- confused life -- j-skee, 08:46:49 05/12/01 Sat
Yet again ladies I am having one of my mental break downs as I like to call them. I have to learn to not allow things to bother me so much. Well actually I need to start learning to not allow my emotions to get away from me. Well really I should just shut my emotions down completely. This is something I have tried to learn to do well so that I don't allow myself to get hurt by anyone. But what happens I allow myself to start liking somebody and I'm not even sure that they like me. I'm not even sure I want to find out weather or not he does. The way my luck has been since the beginning of my life he probably doesn't like me the way that I like him. My luck with men is not even 50/50, it doesnt even exsist. As you guys might already know I am very picky about guys and it takes an awful lot for me to like someone and than allow myself to like them. The reason I have become even more guarded about my feelings with age is because I HATE rejection, and it has happened with every single guy that I have ever liked. This is not an exsageration, this is fact. Not one guy I have ever liked has liked me back that same way and if he has it was only for like 5 seconds and than it was over. That is why I am trying my best to shut off my feelings for Josh so that I don't allow myself to be a fool and let myself down thinking "Oh boy maybe he will be the one to break the trend". I know this story line from me is probably starting to get a little boring but it is 10:40 in the morning on saturday and Catherine is not up yet to talk to and I have to be at work at one and I don't know if she will be up by the time I leave for work. I kinda hope so because I was hopefully going to get her to maybe at least see if she can squeeze some info from him.
Wowie you guys are both going to try and go to the concert. Thats awesome. I was hopeing that you guys would get the chance to go. You will have lots of fun, I'm almost sure of it.
I love and miss you guys a whole bunch. Thanks so much for letting me get all my emotions and feelings out. Its nice to know that I have friends like you guys who don't mind my insanity (aka depression). I love ya.
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- uhh -- A, 20:01:46 05/10/01 Thu
Hi, askee is dead, lol j/k obviously. Today Ryan's mommy (the real one, lol, not me) had to go see a doc for girl problems, lol so she didn't really want to bring him along, not really cause of what was done but the fact she has to drive to keep him out of trouble. PLus Kaiser takes FOEVER appoinment was at 3:30 and she didn't get home until like 6:15 and the office is only ten mins away, lol. But anyhow the kid is a ball of enegry and doesn't mind very well so mom and I had him and the baby and it was crazy crazy crazy and I am dead! I prob won't be on (yes, again) I may post some pics later.
I havn't got to watch the nsync on TRL yet. I heard the are preforming "pop" tomarrow. I won't watch todays thing until later casue I can't have this on and my VCR since I have so many things in one socket and one circuit. I really wanna go see the tour now that I have heard about it. I may go check some prices and such and see whats up. Course there is a certian Skee that has to come to so asking her would be the first step.
Ah, i leave so soon for our trip! So close yet so far from J and C waahhh, We have been having trouble with my bags and port so i am rather nervous. I wasn't as nervuos when I was told that I could see a nurse from my home health car compnay since they are all over the US..well..they don't have a office where we are. So if it falls out or something we will have to go to the ER and hope they will help us, I sure will.
My doc is driving me nuts! I need to go up on my pain med rate but we know he won't do that until he sees me. We did ask permission to bolice. I think I can stay on 4 if I can bolice cause normaly I am on at 4 an hour except like 3-4 times a day when I would blice and get some extra ommph. Who knows, i could even go lower then 4! They oked the bolice but it was more a slap in the face then help. every 2 hours I can have .25 POINT 25 is NOTHING!!!! There are all these curcumstabcs happening and I am worried he isn't gonna let me up. That will just suck if I can't go up, to know that there is something to make me not in awful pain and yet not being able to handle it. ugh, I so down, nothing ever can just right! I'm doing my best to keep my head above the water (LOL I just tpyed my best to keep my head above the party, lol yeesh)
Before I say anything else odd I shall go byebye tata
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- j-skee has news -- j-skee, 20:10:18 05/10/01 Thu
Guess what I did this evening? I did something JC has no courage to do. Yep thats right Kim got another tattoo. Its of a Celtic moon and it is on my lower back. Its awesome. Didnt hurt all that bad, but I was about ready to get up and hit Josh, I told you guys he is the next door neighbor. Catherine was with me too. She was being a lot nicer than he was. Guys really do have a way of making smart a** comments and the wrong time.
My mother framed two needle points that she did for me and they look so awesome. I wish you guys could see what they look like. I am totally stocked.
