- Best seller -- Askee, 19:22:29 10/31/01 Wed
We (me, mom and dad) decided we are gonna write a book, well saga. People will think it is fiction, lol
Anywho, we just talked to Janie. Her insurance only covers 7 days of this place. Today is her 7th day, I can't believe that! It seems like yesterday she left, shucks. J told my mom "If they let/make me leave tonight i am going straight to the pharmacy and pick up some more pain meds since they aren't doing anything" I knew this was a game. It is gonna get interesting here again (like it got uninteresting) cause she asked me to deposit her disabilty check and when I did the reciept it said depoist-780 new balance-705 so somewhere she is prob bouncing checks. We can not figure out where she is spending her money cause she not paying rent, phone, cable and this place costs her 170 bucks a day sooo life will be a joy, lol
I go see the doc tomarrow.
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- ugh -- Askee, 18:34:11 10/29/01 Mon
DOn't get too close to this post, you may get sick!
The night of the day my pump was off for awhile I got super duper sick (not from lack of meds) I got this flu that is going around. I spent that whole night, and I do mean the whole night. I have had bad throw up phases (as I call them) and normal throw up but never thrown up this many times "in a row" i would sleep for hour, throw up, sleep, throw up then it started tat each time I woke up i threw up 2 and three times. we guess that between 12mindnight to 9am I threw up like 10 times. Yestrday I was still really sick, not throwing up but just miseralbe as could be, with the flu. Then my chest was hurting from the heaving, uhh tody is a tad better but now ma and pa seem to have it, Brian had it, baby ma, had it, itis being passed around all over.
Not sure on the details but someone sent off a explosive device that released some checmical at the Oakly police department. They had everyone in that area underohh what is the word, like shelter order, where you lcose everyting and stick towels around the doors and windows that have big gaps.
Depending on how ma and I feel I may be going to betsy's tomarrow, sleep there, pack and visit, sleep, next morning I have doc.
Ok only the doc may happen, who knows
arm is hurting lots so I best got but I miss you guys all like crazy
Silver it was WONDERFUL to see ya! thanks for poping in, now, where the rest of you?? lol
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- Hi hi -- Silver, 14:48:08 10/28/01 Sun
First, here's to hoping Janie sticks to her group therapy and whatnot. Too bad she doesn't have a fear of taking pills like I do...because then her problem will be solved faster than you can say "Pop me another one!" ;-)
Anyone watch the Radio Music Award? I'm not sure if Christina Aguilera can get anymore freaky looking, but she somehow managed that night. She and this other guy were hosts and they were really bad. A bunch of deadbeats. The performances were bad too...pretty much fastforwarded the whole three hours. I miss the days when *NSYNC played a major part in award shows -- either hosting or performing. They always made it more entertaining and lively. Sure Lance and Joey were there with their lady movie star, but it wasn't the same. Nothing's the same anymore. :-\
I thought the Lifehouse dude was interesting though. They're always talking about them at the Dax Files and I finally got to see them perform. The lead singer has very different speaking and singing voice. It's like they don't belong to the same person. Weird.
I downloaded a few songs from the Moulin Rouge soundtrack and I love them! Nicole Kidman and Ewan McGregor have amazing, powerful voices. Ewan has one of those gorgeous voices that you fall in love with after hearing it the first time. If you haven't heard it yet, download their songs "Come What May" and "Elephant Love Song Medley". The first song is a beautiful ballad and the second one is very entertaining. :-)
Nothing new with me. I'm so burnt out from school this semester, it's not funny. My eyes seems to have gotten worse from all the late night studying. Guess I'll be needing new glasses again soon. :-(
Catch ya later!
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- pics -- A, 00:36:28 10/14/01 Sun
pics
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- Teen People- Start Track-2 -- A, 00:38:36 10/14/01 Sun
- On The Line pics (info on the soundtrack too!) -- A, 20:18:29 10/15/01 Mon
- New pics -- A, 20:22:40 10/15/01 Mon
- tiny pics of justy with stars and a never before seen Justin kid pic *hopes it works, lol* -- a, 20:29:33 10/15/01 Mon
- pics -- A, 20:36:30 10/15/01 Mon
- \pics and junk -- A, 20:38:21 10/15/01 Mon
- OTL -- A, 20:42:20 10/15/01 Mon
- OOHHH
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- wade sis-concert etc -- a, 18:03:59 10/17/01 Wed
- pics -- A, 18:07:33 10/17/01 Wed
- Tina Landon and more -- a, 21:53:21 10/17/01 Wed
- pics -- a, 22:52:56 10/22/01 Mon
- *smirks* Justin and those other guys
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- Ding-dong, anyone home? -- A, 22:41:18 10/26/01 Fri
Me dork.
This morning when we got to water therepy we found that we had no heprin(sp) since I doubt ya know what it is the basic thing is that if there is nothing running through the needle the blood can clot around the needle(and stuff inside) and make it not work. But if you put heprin in that stops that. So we had to leave WT. We picked up the baby and had him for awhile. Then Betsy and Brian stopped here for dinner and as they were leaving I was changing out one of my IV meds and found that the pump was off, confused I checked my pain med pump..it to was off. We racked our brains trying to figure out when the heck it happens and traced it back to WT. So it was off for 7 hours, i knew I was feeling really bad but I thought it was the flu my fam has. I am still waiting for it to "catch up" so I still not feeling well and have some withdrawls still.
Dad and I went to see Janie tonight. she seems to be doing ok. They said tomarrow will be the hardest day withdrawl wise. She is stil "ignoreing" (aka denying) some of her probs so as much as I hope this will change things I am doubtful. She is just lying up a storm. Told dad and i that she was not drinking vodca when she was taking pills...whatever! She is luck to be alive. She was supposed to take 4 pills a day. In the stash she told my dad about he did the math, by the date of the bottel and counting the pills and such and said it should have been taken 4 a day..she has been taking 15! Plus more, I know, plus the vodca. She will be there for 7-10 days and then goes into a 30 day 9-5 monday-sat group type thing i guess. Everytime I would mention anything about me she would tighten all up and get annoyed. Even if this doesn't help her it is helping mom, so she can have a break. As ya know it is a constent fight with her.
We had a good time with Betsy and Brian. They listend to me and everything. Since Brian quit his job he is much more relaxd and a joy to be around, so that was nice. They got a really good deal on a 2 bedroom apartment. Since the house they are in now is the church parsonige(sp) and the new pastors will live there. They got a GREAT great deal!!! and that was there first pick for what they wanted.
Ok, me shall go now see ya guys later...and POST =)
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-- Askee, 17:43:58 10/25/01 Thu
well all be that sister of my mine, lol
I havn't realy mentioned stuff that has been happening with her and her pain meds, she is taking like a 5 day supply in 2 days! Now see when I was on pain meds they doc and insuracnce would not give me anymore then the dircetions said "take one every day for 30 days" if i take too many and try to order more they don't let ya cause they say you not supposed to be done yet. I couldnt figure how she kept getting them so soon and mom told me that she has like 3 docs she bounces around to getting the med. Then if she doesn't have them she has withdrawls. Last night she told mom she doesn't like what the pain meds do to her so she wants to get off and try to deal with the pain in other ways. She told my mom today "I can't put you through me going through withdawls and I can't do it to myself so I am checking myself into a De-tox(sp) place. That way they can give her stuff to lessen the withdrawls. i am still iffy if this is all for show or whatever, I find it hard to beilive that with the pain she says she has she is gonna go off but ma said to think nicely, lol.
My dad had his confrence call today. They didn't come right out and say that had a job for him, they wanted to know what would be willing to work/with/under if we are willing to move yadda yadda so we said yes so they said ok we have to talk to come people and then we will get back to you.
((hugs)) love you guys and miss ya lots!
Anna
PS Kim i got the pics back and will do my very very very best to have it out to you SOOOONNN Wait until you see the one of me in that horse costume, I will have to scan the cute ones so silver can see too.
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- UWS -- A, 22:19:55 10/22/01 Mon
United We Stand
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hmph -- A, 21:14:20 10/23/01 Tue
my stupid stupid arm! I miss you guys all so much but it KILLS to type, even doing this takes a long time and hurts a lot. Plus mom asked me not to type *pouts*
SOme thing..
