there was a change of plans. Nope. So the second call I made home and to her dad was to say that I was going to the Oakland Coliseum without her and to pass that message to her if she should call. Keep in mind I had no tickets with me but I just went anyways, thinking perhaps I could get a cheap one off a scalper.
So I got on BART and went. There was a girl who was walking around selling a ticket but I decided not to buy it from her. By the time I got there, it was 7:30 and the opening acts had already started. I decided to go to the will call window to buy myself a ticket. I mean, I was there and there was NO way I was going to miss this concert, even if I had to sit by myself. But guess who I met there? LAURIE! Boy, was I glad to see her. Thank you God for arranging it that way. I mean, that was such a coincidence. I thought that she would have gone in by now.
So we got in around 8pm but went to the souvenier stand to get the tour book and I needed a drink because I was SO thirsty and a tad hungry. Can you believe they don't sell Coke there? How RUDE. ;-) I ended up spilling 2/3 of my Pepsi once the concert started anyways.
Now about the concert: WOWIE! Laurie managed to score sixth row tickets so we were on the left side of the stage, kinda close. Hahahaha! I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw them come out and they were RIGHT THERE. As in, RIGHT THERE. My goodness, they were RIGHT THERE. Ok, shut up, Mary. Anyways, it was surreal. I mean, I wasn't that close, but I was close enough to prefer watching them instead of the screen. How often can I say that? Laurie had her zoom camera with her and took almost 4 rolls of film so I hope to get copies of that. I bought a disposable camera (not the *NSYNC one) and snapped some pictures too, but I don't think they turned out well. I might develop them today if I can get my butt off this chair, hehehe. Anna, did you take pictures? I couldn't see section 8 from where I was, and certainly no wheelchair section. I bet you saw them clearly when they want to that side of the stage. How about JC in white, huh? WOWZERS. My jaws dropped when he came out in that. *He's Anna's guy, he's Anna's guy, he's Anna's guy* His hair is SO cute too! Chris kept moving and wouldn't stop in front of our section so we could take a pic, so I was a bit disappointed in that. In fact, only JC stopped in front of us once. The rest just ran pass or slid pass on the conveyor belt. Lance liked standing in the round section but that was too far for me to get a picture. He was in fine form though. ;-) Did you see the promo for "On the Line"? And at the end when he kissed the girl? And the reaction from the audience? LOL! His acting seems to have improved and Joey seems have gotten a cute part in in too. Can't wait for it to come out in theaters. :-)
I don't remember much of the new songs, but I remember liking "Fallen" and "Selfish". It was weird to have only Justin sing lead on "Gone." The choreography for "Up Against the Wall" was a bit, uh, riske. I'm sure Anna didn't like THAT one at all, LOL! And the part where Justin laid down on the runway at the end of "Gone" and raised his you-know-what up...now, that wasn't necessary, was it, LOL! J-Skee is gonna like THAT! LOL!
The mechanical bulls were cool but Chris sticking his head into its butt was too funny. So was his striptease dance, LOL! That part cracked me up so bad. He was so cute doing it too! It was more cute than seductive, LOL!
That's all I can remember right now. I sure hope this comes out on video. Perhaps when they return to Madison Square Garden later in the tour. :-)
Okay, gotta go. Bye!
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- oh my gosh she has the nerve -- j-skee, 20:53:26 07/23/01 Mon
Catherine just got back from Josh's crying and told me don't ever let anyone call over there again. Okay I am sorry that her friend Jason called and wanted to talk to her so I didn't think it would be a problem to give him the phone number so he could call her. I asked her what was wrong with that and she couldn't give me an answer for that. Its not like I was doing anything to be spitful. I really honestly didn't think it would be an issue if he called her over there. Someone explain to me why it is that I can not ever seem to figure out what the heck is going on around here. First of all how does she think I feel all this time her running around behind my back. Tell me what I should think of all this?
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- hey -- A, 22:18:44 07/23/01 Mon
Hey guys
I just wanted to say hi and that I am not feeling well, gee wonder why, so i may not be on like today/tmarrow, I started typing up a review and it is turning out to very very long, and most of itsn't all about them them, just the stuff that happend here or there, I might try to shorten it.