Okay thats it for me for right now. I'm still praying for ya every night Anna. I hope that your exams are going well silver, if you have even started yet? I love and miss you guys. Talk to you soon.
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- Soul Decision -- j-skee, 20:57:32 05/08/01 Tue
Well Amy, Catherine, Alicia and I went and saw Soul Decision tonight. They played at a local club here in C-ville. The show was great. We had a good time. They came out and signed augotgraphs after and we got some. It was so cool. I figured you guys would appreicate the fact that we went.
I will let you guys know that Catherine seems to be flirting a little less with Josh, which makes me feel a little better, but I still don't know weather or not he likes me. But I guess if I don't at least ask I may never know. I guess I'm just concerned that I will find out he doesnt like me and than that will upset me. An upset jlove is no good at all. But it wouldnt be the first time that yours truely has been rejected by a guy. I'm serious when I say pray for my sanity, because I'm not sure how much of it I actually have left.
I love and miss you guys very much. Oh also pray that I sleep better. That last week or so I have not been getting good sleep at all. Been spending the night tossing and turning not a good thing. I need to get some darn sleep. Good night.
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- Just have to back up what Kimmie was saying about the concert. It was GREAT! I was thinking that you guys would have been better prepared than we were w/ pics or something for them to sign! We didn't even remember cameras! But, we did kinda talk to them after they signed our autographs! That was cool! And, btw, his name is Dave! I thought so! (NT) -- C-Skee, 19:53:44 05/09/01 Wed
- I don't really know who SoulDecision is...I've only seen their name in news here and there. But that's so cool you got to meet them and get their autograph and everything. They sound like cool guys. :-) J-Skee, hope you're sleeping better now. Try doing some light exercise, like stretching, before bed. Also, taking about 5-10 really deep breaths helps calm you...inhale and exhale slowly, but as naturally as possible of course. (NT) -- Silver, 02:28:38 05/11/01 Fri
- oowwiiieee -- A-Skee, 20:38:41 05/08/01 Tue
argh!
Today was needle changing day. The past few times it has gone great, didn't hurt at all. I was expecting the same today. Boy was I wrong. Lets just say that JC would be dead. For some reaon this port hurt SOOOOO BADDDDD it was AWFUL It was a new pain then normaly happens with my port. It was like a sting burning sharp awful thing! i was crying and of course that just made Terry upset cause she doesn't want to hurt me. I am still extremyl sore. It took her a long time of digging and feeling and hurting to get it in. We tried numbing it with Lydicane(sp? numb med) but it is kinda old and it was in the car and it has been SOOO hot here so not sure how well it worked. We are going to order some more incase this happens again. She also stayed for dinner, lol. I am really sore and spacy so I prob won't be on IM cause it kinda hurts to type. I might post pics or something cause that doesn't take typing skills, sorry.
I read a little of what chris said about the tour and now I wanna go!! We shall see what happens.
J sent me this addy of a contest to win tix and meet the guys, here is the link go here I havn't gone there yet so I dunno what you have to do, lol
Love you guys all lots and lots!
Anna
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- #3 -- Pic Chick, 18:24:32 04/23/01 Mon
Picture Posting #3
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- Seventeen Mag! They are on the cover, not sure what month -- A, 18:30:14 04/23/01 Mon
- Fan pics from the set of lance and joey movie -- A, 18:42:41 04/23/01 Mon
- JC's House -- A, 19:40:09 04/23/01 Mon
- My baby and his brother! (big, sorry!) -- A, 20:39:01 04/23/01 Mon
- Fan Pic from IMAX Premier-Cool WP, i don;t normaly post them but this is cute-sorry only a few but i gotta go -- A, 22:56:35 04/25/01 Wed
- Joey on rollar coaster-Blockbuster-random quotes-Jc's and my house=CUTE CUTE pic of lancey-Big profile of Chris- -- A, 20:06:36 04/26/01 Thu
- J&B In People-Crazy boys-Old Lance-Fan pic from Snowed In and others- -- A, 19:52:11 04/27/01 Fri
- JC @ PG cd relase party for Wild Orchid(big)- People star tracks(cute)-Joey and Lance at the movie set, i think-With Will Smith-Justins back-up b-ball hoop-funny jumping pic, cute!-and more! -- A, 23:10:34 04/29/01 Sun
- Fan Pics -- A, 19:51:30 04/30/01 Mon
- On The L -- A, 19:56:05 04/30/01 Mon
- Justin and Lance- -- A, 18:40:24 05/01/01 Tue
- fan shots-concert-barbie-UNO-photocards- -- A, 19:28:10 05/03/01 Thu
- Yahoo acuction pisc from that chick who gets to take pics all the time (licky chick) some may be rerun -- A, 19:30:53 05/03/01 Thu
- my day, etc -- A-Skee, 17:32:12 05/07/01 Mon
First off, J-Skee I am glad you got your gift! We got it cause it did fit with how we met and have a friendship. We knew that was the right one when we saw it.