Kimmy about the pics not showing up, I can't fix, sometimes they work sometimes they don't sometimes ya can refresh and works, or come back later Sometimes if ya rightclick on the X go to properties and copy and paste the addy. I used to post the pics and if any were broke I would fix or edit them out, but now I am lazy *exp with my arm now* so me sorry if they no work.
Thanks for the internet place for Digel, silver found that one too, lol, I ordered it so we cross our fingers that it comes. I ordered some from another place and havn't heard from them and my emails to them get sent back, grrr so hopefully this order will come through, he is almost out so he is useing stuff that doesn't work too well and saving the digel he has for really bad times.
I have to see the denitsit tomarrow NO NO NO I hate scraping the teeth and all they do, yuck yuck.
I think i mentioned below my dad has a phone interview on thrursday as well so we are looking forward to that.
ok arm really sore so I shall go now
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- found it -- j-skee, 19:44:28 10/23/01 Tue
After some searching on the part of clove her mom helped her find the medicine you are looking for. Here is the web address http://www.medichest.com/digel.html . Hope this helps
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- silly ? and leaving -- A, 00:11:47 10/19/01 Fri
Hello,
first my "silly" question, lol my dad takes this antacid called Digel, he has to has to has to have it and for some reason the stores out here can't get them in stock and he is on his last box. I have looked online but found nothing, now the "silly" part, if you guys happen to be shopping (NO special trips) just if you are there if you could check and see if they have any? they are like with the Tums and pepcid AC. There is a yellow box, a blue box, and liqued, we want the blue box, here is a tiny pic of it
Mom, Janie and I are going to Betsy's for the night tomarrow so i no be here, course even if i was here I wouldn't be on cause of my hand, lol but yeah
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- Definition of hotnesss -- A, 23:30:59 10/17/01 Wed
This had to have a post of it's own!
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- blah -- Askee, 17:46:23 10/17/01 Wed
Hello!
I thought I posted something about this alredy but I guess I wrote it somewhere else cause I don't see it here..
Remeber like a year ago when I was having those awful pains in my elbow and to my hand and how it would tingle and such and I couldn't type and wasnt supposed to use it and if ya hit the elbow its ent sharp pains down my arm..blah blah Well while I was back east I was so tired one of the nights that I guess I laid on my hand/arm wrong and since I was so tired I didn't move at all. When I woke up it was asleep but it does that a lot with your legs and such. Well, it didn't go awqy like it normal does, for a normal peson, it was just the tingle part and no pain, but i jinkxed myself by saying "It doesn't hurt" casue now it hurts, soo I may nlt be on IM, I still may post pics and stuff but as far as typing it is hard. To do pics I can just use the mouse. Me sorry, I will come on for little chats though, cause I miss you guys
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- Trip Post -- Askee, 23:12:44 10/13/01 Sat
Ok, since there are so many stories and things that happend on the trip and such that I want to tell ya about(if ya wanna hear) but it takes forever to type and then I get tired and end up skipping things. So I figured this would be my "Trip post" and as I get time and rest and tell ya about some of the stuff in the replies. When I get the pics I will post them too (for like a day just so you can see them and then take them off) Hope that is ok with you guys!
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- Yeesh -- Askee, 02:25:28 10/15/01 Mon
The saga continues, lol
As the people that knew I was leaving know I was passwording files and taking down bookmarks to places like this cause J was staying here and would be on my puter. So i got rid of most things. Only thing I didn't do was empty the trash can in my emai cause there are so many eamils in it it takes 15 years to DL.
Well yesterday I woke up and went downstairs and heard my mom say to me dad, softly "She is awake, lets tell her" I instinly said "What did I do??" and they said you did nothing. Just someone you love violated you, at this point I am like freaking wondering what is wrong, lol, I guess she snooped around, oh wait excuse me "I thought they email was to me on accident and didn't realize it until the very end" which is a joke cause I say who I am writing to. So she read some "email" (the "" are another story) that I sent to silver saying how I hated Janie. #1-if I do say "hate" I almost always say I hate her, but not really i am just mad or something. When they told me this I said there was no emails left where she could see them. I just went through the emails and such trying to find this email or post or whatever the heck she "found" and I sure as heck can't find it. I am wondering if she made it up. She called all mad and upset and stuff to Betsy and my mom and they both said "Well that is what happens when you read something that is not for you" which of course made her mad cause her intentions were to make them upset with me. So mom and dad said that i can refuse to let her use my puter, i will no longer get her work email forwards, if she can't pay for internet that is her prob.
Now she has finished all her pain pills WAY to fast, and mixing them with achocal. Doc on'y give ya a month supply and then you have to wait cause if ya take them right you have enough to last. So now she is in withdrawls, it is a mes and we are worried she may kill herself. When my mom said not to mix the meds and drnking cuase you could die she said "Oh well" so on goes the saga, but I not letting it get to me, I don't really care too much that she read it, i am mad and angry that she snopped and stuff but oh wells, lol. ok bed now since it is 1:15 am, hehe
((hugs)) loves you all muchos
Miss you Kimmy and amy and silver =) who no see in long time
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Me is home... -- Askee, 21:31:23 10/12/01 Fri
Hello folks!
I just got in a few mins ago and figured I would let you know that I made it safely home. I will give more detials when I am alive again. I really crashed yesterday, I was so sick, once we got to Sylvia's from Kim my blood pressure was really low and I slept most of the day other then when they woke me up to make sure i was still breathing =) and I threw up this morning and feel eally yucky yuck yucky.
I am already having trouble with my email..they have all seemed to poofed, well the old ones. Then it said there was 79 but nothing was showing up, so I closed it and started again and now there are only 50..hmmm wierd, I need to know if this email came and now I dunno, blah, oh well, tomarrow will work on that.
(((hugs)))
Miss everyone!
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- Kim and Anners? -- C-Skee, 18:51:07 10/09/01 Tue
Ummmm, I thought we were doing something tonight, but no one seems to be calling me:-) I sure hope everyone is all right. I can't get Kim to answer her cell phone and I left two messages at her apartment. Who knows! Those girls just forgot all about me! Grrr! Ha ha! No Chocolate cheesecake for them then! Well, I am going to go. Am I rude to try to invite myself to breakfast tomorrow? After all, I did get off just to spend the day with you kids!!! Let me know! LOve you all!
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- Hellos -- Askee, 18:33:42 10/08/01 Mon
Hello Miss Silver~
We miss you lots and lots and wish that you were here with us!!! I took video of Kim's house and some of Amy's cats for you so I will dub a tape for you when I get home.
Kim is craving chocolate but doesn't have any so she is walking around looking for something. I am having trouble typing on her keyboard, the spaceing of the keys is diffrent then mine. She is still whining about not finding any munchies but doesn't wanna go get anything, silly girl
I went shopping with terry today while kim worked and mom slept. Tomarrow while Kim is working Mom and terry and me are going to do the Sky Line Drive, I think it is kinda like our 27 mile drive in Santa Cruz and go to the Frontier Frouniter museum. On wensday we are gonna have breakfast with kim, terry, me, mommy and Kim's mommy so that will be fun.
I got to meet kim's mommy and she is the NICEST lady I LOVE her!! I took pics of her so you will be able to see her.
I met Josh *gag* Kimmy can do WWWWWWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY better "he is cute"-kim *sticks out tounge* oh yes and when Catherine(sp) introe me it was "Anna this is my boyfriend Josh" I tried not to laugh at that. That was the first time Kim has heard that. I also saw Casey, my first thought was "he looks like dax" I think it was the nose and face shape. I would agree with Kimmy and say he isnt the cutest but he isn't that bad.
*insert kim screaming* "THIS SUCKS"..still looking for food
Did you se nsync on Anada today?!?!?! We got part of it cause the news cut in, but ours is on a diffrent ch then hers.
I sent you a postcard, I hopes you got it. well i think that is all I got to say.
Pray for my cousin she is having pains in her tummy and they said she was ok but started having pains again so they took some blood and some things that shoulnd't be high are so they aren't sure what is going on.
Ok, I shall go now cause we should free up the phone line and kim just said "You are writing a novel" while still roaming the kitchen for what she wants
(((hugs)))
love ya!
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- hello -- j-skee, 20:15:49 10/07/01 Sun
I just thought you would like to know that Anna got here okay and that clove was very surprised. She had no clue at all. Anna says hello, but we are headed to bed. Unfortunatly I have to go to work tomorrow morning. We love and miss you.