I have the answer J-Skee! Move here!! Lol i know that is not the answer, probs are gonna follow us one way or the other. Have you sat down with the roomie and talked about this, since the last time when she said she wanted to stay friends and not go for Josh? I don't get the crying thing? Maybe Jason was pissed at her and she didn't want to talk to him and since he called there she felt she had to talk to him or something. Or Josh did or said something, ugh, ain'tlife grand, it is so hard. I wish I could make it better like Silver said there are many hard things we have to pick in life, sucks though, well I love ya lots and lots as you know =) Hang in there girl!
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- burner -- j-skee, 20:29:57 07/23/01 Mon
I got my CD writer drive today. I have been having so much fun playing around with this thing. It is so neat to make your own cds from other cds. I now need to figure out how to do the whole mp3 thing so I can create cds that way as well. So if I dont want the whole album I can just get the song that I need.
Sounds like Silver had a great time at the concert. Sounds like they put on yet another amazing show for the fans. I can't wait for out concert. Its just a couple of weeks away. We should have lots of fun I am sure. So Anna I am asuming you have yet to post because you are probably worn out from going to the show last night. But I am sure it was worth it, right? I hope it was?!?! So how were your seats? Tell me all about the show from your point of view so that I can sit and scream at your post like I did silvers.
Well that is about it for right now. I really do love and miss you guys. I wish that we could all go to an NSYNC show together, now that would rock. Maybe if they do a tour again next summer maybe we could arrange to have time off during that week and come out and we could all go together. Okay just a thought. Talk to you guys soon. Don't forget to pick up your copy of Celebrity at your local music store or walmart. Love you guys.
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- concert -- j-skee, 18:58:09 07/22/01 Sun
Okay I truelly hope that you ladies have a fantastic time at the concert. I so can not wait to go to our show. But I did get my requested days off. So I have sunday, monday and tuesday off. Now I jsut need to let Kendra know that i need to leave work a little early on saturday so that we dont leave cville too late. My gift for yesterday wsa the bookmark, which I have already put to use in the book that I am reading. Todays present was the little book and necklace. I love you guys lots. Again have lots of fun and tell us all about it.
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- Yay YAY -- Happy askee, 17:16:40 07/22/01 Sun
AHHHHHH I
am leaving SOON!!!!! For my concert!!!
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- Life sucks when it comes to *NSYNC -- Silver, 19:31:04 07/21/01 Sat
Hi guys! I'm back home. I'm kinda wary of coming home because there's always surprising news to greet me and they're not always good. Like today, I just got home and checked my email to find out that Laurie got soundcheck passes to the concert tonight but she had already left. Which also means that she's going to the concert tonight, and not tomorrow night like we're suppose to, which means she's going to sell those tickets, which means I don't get to go. :-(
Oh well, it wasn't meant to be. And after all the effort I made to make sure we got home in time for the concert tomorrow. :-(
Maybe I'll just go by myself and buy tickets at the window. Or maybe some scalpers will have it really cheap. I really don't want to go see it by myself though. There's no fun in that at all.
This sucks.
Well, have fun Anna! I'm glad the Love's got their tickets too! That would be a GREAT birthday gift!
Oooh, I didn't come home to bad surprises only...I got a very cute one too! Thanks for the Precious Moment figurine! This thing is larger than I thought! So cute! I wish we could put "SKeedette" or something on the computer screen instead of the "lcs.com" logo they have there. Thanks guys!!
I got the Regis show on tape, although the quality is pretty bad, but it's viewable. I didn't get to watch it yet, but I did rewind to make sure I got it. So I can dub it for you guys whenever.
I'm very hungry so I'll check back in with you later. Bye!