The past few days/weeks it seems that my bag/pump has been giving me WAY too much med and hardly any at all. So this is prob why I have been so sleepy is cause I am getting a huge dose. Also I will wake up at night and feel like I am going through withdrawls which is, we now know, cause I am not getting enough. Yesterday our bag had enough med to get me through tomarrow and it ran out this morning. So since we were on our way to Stanford we drove to Coram(home health care) and had to wait for them to get there (we had no other bag)then my presciption ran out, my doc is in Illions(sp) so they gave us a emergency bag, lol
The doc wasn't much better. I saw my doc today. It was frusterating as always. They down play every thing and they refuse to let me go up on Cellcept. We think it is working cause they lowerd it and it felt AWFUL but they say I am at the max I can go. Then the evil nurse was all "Who is your pain doc? I want to talk to them about when you are getting off that??" I said, I'm not, it works, this is the first thing in 6 years that has helped my pain. Plus my hip has been hurting and of course the resident person has to move it all around, and then the doc wants to too. I was crying it hurt so much. The evil nurse had a hissy fit that I was in my wheelchair.
We have to make sure this new thing we are doing to the pump/iv bag works since I am flying to VT next week. Mom is still having a hard time with her mom's death. Dad's mom is about to die. They are both down, for more reasons that that. Which I am too but diffrent reason them then.but such is life. I should be around, unless I start feeling worse,
Anna
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- bday gift -- j-skee, 16:10:43 05/07/01 Mon
I just wanted to let you ladies know that I got your bday present. It is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute. Thank you so much. It is sitting right above my puter so I can look at it all the time. Kind of a fitting present considering we all meet online. Love and miss you guys a whole bunch.
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- I Promise I am still in this world -- j-skee, 07:19:54 05/05/01 Sat
Okay so the last few days I have not been on at all. I feel so bad not coming on and visiting, but I have been a buisy bee. Well actually been hanging out an awful lot with Josh. My only problem is that I thought Catherine might like him too because of the way she was flirting with im. But I finally got the nerve to ask if she was at all interested in him and if so how much. She told me she wasnt and that I should go for it. But when we were out last night she was still cuddling up to him and flirting. So to me that kinda sends a mixed signal. So I wrote her a little note last night and left it on the door for her to find this morning when she left for JMUs graduation. Basically I said told her that our friendship is more important than any guy and if we are having issues both liking him than maybe we should both drop it and not ruin our friendship. But I also said that if she isnt interested how does she expect me to think when she flirts with him and I also said it could give him the wrong idea about the way she feels about him. So tell me if you think that was a smart idea or not. I don't do good with confrontation or asking peopel things that i think might make them upset, because than I get nervous as hell. I don't even know when I will get up the nerve to ask Josh weather he would even consider dating me or for that fact either one of us. I am such a nervous reck and I need some loving advice from my wonderful friends who I love and miss so much. Well it is 9:20 and I have to be at work by 9:45am. So I will maybe be on tonight to talk. But we might do something, don't know. I will try and drop by at least.
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- off -- A, 20:35:35 05/04/01 Fri
Hey guys just wanted to say I may not be on tonight cause I feel icky. I might be gone tomarrow too. I know I said Iwould be on all the time now but things happen that I can
t control! LOL believe me, I wish I could. Wish I could be here instead of laying on my bed staring at the tv screen but such is my life,, lol
love you all bunchs! Bye!
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- Try try again -- C-Skee, 20:06:02 05/02/01 Wed
First one is gavin at 5 months-
Others are at 7 months-
That's all folks! Let's hope it worked this time! If not, I give up!
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- I can ffflllllyyyyyy... -- A-Skee, 18:09:44 05/02/01 Wed
If I went outside I could fly.. We are having a HUGE wind storm here! It is crazyness! One of the vents on our roof and during the night the wind caught it and blew it off so Dad had to get up on the roof to try to do something to cover the whole cause all the cold air and dust (sandy here) I thought he was gonna blow off the roof. He said he was having trouble standing.Janie's roof is missing lots and lots of shingles. The fruit is blowing off the trees as are the leaves, branchs and anything else it can take. it is like 40 MPH, it is NUTS!!! Supposed to last through tomorrow. Everyones sinus are going crazy. Peeps pools are so dirty from the dirt trees and branchs and such.