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- A day of mourning for Savage Garden fans -- Silver, 14:31:04 10/05/01 Fri
It's official...
They've has broken up.
Excuse me while I wipe the tears away... *sniff sniff*
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W A A A A A H H H H H!!!!
Okay, got that out of my system. Thank you.
Well, what is there to say except that I knew it was coming. But to find out all of a sudden is such a shock. Even Savage Garden didn't know the news was going to break so soon. Darren did an interview the other day and casually mentioned it, expecting it to be printed in a few weeks, but nope, the journalist he talked to was trigger happy and sent it worldwide immediately.
And here we are. Savage Garden-less.
*sniff sniff*
Darren sent a mesage to the Savage Garden board and revealed that Daniel actually left the band before Affirmation was released. But he toured and did his thing for the fans. And I'm glad. Especially for that special night at the Fillmore where we were soooo close. Now the memory is even more special.
*sigh*
I think I shall go listen to their CD again. Haven't heard it in so long...
Farewell, Savage Garden.
--Mary :_(
"When hopes and dreams are far away,
And you feel like you can't face the day,
Let me be the one you call,
If you jump, I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart,
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash,
Then crash and burn,
You're not alone."
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- Checkin in -- Silver, 19:11:23 09/30/01 Sun
Hope you feeling better soon A-Skee! It's tough having to share a mother, especially when you're sick. Guess that's a bit like how Janie feels when your mom is always with you, but she's more "grown up" so to speak and should behave better. Tell your mom you miss her (unless you don't, lol) and ask that she spends a little more time with you. :-)
What wacky weather we're having here. Less than a week ago, we had thunderstorms and today we've had the best day that we never had for summer. What's up with that? Guess Indian summer has arrived. Thankfully the sun is setting soon so it'll get a little cooler.
It's so easy to forget the tragedy that occurred a few weeks ago. And that's scary. In a way I don't want to forget the seriousness of it all, but at the same time I do. Does that make sense? It's like I don't care if they catch that bin Laden anymore. Stop talking about him. I don't want to hear his name or see his picture anymore. I don't want to be reminded. I want to leave the horror of it all behind. But then that's rude, that's mean, that's selfish and thoughtless. I can't even imagine what the families who lost loved ones are going through and I don't want to imagine it. It's scary, ya know? So many lives lost, just like that. *shiver*
Okay, gotta go now. Hope your team keeps winning J!
Love,
Silver
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- sick sick sick -- Askee, 16:06:25 09/30/01 Sun
My goodness! This skee had a BAD night and almost had to go to the ER. Arund 9 I started feeling little yucky and by 9:30 I felt my room and went down with my dad sinec I was feeling wierd and didnt want to be alone, by 10 I had thrown up 5 times and my throat was killing me so much since I had nothing left in my tummy. Then I had a tummy achse as well and headache etc My dad called mom after the 3rd time so she came over to check me out and after 5 mins she said "well, I have to go b/c Janie was having a fit that i came over" ohh that made me mad cause I have given up my mother, no joke. only time I see her is for WT, docs, and the 45mins she takes to make dinner. So needless to say i on bed rest (under my order) cause I havea busy week coming up and I cant be sick..got water, baby and other things
si byebyebye
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- hello -- j-skee, 22:01:46 09/29/01 Sat
I am alive I promise. I thought you guys might like to see a glimps of me. UVA had a home game today and of course I was there. UVA beat Duke so I am a happy camper. They played a pretty good game, but of course there are some things they could use some work on.
On friday at work I had a customer give me $20 even though I refused it. See he came in on thursday and I was talking to him for a little while. He had not been out of the house in a long time becuase he has congenitive heart failure. So he said he felt like he was out of prison. He was nice and I told him I would take care of some pants that he had that he didnt fit into anymore because he lost so much weight. I think he appreciated the fact that I had a converstion with him, that was not only about clothing. But anyway yesterday he came by to return the pants and of course I took care of it for him. He went to look for some stuff and I guess he overheard me say that I had 0 dollars and I needed to get gas. Well he said he wanted to show me something, I thought he needed help. Than he tried to hand me the $20. Of course I refused. So after I wouldnt take it he dropped it on the floor and said oh no I lost $20. About a half hour later he came back and bought some stuff and said if you find that 20 you let me know. So that was awesome. So I got gas with it. I'm sure that God will bless him in some way for what he did for me.
So I guess I can say that I have had a fairly decent couple of days. I hope that everyone else is doing okay. I love and miss you guys. Talk to you soon.
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- pics and ? -- A, 18:58:44 09/24/01 Mon
First off, how come it used to show lots of posts before achiving and now it has like 3 posts and that all you can see on the main pages? It is annoying me. Is it a board choice or can I edit my prefences somehwere?
Anywho, this is my pic post. If the no show me sorry, just try the things I mentioned otherwise, bummers
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- Re: pics and ? -- A, 19:03:09 09/24/01 Mon
- teen peeps cover, Bop -- A, 20:10:41 09/24/01 Mon
- On The Line pics -- A, 21:38:02 09/25/01 Tue
- inside of the new teen people -- A, 22:57:58 09/25/01 Tue
- wow -- A, 23:03:46 09/25/01 Tue
- pics..hope they work, so far all my pics arn't showing up, ah oh well -- A, 23:05:00 09/25/01 Tue
- old school, TP inside -- A, 22:27:37 09/28/01 Fri
- try to fix broken from above -- A, 22:34:40 09/28/01 Fri
- Gone.. -- A, 22:38:11 09/26/01 Wed
Howdy folks!
Ohh I saw the Gone video today! It is very very cool. Only one tiny complaint It has the guy girl story line, but the only guy and girl is Justin and his girls. Granted it is kinda funky with 5 love stories going on, lol, but oh well. The black and white was a great touch, the whole video was just wonderful, me thinks it is one of my favs! And I never ever thougt I would say this..JC+facialhair(in this video)=hot hot H-O-T ohh they all looked INCREDIBLE oh man, lol
I have doc at stanford tomarrow and thing at church at night so I prob won't be on until late if at all.
My computer went wacko today, it was driving me insane! I got all but one thing fixed, grrr.
Oh! Good news! Our cobra insurance thingy went through so I have all my drugs and stuff now! Yay!
(((hugs))) love ya all lots
Anna
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- geesh -- A, 22:16:26 09/25/01 Tue
lol, that man can just not stay away. Michael Jordan is returning to the NBA playing for the Wizards. He is giving his whole first season earning to the victums of the WTC, pretty cool.
My dad heard that the total $$ donated all together (so far) is a half a billlion!!!!!!!!!!! the OK bombing got 10million and some hurricane got like 15 and those were the record until now.
Off the topic but I was so cfused what Brits new song was about "I am a slave 4 U" I thought it was about a guy but it is about dancing, lol.
I am waiting to see the Gone video to premier..at least I think it is today..lol
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- opps -- Askee, 21:31:06 09/25/01 Tue
i dont even remember if I even told you guys that I was trying a new doctor today. We decided to try a internest to get a fresh new look at what I gots. He said he could not safely take over my case and if he did he would not be able to give my the treatment that I need b/c they don't deal with the drugs I am on they are "lupus" drugs and so mostly only Rhumy's know all that. So I guess we are back to them. He wants us to see these docs at UCSF but the drive is so far and if I was ever put in the hospital..YUCK they hospialt is soooo gross. We may try a doc whose partner was my first lupus doc 7 years ago..we are hoping they forgot about us, lol. So that was my lovely day *sigh* so frusterating BUT at least he didn't tell me I was crazy *grin*
Ok, just thought I would share that. oh, one more thing we need big prayer..
We are cobraing our insurance from my dads work, well they are taking forever to get our check through and informed us "we take our time, and no one can make us work faster" soo we are having to pay for our meds and docs until they put the check through..my pain stuff is not cheap and if we need any extra or something like that before the check goes through we will have to pay for it..so hopefully when it is time for more med that the check will be through *hopes hard* nothing ever easy, thats for sure
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- Insomniac TV -- Silver, 03:36:26 09/25/01 Tue
You can NOT believe the things they show on TV in the wee hours of the morning.
I am sitting here watching a show called, "Who Wants to Be A Princess?" shown by what other network than sleezy FOX.