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- New pic post -- A, 23:36:07 07/15/01 Sun
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- More of Chris and his owie(looks hot in the pics too) and Joey tidbit -- A, 23:40:03 07/15/01 Sun
- Concert and etc (8) -- A, 23:42:20 07/15/01 Sun
- I know I am the pic person but these interviews are so cute. 2 little ones(JC and lance talk about AJ, and fav list thingy) -- A, 20:57:14 07/16/01 Mon
- lots of nice pic (7 ) -- A, 21:01:32 07/16/01 Mon
- more good funny(some) pics (7) -- A, 21:04:59 07/16/01 Mon
- Teen Vogue Shoot (NIICCEEE) (7, they are kinda big) -- A, 19:41:43 07/17/01 Tue
- STUPID fans! -- A, 19:45:15 07/17/01 Tue
- holy cow. This is from the MTV Road To Fame special on Satuday, all the people!!! -- A, 19:50:51 07/17/01 Tue
- Chris hitting Justin during IGBM (only 1 cause it is HUGE) -- A, 19:57:00 07/17/01 Tue
- Good concert pics (I think 8-10) -- A, 21:08:08 07/17/01 Tue
- Ya know, this should be illegal!>>too long for here (1-group) -- A, 21:43:54 07/20/01 Fri
- Ok well, this is the cover, kinda same as above but the cover.. -- a, 21:49:24 07/20/01 Fri
- Ok, there is the pic they used for the cover and what I am calling a outtake, pic they didn't use(on the cover anyways) the pics for the cover don't have the words, I will show small version of the covers with words in a min. (here is Lance -- A-Skee, 22:31:52 07/20/01 Fri
- My darn cutie pie boy -- don't bother me with names, I in teenyville, 22:35:54 07/20/01 Fri
- Chris -- A, 22:39:03 07/20/01 Fri
- very cute joey -- A, 22:45:59 07/20/01 Fri
- Justin -- A, 22:47:52 07/20/01 Fri
- One cover outtake and two other pics -- A, 23:02:22 07/20/01 Fri
- All the single shot covers are here>>(smaller version so it won't take long to load -- A, 23:03:38 07/20/01 Fri
- Its pics like that that remind of why I like justy so much. (NT) -- j-skee, 19:26:02 07/21/01 Sat
- regis -- j-skee, 20:58:36 07/20/01 Fri
Okay since I know I didnt get them on Regis, and I know clove didnt is there any chance that Anna got it? My present today was the other magazine that you bought me. I am starting to get down to the last few gifts. I am going to try and savor each one of them. Thats about it for now. I love you guys.
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- whew whew whew -- A, 21:30:43 07/19/01 Thu
Whew!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Remeber I said with my luck I would end up in the hospital and have to miss the concert....it almost had that come true today! ACKH! Here be the story, in the shortest form I can make it in. I have had someting like this happen 2 or times before. I will skip the tiny details of what happend ebfore this happend but anyways I was watching TV and I guess I fell asleep. Well, I ALWAYS tell parent(s) that I am going to bed wake me up blah blah so mom thought I awake and she was talking to me and she was getting no answer she came to my room and found me alseep with my lips blue(which happens sometimes but doc said no worry about it so we don't) but I have never had that along with my face all gray. MY mom was yelling and shaking me "HARD" and I would not wake up, she wa about to call 911 but finally got me up, wierd thing is if someone is shaking you awake you kinda "jump" for lack of the right wordor starttled I didn't do that I slwpy opened my eyes and was very space we took my blood pressure and t was 71/51 pulse 88 All of those are very low! Eps for me. but I have been fine since then, but the doc wanted me in. They were wondering if I was having a sezzer(sp?) but I think we ruled that out. then I was funny the nurse said "Do you have video recorder?" yes "If this happens again could you film it?" My mom kinda laughed and said, I think I am more worried about her breathing then taping, lol, she was like "Well, yeah only do that if someone else is there" the comment that made them worry was when mom kinda said she wasn't sure if I was breathing, she tried to explain that I was breathing blah blah, but he was stuck on that, lol
So that was good news. he is also gonna wait on going up or down on the med until after my nsync cocert they were like "Oh not a prob! You go and have fun and we can't start working on it after!"" Yay! Nice doc.
He gave me a new sleeping drug so maybe I could actually get some sleep, novel Idea, lol
Love you alls lots and lots.
Kimmy the water changing color thingy is cool. I used to have soap crayons when I was little, you could draw on the walls and stuff, Another silly thing, ok, well most of them are, lol I ws gonna get that but it hard to get off where this stuff isn't I could have sworn you a set of the pics, didn't we delevop them before you left? Except one roll cause it wasn't done. hmm weird
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- update on 3 presents -- j-skee, 20:21:31 07/19/01 Thu
Okay I have not posted about my last three gifts that I have opened. Today it was the picture frame with the pic of you, silver, and I on the trolly car. Ya know I dont think I ever got a set of those pics from when I came out back in October. I think I might need to go to moms house and see if it is packed away with all my stuff. If I don't find them I sure would like a set. Maybe if I actually put my pics in photo albums I wouldnt have to always hunt all over the place for them. Yesterday I opened those bath things that change the color of your bath water. I have yet to try them but they sure do sound neat. The other day I opened one of the magazines with Jessica Simpson on the cover. I have yet to get a really good look at the magazine. Okay ladies I am headed to bed. I love you guys.