Dad's doc visit went ok. I guess all the tests didnt show much of anything. She said she felt he was doing better. which is true, he hasn't thrown up in quite awhile and has made it to work and stayed all day for like 4 weeks now. She is going to work with our insurance so hepfully that can get settled and we don't have to add that to our troubles. She also is having him get ear plugs that are molded to your ear, like you have to go somewhere and pay for them to make them the shape of your ear. She said musciians wear them, like nsync. They dont let any sound in. Stinks, you can't buy just one, so we have to pay for two and we only need one!! Lol
I had my port needle changed last night. The past time she got it right in and it didn't hurt hardly at all. Last night she had trouble getting it in but for some nice reason it wasnt hurting. When I was doing my WT i lost all of my puffy/water weight stuff and this needle stuck out a little, I hadnt lost enough to go down a size so we stuck guaze under the needle so it stayed flush against me..welll not anymore, i have all my puffy back =( ah well, at least Iknow it will come off fast once I move around again. which should be soon! My toe is looking better everyday!
It looks like myself and mom are going to have a pop-wow (otherwise knwn has care confrence) with Dr Krane(pain) his nurse person(chris, she nice) and teri. Chris made the comment of "Well I think teri has a misconsepction of Anna's sicness" Terry is a very knowledgeable and is helping us be more assertive with my docs. Making them tell me what they think is wrong, what the think is gonna happenm, what our are golad etc. Hopefully it willgo well. It will be nice for Dr and chris to meet Terry (Just hope she doesn't step on toes, which I don't think she will) Cause we need to go up on my dose and they aren't liking that, see dr knows that the dumb doc (stimulator jerk guy) said he would ever give this drug to anyne so that made my doc kinda or what is the word, cautioes and kinda like "i'm I doing the right thing" but i need more med, I hurting again He is in japan right now! ugh
Ok, ramble ramble, sorry I am sure you wanted to know all that. My posts are too long..sorry
See ya'll!
Jskee your gift is gonna be alittle late, sorry!
A
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May I have your attention again please... -- From All of Us, 14:45:48 05/01/01 Tue
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, J-SKEE!!! WE LOVE YOU!!!
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- sad news -- j-skee, 17:50:41 04/29/01 Sun
I just thought that I would let everyone know that my Grandma Malikian passed away on friday night. So I have been having an interesting weekend. I didn't come on last night because Catherine, Josh and I went and rented some comedies to get me into a better mood. I love and miss you guys very much.
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- Why.. -- A-Skee, 18:50:40 04/30/01 Mon
Why can't my life be boering for once?? lol
I think I mentioed below how my bag was leaking (IV bag) well then teri came and double clammed it. We knew that we had just enough tomake it through thenight and through until the new bag got here..welll I got up tp gp potty and found the bag empty...bed was wet, bag was wet. Anof course this was right in the middle of rush hour, w/o traffic it takes like 45mins to a hour. SO we had to turn the bag down, figureing it would be better to have a less dose then not getting anything..boy oh boy did I notice not having enough, it was aawful!!! But Teri was almost to the compnay so she got it and we drove towards each other until we met (cell phones are nice) and she gave me a bunch extra. We thought the compay was gonna have a hissy fit cause we popped a bag, then lost 3 to leakage. With the drug being so controled they have to keep very very good records and tabs ont he med. but what happend was they had a new guy doing the bags and he stuck the clamp on but didn't clamp it. So just to make sure this time they stuck like 4 clamps on the thing! LOl
We had baby today, hadn't had him for awhile, he is soooo cute! Mom has him right now cause I am to hurting and tired to take car of him right now.
My dad's secrety person asked if I would scan and print some pics of hers. She went to the store and they wanted 6 bucks a peice. So dad brought some of the pics home and told me to scan two and he would do two on his puter. I tried to tell him how I can't size right and such. So i spent all this time cropping, taking out red-eye, touching them up and such and called dad up to see what size he wanted and he had a fit that two couldn't print on one page not to do it. I said, dad you can't, trust me I have had this for awhile and I use it all the tiem "You just restart it and I wil do it" he said just scan the two together then I said you can't croop and such "well so, you ar just too articst" I made them look good, even he couldnt beleive when I took the red eye out. So finally I just said "fine, go do it your way" "Well if that ishow you are gonna be..." blah on him! I am so tense and going insane that i can't handle things like him *sigh* I really wasn't gonna vent, lol, haha.