LOL.
I'm not sure who's more pathetic, the Prince or the ladies participating. LOL, the Prince is an economist and journalist! How romantic?! LOL! Okay, the dude is from Rome. Ooh, they're about to bring him out. The suspense!
Okay, he's no Prince Charming, but not a Beast either. He seems to be the typical, chauvanistic charmer. You've just gotta wonder why he's staging something like this to get a date? He selects the girl by putting a $40,000 necklace on her. I wonder if she feels cheap? LOL, the girl is taller than him! I can't believe there are such things. Haven't FOX learned from their last mistake, "Who Wants to Marry a Millionaire?" Of course, that brought them more publicity. At least for this show, they didn't say "marry", it's just a date and we'll "see" how that goes.
This is just the Dating Game on a grander scale. The host is really good though. He's very quick on his feet, witty, and very humorous. Never seen or heard of him before but they should hire him for the Emmy's or something. I'm sure he'll get bigger jobs after this show. But who watches something like this in the wee hours if they don't have a quiz tomorrow? Not executive producers of Emmy's, that's for sure. At least FOX didn't air this during primetime. It would have gotten a lot of criticism, no doubt.
Entertainment over. Boooooo. It was cheap entertainment, but entertainment nevertheless. It was like watching, the making of a princess.
We had thunder and lightening and rain today. It was awesome. The first week of fall and the rain gods are already hard at work. Earlier, the electricity went off suddenly, then there was a flash of lightening, and then the electricity came back on, and then the LOUDEST BOOM crashed over my head. Oh my gawd, I thought a bomb exploded right outside. I was SPOOKED. Lightening and thunder from a distance is cool, but when it's right above you, that's a completely different story. But it went away and everything seems calm outside again. I'm so glad we had rain though, since we haven't had any for a very long time.
Too bad most of the rain is acidic to some extent. Did you know how badly polluted our air is? We treat our sky like a garbage dump, literally. We can't see it, but it's there and we're breathing it in everyday and we're not doing anything to stop it. Crazy stuff.
Okay, final review of material for quiz and I'm off. Night!
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- Woohoo! -- Silver, 00:08:25 09/21/01 Fri
It's so great to hear from all of you! It may sound silly, but it's a comfort to me at times like this to have constant contact with my buddies, cuz I feel safe knowing that they're safe too. :-)
J-Skee, so glad your mom is back home! I'd spend all my time with my mom too if she'd been gone for a while, especially during this tragic time. Remember to hug and say "I love you" to all your loved ones everyday. I also sympathize with your problem of cleanliness with your roommate. I guess it's not possible to just clean your stuff and wait for it to get dirty enough for her to notice so she would clean it up. If you've been doing it for so long, it might have become a habit for her to just assume that you'll clean it up and not bother with it. Try to talk to her about it if you can. You seem to be having a lot of problems with her so when you said you thought about moving back home with your mom, I actually cheered and said, "Go for it!" I think you'll be so much happier at home and not have to deal with the mind games that your roommate seems to be dishing out all the time.
A-skee, I know you'll be walking and dancing around town again soon so keep up the good work! I'm so happy to hear that your WT is going well. I wish the person helping with the WT would be more attentive to you though. That's just wrong. Hmph. But at least you're taking charge of it yourself.
C-Skee, so good to hear from you again! Don't be a stranger, kay? Some people don't change even when the world changes around them and sometimes it's good, and sometimes it's bad. In this case it's bad because they obviously haven't learned the meaning of kindness even if it's just everyday small things in life. I hope you receive kinder callers in the future. :-)
The speech was nerve-wrecking today but I got through it somehow. One down, six more to go. Eeek!
For our next assigment, we have to choose a charity and try to persuade our imaginary company to donate money to that charity. Can you think of any charity that isn't too well known but is well known enough that general people would know about? Like the Red Cross is out of the question because that's too well known. Also all the charities that are involved with the WTC are too well known too and might be picked by another person to present and I don't want to do the same thing as others do. So if you have any idea, let me know!
Love and hugs,
Silver
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- hi.. -- A, 18:58:19 09/21/01 Fri
I not here for long cause my nurse is coming to change my needle.
Clove ya should have taken pics of the kitty! They sound very very cute. You in a new house now? I know awhile back ya were talking about buying one, that happen? I way out of the loopy loop. Cool that ya helped Jlove's mama
Jlove, I forgot to say this in my last post. i kinda agree with Silver that you need to talk to roomie about the cleaning, that is not fair to you. As silver said, is there stuff of hers that you are cleaning? If so, ya should stop! lol I think back with mom might be a good thing, ya got enough stress. I am sure it is nice to have the freendom of being on your own but it might be a nice break.
About the pics, as I said below sometimes the work and sometimes they don't. I used to try to edit them all out if they didn't show up but it got to taking to much engry, so now I am lazy and leave them workingless. If they show a red X can do the cut and paste thing and they will show up, sorrys.
I want lance's doggy man! He is so adorbale. AJ from bsb has two of those doggies. Glad the speech went ok. I drawing a blank on a charity, other then CFTC j/k i guess Habitat(sp) for humanity would be too popular hmmm *thinking* no think of another one..
I walked in the water for 45 mins today!! Yippie! And the lady is finally doing her job with me yippie! and I got more arm exercise yippie!
Ok, that is all from me, I think, hehe
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- Just one other quick note -- C-Skee, 17:29:50 09/21/01 Fri
I am working on painting a bunch of rooms in my house- this is funny- bare w/ me. Well, I am working on the bathroom this afternoon. I painted the walls a bright blue like about 1 1/2 months ago. I had bought some light blue to sponge paint over it and just now got around to doing it today. Well, the kittens decided to help me! Sissy ( I DID NOT NAME THAT CAT) has a blue nose and a blue tail and Sebastian has blue whiskers and blue polka dots on his jet black fur! Those sillies! They look histerical (sp?). They were having so much fun running around in there I just couldn't kick them out!!! He he:-) Gotta love cats!
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- no subject -- Askee, 17:03:24 09/20/01 Thu
Hello!!
Askee got new glasses today!! Yippie! Well, technically I didn't, I used the same frames and just got new lens. My other ones were SO scratched and messed up, they were really bad. They look new cause there are no scratches. Ya never realize how bad they lens are until you get new ones, lol. everything is all clear and sharp, pretty nifty.
Clove it was nice to see you. I think of you often and miss you hehe I guess me venting about my silly probs are just as bad as the people that want their minor things fixed.
Silver, that Java class sound like loads and loads of fun, lol good luck on your speech. And I am not upset anymore, I just have to have a nice vent and then I am good to go until the next prob, lol, then I start all over again
My pool therpy is going very well! For awhile i was very frusterated cause I was making NO progress and I was like "man! I am NEVER gonna walk" but now that I have made it three times in a row I am seeing progress which is motavating me even more now. My meds are working well with it also, it hurts before, during, and after but the pain doesn't get worse, just stays the same. Where as w/o the trail drug my pain would go through the roof if I treid to do all this WT and such. I have asked my therepy person for more things to do since she doesn't bother to talk to me and give me new things. I am walking better on land too, askee very excited.
Well we have a thing at church tonight so I won't be on again. From the looks of it only person that may be on would be Jskee, lol, I tried to come on last night but my intenet would not connect, it was driving me nuts.
(((((hugs))))) I love all of you lots and lots and miss you very much so.