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- Joey... -- A-Skee, 21:03:50 07/18/01 Wed
Joey was the only one at the chat here is the LONG transscript( i didn't read it all yet, lol) gonna stick it in the reply>>
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- News flash!!!!! -- A, 23:26:42 07/17/01 Tue
BETSY called to say hi amd my mom mentioed I was going to the soncert on sunday "Well, I wanna go!!" mom was like you have no tix blah blah so mom was like tell anna this so I talk to her and she is all bummed cause it sold out. "when are the coming back??" maybe a year "A YEAR!!>! that is a long time" also a big country, lol so she said well next time they come you better invite me!! Also I think about you all the time whenver I hear them. I want you to know that I can tell if it is them right away. On the way to work today I tried to finda staion with them on and I couldnt find one> Hello??? SHOCK to me she wasn't happy when I started liking them, couldn't talk about. I dunno, I would be nervous. see part of my personality is this, say I or J rents a movi and watch it with parents, evrytime there is cussing, sex, volince I worry what they are gonna say., think, do they think I watch aful things..stupid, not in my control. So with nsync humping floors and doing the crotch grab I would feel those same things with her at the concert. I did kinda tell her about DG and she just said "eww" LOl so anwho, next year (as long as this album is fairly clean) Betsy will be coming with us. She never even listenins the tha radio other then the christian one!!!! I said well the album is coming out soon "ohh does that mean they will be on more??" She was soo cute, i had to sahre, my fingers are hurting so I gotta run
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- my little update on me -- A, 20:03:31 07/17/01 Tue
Well, as we know I had started that new drug that helps make the pain pills work better and helps stop your body building up tolerance, in other words I don't have to keep upping the med cause when you have to up it it is cause your body got used to the med, so ya need more. Ok, anywho we didn't really think it was working TO well but we noticed I had a tad more enegry and could do things w/o my pain level going through the roof. So my doc decides to take me off for two days, then drop the does and see what happens and then try making the does higher to kinda find where I sould be, sicne this is brand spakin new drug no one is sure on how much to give etc wel I stopped it yesterday and feel AWFUL my pain got worse, no enegry, joints hurt etc We are sooooo happy!! Cause that means trhe drug is working and maybe if we raise the does more of pain could go away!!!! He put me back on it so I should be doing better tomarrow.
Then my nurse came today to change my needle and she could not get it in!!!!!! It hurts SOOOOOO bad and still does and that was lke 3 hours ago, if I move or touch it...yyoowiiee city.
I am trying to make to WT tomarrow, hopefully my drug will have kcked in.
Ok that is all on me, My concert is soon! Yaa but boo no silver *pouts* not that we were going together but I want her to see it too!!!
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- We dont have ice cubes -- j-skee, 19:25:51 07/16/01 Mon
Okay I find todays gift by far the funniest. I kinda gathered the ice cub thing has to do with the fact that I always ask for ice when I come and visit and you guys have to remind me that you don't have ice. I think it is so cute of you to think about that. I might have to bring those with me when I come out and visit so that I have something to make my drinks cold. Ya know this is getting to be lots of fun because I don't know what to expect each day. I love this it is so much fun.
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- Turtle -- j-skee, 20:09:57 07/15/01 Sun
Okay the present for today were the cutest house socks with little turtles on them and those little rubber things on the bottome so that you stick to the hard floors. I love them. Granted I have yet to wear them but I will. They are just to cute to resist.
Yep clove and I sure to have tickets. She bought them on ebay and got them at like face value. They are in the section farthest from the middle of the stage on the floor and its about, I think, 25 rows back. We agreed that they were going to be my bday present. Not a bad gift at all.
Anna I don't know that I could get any more time this summer but I could try for maybe Sept. I know that August is going to be a no because of back to school stuff. Sept will probably be a quite month and I could try and save up for that. If for some reason I do get another job I plan on taking off about two weeks after I leave Penneys before I do start a new job and maybe I could come out for a week of those two weeks. Believe I want to come and see you so badly. I miss you guys so very much. Besides it would be a good way for me to get away from all of this stuff going on.
I rarely see Catherine anymore because she spends like every waking moment with Josh. I can give you a good guarantee that something is going on between the two of them and what has made me angry is that she still has yet to tell me what is going on and I don't think she will. What makes me angry now is that she went behind my back to do it. I hardly ever see him anymore either and I thought he was supposed to be my friend too. There are moments when I get so angry with her I want to just scream. Don't get me wrong I still love her to death and she is still my friend. We all know that friends sometimes do things to make us angry.