Nothing else to thrilling has happend..
Hope we all had a good monday!
((((hugs))))
A-Skee
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- Gavin pics- 2 months ago, but oh well -- C-Skee, 18:10:32 04/29/01 Sun
Gavin at 7 months!
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posting pics -- C-SKee, 18:09:52 04/18/01 Wed
Anyone wanna share again how to post pics? I am a dunce when it comes to that! I had a few pics I wanted to share with you guys...let me know!
Things here are good. No new kittens yet, but I like to play with them in her belly! If I rub her belly, they kick and kick! They are actually pretty playful already! It probably drives her nuts though! She just purrs and purrs though! Who knows! Silly kitty!
We move next week! I can't believe it! Soooooooooooo soon!
Anners- where in Vermont will you be? I may, just may be able to get a few days off. I could drive up to visit my dad and continue on up. Would you like that?!? I am not promising anything, but I would like to try. I have never been to vermont. Could be fun! An adventure if nothing else. I would have to bring my bum husband though:-) I don't think he would like being left again! ANd, if that fails, my sister will be living in Los ANgeles for the summer! So, maybe I could go out to visit her and we could drive up to see you guys! That would be pretty cool too! One way or another, I will see you!!!!!!!!!!! I will talk to everyone soon! We gotta arrange a time to all be on! I hate this never seeing each other stuff!!!
Love you guys!
Amy
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- me me me -- A, 21:06:15 04/28/01 Sat
Hello guys!
How ya all doing? I'm beat, I had some people come over and we scrapbooked together. My mom and dad took advantage of that and went to take a drive and see my grandman in the hospital and went out to lunch with my Aunt and Uncle. They weren't home yet and J was being a pill so I went over to Rhonda's. I had the lady that was here take me,
This Morning when I was moving beds so my mom could have the room I was in my mom noticed that my fanny pack thing that holds the IV bag and pump was wet and so was my blanket..so she opened it up and one of the things they can stick med into the bag had its clamp come off and it was going everywhere!!!! So I got on a new bag and went about my day and was at Rhonda when my mom called and said you have to come home cause the nurse wants to check your bag...luckly she did, the clamp on the new bag was still on but she clammed it with those sisscors clamps. Then before she left I looked at the bag and the clamp came off on that one too!!! So it was a lucky thing that she talked us into letting her come. But now she, the nurse, is worried about infection, cause since the bag was open and i was still getting the med that all the air and crap was coming into the bag and then going in me!! So we have to watch for infection *hopes hard I don't get one* My toe is getting better though!! MUCH better! makes me happy, maybe I can get back to water therepy now!!
Way off the topic but I found out something kinda interesting about O-Town. Ya know how awful they sounded on Miss Teen USA or miss usa whatever t was and they were AWFUL and got awful reviews and such. Well..I watched the new making of the band and at the start of the song all their in-ear stuff went dead..nthey could hear no muchis, none of the others, not even themsevles!! That made more ssense, when I watched it i knew they didnt sound that bad all the time, can't make it when ya sing like that, but that is what happend and I found it kinda intersting.
Dunno when/if I will be on. I know I said I would be on more and I will be it is just all this stuff keeps happening =(
Love ya all!
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- I am alive, I promise!!!!!!!!! -- j-skee, 21:11:45 04/25/01 Wed
Okay I have been so bad about coming on lately. Its just that I have been going to earlier than I used to because I have to be at work an hour earlier, so I want to get some sleep. I also wasnt on for a whole 10 days because I was on vacation in Atlanta. I had a good time. The first night there we went up to Nicks moms house and went on an 8 mile hike on saturday morning. Lets just say I was hurting at the end of that hike. Nicks mom gave us all an easter basket, which was really awesome of her. On sunday we went to Six Flags over Georgia. During the week we didnt do to much because they had to work. But they did take me to a restaurant called The Cheesecake factory. That was awesome. Than another night they took me to Dave and Busters its a restaurant that also has a place where there are games and stuff and you get tickets and can get prizes. Than on another night they took me to Stone Mountain. Its a mountain that has a big "picture" carved into the side. It was awesome. Than for easter weekend we went to my grandmothers. It was nice to spend Easter with a whole bunch of my family. Than I came home and had worked the last 8 days. Today was my day off. Than I have to work on thursday, friday and saturday. Its a long week.