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- Pics -- Pic chick, 23:55:35 09/09/01 Sun
Pics
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- Outtakes from the TUMH shoot **there is another life story mag thingy out so all these old new pics are showing up** -- A, 23:57:54 09/09/01 Sun
- : Pics -- A, 23:58:55 09/09/01 Sun
- Pics -- A, 00:00:08 09/10/01 Mon
- **Hope it is ok with you guys that I post pics..I know some people are miffed that peeps are posting pics when such serious stuff is happening. but i also think we need to have a little breal from all of it, so yeah, hope this ok** I dunno know where these pics are from. I think they might be from Bop -- A, 20:40:33 09/12/01 Wed
- celebe shots and other -- A, 20:43:37 09/12/01 Wed
- Pics -- A, 23:38:49 09/19/01 Wed
- argh the pics before may not work, I dunno what the deal is. If the right click ont he X doesn't work, then me sorry, lol, gotta stop cations I hate when peeps are like ohh awww and I can't see the pic, grr, i try not o post broke pics but sometimes the will work and then they don't Pics>> -- A, 23:06:42 09/20/01 Thu
- MJ-nice justy-lance-wade -- A, 23:17:03 09/20/01 Thu
- from Beaches hotel in the Turks & Caicos Island. -- A, 23:23:47 09/20/01 Thu
- I know I keep saying I won;t say this again but this will be the last time, Instead of editing ut the post getting rid of the pics that don't show I am just gonna leave them, sorry but eaier for me, and they may work for you, so yeah, sorry *last time, me promise* -- A, 23:25:33 09/20/01 Thu
- wow -- j-skee, 17:27:01 09/20/01 Thu
Okay I will be the sunshine in the group and tell all of you to hang in there that everything is going to be alright. Im sorry that I have not been on in a couple of days. Since mom got back on monday I have been kinda spending some time with her because I missed her so much when she was gone. But now I am trying to catch up a little bit.
I am feeling pretty good. We are all trying to hang in there as best we can. We are still unsure of Nicks status. In case I didnt tell you he is Naval reserve. My sister is a little worried that he is going to called called to duty. Granted he will probably not go over seas but the thought that he could be sent to another part of the US is kind of upsetting. Because she know she has to stay where she is and work. So I will inform you guys of what is going on as we here some news about Nick.
Not much else is going on around here. Catherine frustrates me on a daily basis. I still dont understand what she is thinking and what her motivations are. The apartment is always a mess and I am the one and only one who cleans it up. I am not kidding whne I say that she has probably not cleaned this place up in 3 or 4 months. Im not saying it has stayed dirty that long but I clean up every day and do big clean up once a week. That is not fair to me. I know I don't live her for that much but she still should clean up her mess. I am thinking of going back home with my mommy but I am not sure. We shall see after the new year.
Okay that is it for me for right now. I love you guys a lot.
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- I could stand a break too! -- C-Skee, 14:06:20 09/20/01 Thu
Hey ladies! Anners I am with you!!! I need a break from everything and everyone! People make me so mad! At least my frustrating people are not my family, but people in my
job. People make the biggest deal out of their stupid, stupid cars when other people have such major things to deal with in this country. People are more impatient and
rude this week than any other week I have worked at State
Farm. I don't know what is wrong with people. I think that people are just uptight about things in general, but you still want to shake them and say, "YOUR PROBLEMS MEAN NOTHING!!!" I did have one lady today who apologized for caring about getting her car fixed. SHe is the first one this week. Whatever. I just need a break! We have a long weekend planned for next weekend! I can't wait! Anyway, I will talk to you guys later. Thanks for letting me vent!
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- Checkin' in -- Silver, 01:16:10 09/20/01 Thu
How's everyone doing? I've got a speech tomorrow and I haven't gotten a chance to write it yet! Agghh! I'm terrified.
I also have a quiz tomorrow for Java. I can't believe I'm taking that class. When I first signed up for it, I was placed on the waiting list and I just wanted to have that space just in case I couldn't take anything else. The likelihood at that time of me taking that class was slim to zero because 1) it was a really hard teacher; 2) it was a really early morning class; and 3) the subject is really hard. But then I started going to class and although I was really intimidated, I realized I really needed to take that class, not because I didn't have enough units, but because I really needed a class from my concentration and that was the only class that I got into after trying to add into so many other classes from my concentration (major). Also, because I plan to go into the computer field after I graduate, it's very important to know Java because it's one of the main things you have to know to do anything. So I gritted my teeth and decided I'm staying, for better or for worse. It's the most rigorous class I've ever taken because he gives quizzes almost every week so you really can't lag behind and cram at teh last minute. That was the purpose of the quizzes I guess. He goes through a chapter a week! Crazy.
Well, that's my rant for today. Hang in there, Anna, try to keep your sanity. You've been through all that before. Whenever you start to get annoyed, just start singing your favorite song at the moment or go do some puzzles to get your mind off of it. It doesn't make the wrongs right, but concentrating on them won't do any good. Force yourself to smile even though you feeling like throwing rocks. You automatically feel better as a natural reflex. :-)
J-Skee, where are you? Haven't heard from you in a few days. Hope you're doing alright. Same goes for you, C-Skee!
Love and hugs,
Silver
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- hmm -- A, 17:39:33 09/18/01 Tue
Askee is running away today. Anyone else wanna come? lol I am seriously thinking about talking my parents into letting me go stay at a hotel for a night (day-night-day) I just need alone time really really bad. They will never let me do it though so i most likely won't even ask, lol.
Silly things to be annoyed with but ugh, mom and J are driving me nuts. My mom can not handle anyone getting to hear new news before she does. So we driving down the raod and J calls on the cell and I am talking asking how the doc went "Give me the phone!" I will hang on she is telling me what happend "I said give ME the phone NOW I will now what happend before you will" and she does this all the time and it just drives me nuts, as I said, silly I know. I don't want janie to go through what I went through but why does she get what she needs so easy? Docs belive her RIGHT away. the doc that called me a drug addict when I wanted to take one extra pill just gave her a huge perscription of pain med, put her on disablity until the end of the year. So she just gets to sit at home and be paid to do nothing. Another thing that pisses me off is the fact she even got disablity. Rhonda's husband had a very serious accident at work and totally messed up his back, he can hardly move, when he walks it is like a 1/2 inch at a time, no joke, and he can NOT get disbality yet someone like Janie who is very capable of working gets the money?? He has a wife and kid and can't go back to work and they keep telling him he cna work AARRGGHHHH Like I said, I don't want her to go though what I had tom, but why doees she get off so easy all the time, she is always bailed out of everything. I am still mad that she searched my stuff for the stupid punchs.
*sigh* sorry, I needed to vent. I am not on IM cause I am going, but I wanted to vent =) Thanks, lol
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- upset -- j-skee, 20:08:29 09/14/01 Fri
Okay this whole thing is way beyond upsetting. I just dont know how much more of this I can handle. I can tell you that I have gotten so upset and depressed by this whole thing. I am also angry at that IGNORANT Americans that think it is okay to attack and slander Arab Americans because they are lumping them all in the same group. As a Christian and an American it makes me sick that at our worst time in American history and the loss of so many lives we are trying ourselves to harm them. We should show our love and support for those of all nationalities that make up this wonderful counrty. I work with a hand full of people that are Arabic in decent. There is someone frome Isreal, Iran, and even a girl from Afghanistan. These people are americans and love this counrty very much. Some of them even left those countries because of the way that people are treated. The one girl from Afghanistan left because she had some family member killed. It is just so upsetting that this whole thing happened but on top of it we are lashing out at others.
Okay enough of that. I just wanted to let you ladies know that we are all doing okay over here on the east coast. I have been working a lot and have a couple of more days to work before I get another day off. I am really tired and hurting all over, that is why I am going to bed right now. I LOVE you guys so very much. I will talk to you later.
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- me.. -- A, 15:31:44 09/16/01 Sun
Yikes!
I just got back from church a little bit ago and we found out that one of our pastors and his family went to DC on vacation. They were on the white house lawn when the plane crashed into the Pentagon, ya know they one that was headed to the white house but circled back to the Pentagon cause the knew Bush wasn’t there (well that is what I think) but that is freaky!!!!!! I guess they are supposed to be back today or tomarrow, but wowie oh freaky. He has like 4 kids under the age of 10 that were with them I am sure they were petrified, I was and I wasn’t even there!
Anyhow, I am not feeling too well and can’t stay awake but I wanted to say hi, post this joke I saw and post the nasty Justin pics (well only one is nasty, the bloody cover) for Jlove.
Love ya guys mucho! I may come on later on, evening/night
Anna
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- Stuff.. -- Askee, 20:13:07 09/15/01 Sat
Hello,
Firstly the trip to the cabin is cancelled. The reason for the trip was to do repair work on the cabin, they would pay our way there and pay for the work. My dad thought the work had to be done before the snow but in talking to my uncle today he found out that is not the case so we are gonna do it next summer. if we did it now my dad would have to back out of things he commoted to and mom and I would have to learn FAST to change my port needle so it worked out.