I have decided that if I do find another job that pays me well I am going to start saving money and my goal is going to be to have a place of my own by next year at this time. If it is Gods will than I am sure that it will happen. Hopefully at that time I can say that I am looking with someone for a place, and that doesnt mean a friend that means a man, so that by the time we get married we will have a place to move into and I get my dog or two.
Okay that is it for right now. I love you guys so very much. Talk to you soon.
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- Hey guys!! -- A-Skee, 22:22:10 07/14/01 Sat
Hey guys!!
I am glad you are enjoying your gifts kimmy! Some of them are kinda silly but they amused me, lol. Isn't that cleaning thingy on the brush cool? That was one of the reasons I bought the thing, lol.I am glad you have something to look forward too!! Don't be to down that you had some bad days, that is gonna happen. I am fighting with the same kind of thing, I am kinda having a hard time being happy and I want to be happy again so I battle all those "down" feelins and try to not let things get to me, but it is hard! And I will have mad days also. Too bad we can't say "Poof!" and all the worries went away, that would be nice and if we could market it and sell it we could be muti-millionairs and buy anice RV, maybe a jet too, and follow around Nsync, buy all front row seats(or the best ones, with such a big stage front row might not be so grand) and get soundcheck passes. Kinda like the two girls that are doing this right now(not the jet but the RV) and they got to meet the guys and everything. You going to a concert J and C? When? Have tix?
SILVER you HAVE to come!! And how could you leave us again!?!wahhhhh
I had a ok day today. I did some screapbooking and Dad and I went out for a drive, we had a good time.
I talked with my doc yesterday , we aren't sure if the med is working or not. I have been able to do more and not get more pain, in other words I hurt the same as I have the past few months, but I am doing lots more withour having my pain level jump like it normally does. We dunno if I am on too much of the new med or not. So in two days I will go off of the med for two days. Then we are gonna try giving 5 times the amount I am on now and see what happens, and then drop it really low and see what happns. So that is the update for that.
Kimmy do you think you can get time off again this summer? I really really want you to come again! I was looking at your pics in my book today and Imiss you!!! We will help you with the $$ and we won't take no for a answer. We will cover what you cant, heck, I will pay for the whole thing! Would bu fun if amy came too but I doubt she would be able too, lol. You need to move here girl! I heard you saying you may get a new job, get one here, transfer! You liked our Penny's here! Is there any way you could transer to another store in your area? You have worked there soo long and great worker yet ypu haven't moved up much. If you went to another store would they consider all that stuff and give you some kind of promotion? Course they might not have another store closer to you, lol.
See ya!
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- AWWWWWWWWWWWW -- j-skee, 19:01:25 07/14/01 Sat
Okay my new update on my last two present. Oh my gosh I love my Winnie the Pooh bandaids. With all the scratching that I am doing and all the cuts I am getting I might just get some good use out of them. The present for today was the tigger pop thing. I love it. I have yet to eat the pop but I am sure loving the fact that the tigger bounces. This is way cool. This is getting to be way more fun every single day. It does give me something to look forward to every day.
I worked today from 7:45-4:35. We had a big one day sale today and we were really buisy. There was like a whole hour where I did not move from the registar because there was a line of customers. But we had a good day so I guess that is a good thing.
I am trying not to be in a bad mood or anything but I have had two bad days in a row and I am trying to keep thinking happy thoughts. I also keep saying that I am reall blessed. But that sometimes doesnt make me feel better. But I will get over it like I always do.
I love and miss you ladies lots. I hope things are going well. I hope silver gets back in time for her concert. I hope that Anna is doing okay. I hope that clove is planning something big for her second anniversary. Oh by the way I need your new address clove.
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- gone...again -- silver, 01:13:19 07/14/01 Sat
gonna be gone for another week and the sad thing is, I might miss the nsync concert on sunday. :-( my mom said, "you're already seen them before anyways" and she won't listen to any other reason. i'm gonna try my best to get us back in time, but I doubt it. soooo...have fun at the concert, anna! i'm expecting details and pics from your prime spot "close enough to see their sweat"
so, toodloo til next time. *hugs*
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- LOL -- j-skee, 18:29:57 07/12/01 Thu
Okay now we know it has gone way to far. An NSYNC brush wowie they really do have their names and faces on everything. But what I like the most is the little cleaning pick that they give you. I do like it though. I might just have to start using it. I do like the colors of the hair clips that you sent with it. So now I have to wait patiently for tomorrow to open another present.
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