The justin thing, the half naked pics don't bother me nearly has much as the cover that was just absurd and very dumb =)
I am about to attack...my sibbling (wouldn't it be bad if one day she got the addy to this board and comes here all the time to see what I say, haha) I was out all day with dad today and she called "You have my scrapbook stuff! I know you took them" janie, I took MINE a long time ago and I took the ones with my name on them, remeber when we went through and labled whose was whose. "Well, yeah, but I got new ones and they aren't here to you took them" I did not touch them "fine, bye" I get home to find out that she came over here and proceeded to go through all my scrapbook stuff AND my movies saying how I stole this and that. I was like mom why did you let her do that?? "I went up with her and she didn't take anything" A few days ago J brought a page she had done and said "I know you wrote your name on this paper saying you wanted it but you hadn't used it yet so I took it*grin*" gosh she pisses me off. She has a fat cow over how I am not gonna scan every pic for her of my dad and fam (old pics) yet today she did like 10 pages...dis she scan the pics? Nooooooo of coure not. UGH so yes, had to vent. I just can't believe she went through my stuff, I am just as annoyed with mom for letting her. Well, gotta finish scanning her pics and she had told me 5 times "i want ALL of the real ones back" then she gave them to dad to give to me "You make sure I get ALL the real ones back" she also went through my pics going "Oh I want these too and this" AHHHHHHHHh make her go away. I know I should be lovin on her after this bomb thing but UGH
Silver I agree with all you said. I have had to turn off the TV it is scarying me and such and yeah the simple things in life seem so important, I almost feel bad for posting my vent about J cause it is kinda petty, hehe
Well gotta run, I may try to come on IM in a bit
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- Take a deep breath... -- Silver, 00:06:24 09/15/01 Sat
and SCREAM!!
Gotta let it all out, man. It's all too much.
From the start, from seeing the plane crash into the tower the first time, I've been glued to the TV whenever I'm home. Half of me is hoping for some miracle, and the other half is afraid of another disaster.
My sister just turned off the TV and said, "Enough. No more. We need to stop. Or it'll drive us crazy." They're basically saying the same thing over and over, but I just feel like I *have* to watch, to stay connected, to be a part of this surreal situation. She's right though. Enough is enough.
My eyes watered many, many times while watching the news but the one that really hit home for me was when they showed England's Guards play our national anthem. The tears just spilled in an outburst of emotion. The music, the gesture, the moment -- it was so touching. And in my subconscience, I knew this was real. All too real.
And I think that was why I let myself cry that moment. Before then, I was still in disbelief. I'm not sure whether it was because I couldn't, or wouldn't, accept it. But I'm forced to face it now and it's hard.
Life seems so normal on this side of the coast, in my city, in my neighborhood. If I didn't watch TV, read the news, I might not have noticed the difference. The streets do seem a little quieter, but is that my imagination? The shoulders of the people I meet seem a little heavier, but is it really different from any other days?
I feel ridiculous about thinking about my homework assignments, worrying about tests and quizzes, seeing my teacher about a question I have -- they all seem so trivial, but yet, it's the trivial things, the everyday things, that is keeping me going, keeping me sane.
I am hurt, I am grieved, but I WILL NOT let the terrorists take away my sense of humor, my smiles, my laughter, my love, my life. And I hope you won't let them either.
May we all hold hands with Hope, achieve Peace in prayers, and sleep every night with Serenity.
I love you all very much. *HUGS*
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- Another day -- Silver, 15:44:44 09/12/01 Wed
I'm at school right now waiting for my next class to begin. Appearance-wise, today seems like any other day. The teachers lectured, the students took note, and then they went on to their next class. The only difference is intangible -- the subdued atmosphere and feelings that you can only sense. There was a TV set up at the student center so people could watch the news during their break and there was a large crowd gathering around there. In the hallway, you pass people sharing their stories and thoughts about yesterday's tragedy. Can you believe it was only yesterday? In one fell swoop, we lost so many lives. It's just incredible. Now we hear FBI storming different parts of the East cost looking for the perpetrators. Don't make a scene, fellas. You'll only excite the rest of the nation. Sure we want something to be done, but if it's going to result in nothing, it's only going to aggitate us even more. Doesn't take much to do that now.
I'll probably be glued to the TV set once I get home again. It's horrifying but riveting. Hope to see some of you online later again. See ya!
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- Unprecedented horror -- Silver, 01:28:36 09/12/01 Wed
I'm thankful all of you and your loved ones are safe. I hope we will remain so for the days, weeks, months, years to come. There are no suitable words in the dictionary to describe what happened to our nation today. I don't think we've experienced the full ramifications of the "cowardly acts" yet but I pray our nation will have the strength, courage, and presence of mind to come together and support each other in any and every way possible. Irrational acts and blind hatred have no place in our thoughts and hearts at such a critical moment and I hope we will be safe from those harboring these evils. The numbers of lives lost are great, but the lives affected are greater. "This is not just an American phenomenon; it is a worldwide phenonmenon," a news anchor recently stated.
God bless our country and the world.
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- Wow... -- Askee, 17:02:46 09/11/01 Tue
First off I am glad you over there are safe. I was a tad worried, but not to too much cause you a little ways away but I still thought of you.
This is very very frighting. Janie called us at 6 to tell us. I flipped out, lol, dunno why, I am just very scared of terroists type things and worry they are gonna bomb some where I am but mama calmed me down, lol. Interesting thing is i was all upet about nto going yesterday..well obviously the flight and trip (for terry) was cancelled. I am still upset b/c I really wasn't upset over THAT trip it is just the sickness and this was just, as they say, the straw the broke anna's back. My parents are being wonderful and telling me that it is ok to be a little depressed right now, that i deserve to have these times. ugh, what am I whining about when all these people are dying and died, sorry.
We heard on the radio today that I guess one of the guys that works at the local radio station(one we listening to) has a daughter that works in the towers but..she was running late for work..had she been ontime she prob would have been dead.
Well, I know Silver got the day off today. i am sure you guys are getting the same thing, everything is shut down. Malls, tourist stuff, of course all Goverment office. SF is the only city for school stopping. Which is kinda odd since NY kept school going. But that was cause otherwise al these kids are out on the street and who knows where the parents are.
This is just so shocking, that someone could do this, it is flabercasting(sp) to me.
Prayers with ALL of them invloed. So sad man
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- hello -- j-skee, 13:09:22 09/11/01 Tue
I just thought I would post a message letting everyone know that we are okay here in good old C-ville VA. Although I have to admit that this is one of the most tragic things that I can say this country will have to live through, at least in our life time. This is like a decleration of war. I hope that you guys are doing okay. Lets remember to keep the victims and their families in our prayers the next couple of days. I love and miss you guys so much.
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- this SUCKS -- A, 18:13:44 09/10/01 Mon
Askee very unhappy. I had a nice wondeful offer to go to DC/Maryland/hope see kim with my nurse so that someone would be ther to chnage my needle and such. Tix as free and such cayuse someone had to back out but stupid things like I can't walk a lot amd meds is making so I can't. i am so sick of sick I feel all so trpped. I was having trouble being happy before and this has just made everything suck. I know it may no sound like much to be upset over but it is just annoying. I would been staying with sylvia and such and it would have been great for me and my family but nope, can't have anything fun happen. I won't be on tonight, sorry.
Love you all
Anna
PS sorry if I gave wrong info of the Anada show, so far here I havn't seen the boys yet.
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- Nsync @ Michael Jackson’s Concert in NY -- A, 23:49:36 09/09/01 Sun
MJ Concert **airs novemeber**
TOmarro sept 10 fox 5pm (for me) Anada Lewis show!!!
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- VMA Pics -- Pics chick, 17:53:10 09/07/01 Fri
Video Music Award 2001
Our boys rocked!
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- VMA's -- A, 01:36:41 09/07/01 Fri
Hello!
I decided to stop by after I watched the VMA's Well, watched most, half the time it was on mute =)
First off, why the heck was Kevin (bsb) wearing a darn skirt again? He needs to stop wearing his wife?s clothes. AJ is 64 days sober Yay for him!! (sure ya wanted to know that) but really I am happy for him, i admire quite a few things about the whole thing, the fact he did it, the fact he was honest, and the he admitted to himself he needed help, anywho, off that. I will say something I have never have said or even thought before...Howie was HOT!! He got his hair cut really short and he had a sleeveless shirt on, and ya know me and my arms. ok, dunno why I wrote all of that about BSB, I think cause they are rerunning the show right now and they were on first.
The host, of what I listened, was better then the past few years as far as being mean and nasty, there were jokes but they weren't so mean and vengeful. They were something that person that was being made fun of is laughing and not glaring.
Another funny moment was right before U2 preformed. Carson got up and gave this whole spiel about them and they did this huge video clip thing of all the videos and they cut over to the stage and lift up the curtain and nothing..then we were quickly cut to commercial. After the commercial they performed but right before they sang Bono said ?MTV forgot to pay their electric bill? turned out all the amps and guitars stuff wasn?t plugged in.//maybe ya had to see it for it to be humors
..just remember that I am typing this half asleep, drugged and it is very late and should be in bed.
I thought Nsync?s performance was really cute. It was like a life size comic book. They turn this big wall around and it would be a comic page and then one f the guys would step out of the cartoon. The performed Pop, I thought they would have done a mix of Pop and Gone. Then they show the etch-a-sketch that said ?King of pop? **I know Kimmy seen this but I know(think) Silver hasn?t** and started drawing a outline and I thought ?nooo? ?No way? and sure enough they screen on the etch-a-sketch dropped down and there was none other then Michael Jackson! They did a little dance thing why Justin beat boxed and JC and Chris backed up the beat box, lol Their clothes weren?t to bad. Other then JC suit looked like my grandfathers suit. For the last half they took some coats off and stuff and then they all looked really good. Justin?s mom was there, she had cornrows, lol. I didn?t see Bobbie, and there was some dude next to J?s mom, he looked too young to be J?s stepdad. Wade was also sitting with them. I thought they would take him when they won for dance video. They brought him up at the nest getting and gave him hjis props(since he danced for Joey)
Brit?s performance was rather odd. It didn?t really have a theme. It looked a lot like one she has done before, were it was all those weird peeps in blonde wigs and it was all rocky and weirded out. I like last years performance (the oh so talked out one) better
Ahh, too long and gotta to bed!
Love ya alls!
A
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- Me.. -- A, 21:29:17 09/06/01 Thu
Ahhhhhh what a awful night (last night) and Day for Askee man.
Last night I spiked a pretty high little temp and a MASSIVE MASSIVE headache. Infact, rght after I posted my post last night I crawled my little self in to bed and went night night.
Dragged myself out the door at 8 oh wiat before I dragged I was inside throwing up, then we dragged. Then on the way there, almost to the place to have thie camera shoved down my throat and I got the hiccups and when I get them I get them BAD and sound like I am dying and they only way they stop is to ear peanut butter which of course ya can't eat before a operation. My dad went up to get a wheel chair and told the lady that workd there about my hiccups and asked if I could have alittle peanut butter, well he said she was all snotty and said "you have to ask the nurse" so he waited a mons that then said ":well, can I talk to the nurse?" "NO! She is not availvle!" so lcky for me they went away, which normally doesn't happen. Anyways I was miserable in the waiting room, fever(in wihci I feel like i am on fire) jjooints hurting, head pounding, nervous for this thing. Even the nurse was like "you look like you feel awful. When my parents came back to the waiting room another lasy wa all "Is your daughter ok? She looked so awful, we(her hubby went in to operation right before me) felt so bad for her. All went well other then the doc. I can not stand that man (the one said my throat was spasms cause of stress and to see a shrink. Well they said to make the IV slow cause it was a small vien cause that was all Ihad Dr-"Why are we using a IV? Don't you have a port??" yes :Why aren't we using it?"*snotty voice* cause we dont want to use it
"Well, why not?" b/c 1, I have two things going in that have to stay going in 24/7 2, this is my second one and I do not plan on ruining this one *huffs and puffs and walks away/
They didn't find anything in my throat. It did say my tummy isn't digest the foor and the food is siiting there and not doing what it is supposed to do, if ya know what I mean ;) but I go so i don't see the prob.
My fever has gone down but i still feel awaful so I prob won't be o.
Kimmy I am glad ya told Casey. What made you mad? Just that he said ok and then left? DOn't worry too much about hurting him, ya gotta do what is right for you, not saying that is easy I TOTALLY understand, plus it is better that you did it now before he got any more attached and would end up being hurt even more.
((((hugs))))) Love you all!
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- men you just cant figure them out -- j-skee, 17:10:46 09/06/01 Thu
Okay so "the" question happened about 20 minutes ago. Casey came by here after work and as he was leaving he asked, "So are what dating or what?" I told him, "Do you want me to tell you the truth or lie?" Of course he wanted the truth and I said I like hanging out with you but I don't have feeling for you. Well he just left and was like okay. He seemed upset by it. I was like are you okay with this and he was like "okay". His reaction didnt just annoy me a little bit it darn right pissed me off. I'm trying not to let anything make me angry so right now I keep trying to tell myself this is not my issue it is his. I was honest and I don't know what else to do. I know he was probably hurt because he liked me and I know what he is feeling if he really did like me. That might just end our little "relationship". Oh well if he doesnt want to still hang out as friends than that is his issue not mine.
Well that is it for right now. I will probably be on later tongith. I love and miss you guys so much.
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- =( -- A, 20:13:09 09/05/01 Wed
Hey guys
I won't be on tonight, I feel really cruddy and have a massive headache. I may not be tomarrow either. at 9am I am having a camera shoved down my throat, lool, so it will depend how groggy I am when I get home
((((hugs))))
Silver I hope school went well, today and yesterday,whnever it started
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- Dumb de dumb dumb -- A, 23:57:10 09/04/01 Tue
I have been amusing myself at this dumb siteNo, I am not calling the site dumb, it i a site that has dumb laws, facts, dumb crimes etc Sorry if I am pestering ya'll with it. The last one took a lot of board length so I will stick these in a reply
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- Pics -- Pics, 23:07:31 09/01/01 Sat
Pics
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- my life -- j-skee, 21:31:48 09/02/01 Sun
Ya know what ladies I have determined that life is not that bad. But I also realized that life IS complicated but we make it through anyway. Some how we manage to perserver. I guess I just know that I am happy as who I am and what I am. I know that no matter what everything is going to be okay. I am going to be okay. I think I came to an interesting conclusion this evening, that my whole obsessesion with guys and being single and them liking me is just stupid. I think I can say that I am happy being single, its really not that big of a deal. Casey was here this evening, I didnt talk to him but I think that my body language and attitude kinda let him know where I stand right now with the two of us. But ya know what I think that as of right now I am going to keep things on the down low and I'm no longer going to get down on myself for not being with someone. I gave up on guys a long time ago (which is what everyone told me to do and than love would fall into my lap) but what I am now doing is giving up on my obsession with wanting someone right now. The right one is going to happen sooner or later. Now ladies you need to show me this post any time that I seem to be getting down on myself about the whole male situation in my life. I want you to remind me of what I said in this post.
I talked to my friend Erin tonight on the phone and she asked me a good question when I was telling her that I just dont have those feelings for Casey. She asked me do you ever see yourself having feelings for him? I told her I dont think so, but I am not 100% sure. I mean there has to be a little something there if I want to continue to spend some kind of time with him. But like I have told you before there just seem to be some differences between the two of us that bother me. Of course the biggest one is the difference in our religous beliefs. I really do think it would be ideal for me to be with someone who feels that same way I do about God and Christ. Another thing that kinda bothers me is the fact that we are on two different emotional playing feilds (if that makes any sense). I tend to be more sensitive about things especially things in my past and he just can not seem to understand that I have some issues in my life that are hard for me to deal with. Okay that sounded like he was down right cruel and insenstive. He does understand that I have issues that are hard to deal with. He just has a different approach to dealing with it. I guess it is kinda the whole idea of get over it and move on with your life. He just says he tends to be happy all the time and things dont bother him. Its so hard to put into words what I am talking about. I dont want to make him out to be insenstive because I dont think he is, but I also dont think he has that sensitivity to my emotional distresses that I need in a guy. I think in some ways that might have something to do with the fact that he is only 19 years old. Thank goodness my mother asked him how old he was this evening because I thought he was 20. I think what I need to do is stay away from the young boys for right now. Didnt I say like a few weeks ago that I wasnt going to date anyone under the age of 20. He is awful young. I know that I was all gung ho about the whole Josh thing and he is only 18 but ya know something I learned my lesson with that one. I think when they are that young age does matter. What I need is a guy older than me for a change. Maybe I should take clove up on her offer to go to church with them sometime. As long as there is no work or football to get in the way. I was thinking ot myself the other night that I really do seriously need to go though. I really gotta get in touch with clove. We have been kinda playing phone tag the last couple of days. Every time I call she is not home and when she calls me back I am not home. I think i will give her a cal tomorrow. I sure do need my best buddy to talk to about everything.
Okay wow this has gotten a little bit to long. So i think that since I have talked your ears off I will end this post. I think I will be on for a little bit longer to maybe catch someone. But I feel like such a liar because I told Casey I wanted him to go ahead and go home after we finished some movie on tv so that I could go to bed because I was tired. Was that a bad thing to do? I hope not. I love you guys.
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- Dumb Laws -- A, 17:56:48 09/02/01 Sun
Hello!
I am about to walk out of the door but I wanted to post this first.
I have been looking at this website that lists dumb laws and decided to share some with you, hope ya don't mind, skip them if ya do =P
California
State
No vehicle without a driver may exceed 60 miles per hour
City
You are not permitted to wear cowboy boots unless you already own at least two cows
***LOL it is darn good that Lodi isn’t a big city (or have a big enough venue) in California or Nsync might have been in some trouble this past tour à*** It is illegal to own or sell "Silly String”
Virginia
State
There is a state law prohibiting "corrupt practices of bribery by any person other than candidates."
It is illegal to tickle women
City
Spitting on a sea gull is not tolerated
Florida
State
You may not fart in a public place after 6 P.M. on Thursdays.
City
A woman can be fined (only after death), for being electrocuted in a bathtub because of using self-beautification utensils.
Alabama
It is illegal to wear a fake moustache that causes laughter in church
Boogers may not be flicked into the wind
Arizona
A decree declares that anyone caught stealing soap must wash himself with it until it is all used up.
It is illegal for men and women over the age of 18 to have more than one missing tooth visible when smiling
Colorado
The dogcatcher must notify dogs of impounding by posting, for three consecutive days, a notice on a tree in the city park and along a public road running through said park.
Idaho
Illegal for a man to give his sweetheart a box of candy weighing less than fifty pounds
Illinois
It is illegal for anyone to give lighted cigars to dogs, cats, or any other domesticated animals.
It is against the law to make faces at dogs
Kansas
If two trains meet on the same track, neither shall proceed until the other has passed
Maryland
It's illegal to take a lion to the movies.
Minnesota
A person may not cross state lines with a duck atop his head.
You're not allowed to park your elephant on Main Street
Nebraska
If a child burps during church, his parent may be arrested
It is Illegal to go whale fishing hmm how many times ya seen whales in Nebraska? The nice flat state with no massive water ocean thingy ma bobs has tons and tons of whales, um yeah, lol
New Hampshire
If a person is caught raking the beaches, picking up litter, hauling away trash, building a bench for the park, or many other kind things without a permit, he/she may be fined $150 for ''maintaining the national forest without a permit''.
New Jersey
If you have been convicted of driving while intoxicated, you may never again apply for personalized license plate
New York
While riding in an elevator, one must talk to no one, and fold his hands while looking toward the door.
Citizens may not greet each other by "putting one's thumb to the nose and wiggling the fingers".
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It is illegal to get a fish drunk
Prohibits the installation and usage of slot machines in outhouses
It is illegal to buy or sell marijuana, but it is legal to smoke it on your own property.
In Pennsylvania Any motorist who sights a team of horses coming toward him must pull well off the road, cover his car with a blanket or canvas that blends with the countryside, and let the horses pass. If the horses appear skittish, the motorist must take his car apart, piece by piece, and hide it under the nearest bushes.
All fire hydrants must be checked one hour before all fires
Any marriage where either of the parties is an idiot or lunatic is null and void.
No horses are allowed into Fountain Inn unless they are wearing pants.
In Tennessee an ordinance forbids anyone to sing the song "It Ain't Goin' To Rain No More'."
It is illegal to drive without windshield wipers. You don't need a windshield, but you must have the wipers
A recently passed anticrime law requires criminals to give their victims 24 hours notice, either orally or in writing, and to explain the nature of the crime to be committed
No one may walk down the street carrying a paper bag containing a violin.
lol see ya guys
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- hmm -- A, 17:25:42 09/02/01 Sun
looking at airlines...Kimmy drives for 2 hours and she can hey here for around 320-350 bucks
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- uhhhhhhhhhh -- j-skee, 22:11:13 09/01/01 Sat
Okay ladies I am in a dilema and I need someone to talk to. We didnt go down the the beach we just ended up hanging out last night. We went to dinner and watched a movie over here. Than we went up to sky line drive and hung out and looked at the stars. Than he decided to find a jazz station and we danced out in the cold night. Granted that was very romantic. Which is cool with me. But the problem is that I think he likes me more than I like him. I like hanging out with him and doing things with him, but at this point I only like him as a friend. I dont have that "feeling" for him and I think he does for me. I dont want to give him any wrong impressions that is why I have done my best to avoid kissing him or doing anything to much. What should I do? I dont want to stop haning out with him but I dont want him to get the wrong idea. Isnt funny how I have wanted someone in my life for the longest time and when someone cool comes along I dont like them.
I went to the UVA game today and we only managed to win by one tinny little point. The team is not looking that good this year. But I guess it is what they call a rebuilding year since we have a new head coach. But boy am I horse. I at some points almost cant talk. Catherine says that I sound funny. I'm sure that I do since I was screaming. But what is funny is that I have done a lot more screaming at other games and concerts and have not had this kind of problem. Oh well maybe it was something about today.
Okay I think that it is about time to go since I dont have much else to say. I wish one of you was on so that I could talk to someone. But I guess I should go to bed since it is midnight. I love and miss you guys a lot. Talk to you soon.
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- no subject -- a, 19:48:45 08/31/01 Fri
hmph!
Anyone else not able to get on last night? I couldnt get on at Dax or Lauren's board either, very annoying.
I may not be on a lot tonight cause Terry, my nurse, just got back from her trip to Hawiaa(I ALWAYS spell that wrong) and is coming to do my needle change. I have been so lucky my needled lasted the whole time she was gone. They always say it is better to only have one person doing it. Plus, if someone else does it and deems it "easy" the company will forece terry to make us do it, and we aren't ready for that yet. She brough gifts too! Which she shouldn't have but I had a feeling she would, cause she is that way, we give each other stuff lots. We sent her a little care package for this trip and things like that.
Dad has had a few bites for some jobs. He sent his resume to the account and lawyers that he has worked with for years through this company and they have been sending them places for him.
btw, no more mail to the sandy lane addy, gots to switch to the davis one. Sucks, dad said I can't order packages since we really have no where to send them, lol, but I really want to buy this CD, grrr I may just do it 0=) and send it to the davis and hope they would leave it on the door step.
Hmm think that is all the exciting news from here. Oh! My baby starting to crawl!!! It is SOOOO cute he looks more like he is doing the worm then crawling, lol. I took some pics of him and Charlie(stuffed doggy) today so I will post them when I get them back.
Kimmy awhile ago you mentioned you saw some pics that I had never sent from the trip out here..well I found them so I will try to send them off to you soon.
ok, parents calling me so I gotta run but I will back when ia m done with them, unless the nurse is here, then after that, if I am not dead,lol
(((hugs))
Miss ya guys!
A
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- no got one -- A, 23:25:47 08/29/01 Wed
We have carpet!!!!!!!!! It is so nice and soft, very very nice. My mom has gone bannas over keeping it clean. We are waiting to see who makes the first stain. I voted for Ryan, lol
I have to go a see a dentsit guy tomarrow, to start on getting my perment teeth. I do NOT want to go, not cause I don't like the dentist. It is just that my teeth are a mess and he is gonna freak and there are so many things to go wrong and I have just had a bad day. Mom tried to make me happy by going out but it didn't really cheer me up. ugh, hate life, lol
Ahhh all our food chain stores except two(and they yucky) are prob going on strike!!!!! So is BART (the train thingy silver rode on to see you east coast skees) talk about traffic jams, oh man. Ya know they want to bring the 2012 Olymics(sp) here?? Do you know what traffic would be like??? My gosh!
well I gotta run, I should be on tomarrow evening
A
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