I am so sorry that I missed your bday Anna. I was thinking about you all day tough. I have a gift for you and it will be sent as soon as I can get to the post office and get it mailed. Which might not be until my next day off which is next wed. I hope that you have not gotten it yet but I am sure it is something that you are going to want. I'm sorry to hear that your bday wasnt all that it should have been. I found out that I didnt have as much vacation time as I thought and that I woulndt get all the hours until a full calander year being back at work. So I might just have the chance to get a vacation after May. So I might just try and come and see you in July or August. We shall see how things work out. As soon as I find out more information on it I will let you know if it will be a posibility.
I can not believe that my own bday is next week. I am going to be 24 big years old. I feel like I am getting kinda old. I am close to being a quarter of a century. Now that is something impressive. My mom tells me I am not going to be getting my bday present until after my birthday. That it will not even be here by than. Oh well I guess I will just have to be patient and wait. I hate waiting. But it will probably be here before I know it.
Catherine and I have been hanging out with the guys that live next door. They are so nice. We just finished watching Little Nicky with one of the guys, his name is Josh, just so that you know his name, the other guy is Damien but he was at dance class. Josh is really sweet and cute, but darn he is only 18. Oh and he is in the Army. Isnt that such a shame. What is it with younger guys or military guys and me.
Okay now that I have given you a bried run down of my life in the last few weeks I am going to go and catch some zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzssss. I love and miss you guys so much more than you can imagine. I wish you were here with me. Again I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE you guys. Talk to you soon.
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- *sigh* -- A, 18:41:25 04/26/01 Thu
Yeesh..
I just got home from picking up our film and getting fresh strawberrys at the road side stand where they grow them and then sell them and they are sooooo good! Not like in a sotre where they have been processed and who knows how old they are..anywho back to what I was saying..so we got home and stuff and I turned on my moniter and bent down and turned on the twoer (which is under my desk) it was making a noise so I bent down and looked at it. I have not gotten used to being here and the fact that you can't stand up in my room..so when I saw the tower was fun I got up REALLY fast, stoof striaght up and hit my head SOOOOOOOOOO hard, it made the trailer shake, my mom had thought i fell down the staris or something cause it was so loud. I think I have a concussion(sp) now. I already had a wful headcahe and this made it ten times worse..hurt my neck/back since it got suished and the ain comes down into my face and such, lovely.
Last night when I got off after talking to J-Skee my chest starting hurting something awful, like it used too. So we called teri and she gave me a ton of extra med and got it under control. As of now we can only go to 4 mlsand no bolice we need to chnage that b/c that is the order from Novemebr and I have been here for awhile and it is time to go up..welllll my doc iss in Japan until sometimes next week so hopefully it wont do that again..i think it was the way I was sitting so I am trying a new postion tonight.
We got so many cute pics of my baby and my fam, i will have to scan some!
I dunno how long I will be here..depends on how long I can stay sitting up and such
((((hugs))))) love ya!
PS, J-skee..think of something you want for bday!! And no "I dunno get whatever" them not allowed! I say so so :P
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- News -- C-Skee, 18:53:34 04/25/01 Wed
Hey guys! First of all, we closed on the house today! YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So, we start moving tomorrow after work and then move most stuff on Friday and Saturday! The kittens are going tomorrow just to get them out of this house and into a warmer/cooler house depending on the weather outside. I about roasted them the other day and now I have a space heater in there! Go figure!
Secondly, Ms. Jlove called earlier to tell me that our school just about burned down last night! I read an article on it. The main building that is adjacent to the dorm we lived in our Sophomore year (I will refer to as BSA- Before Silver and Anners) caught on fire last night and is barely still standing. THe main part of the building is competely lost and 2 more buildings that are connected to that one are really badly damaged. It is really sad. They evacuated our dorm that we lived in! How weird is that?!?!
Thirdly, I don 't remember! LOL OH, one thing is no one ever told me how to post pics! At least, not that I saw! ANyone want to share. ANyway, I can't remember what else it was I wanted to say. Maybe I will remember later! I will talk to you kiddoes at a later date! Miss you alL!
Love you,
C-SKee
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- TOMARROW!!!!!!!! -- Moving-Skee, 18:19:38 04/24/01 Tue
Ok, i never see anyone on so I shall say my good news now.. I am moving! To Florida! I have always wanted to go visit and now I get to move there! How exciting huh?
Ok, well maybe not, one can wish, As some may know/remeber I have been pestering my dad to let my computer be moved over to the trailer so I could be on more but he kept saying no, no...no no no..until two days ago when he said YES!!!!! I thought I would have to take forever for the phone peeps to get here but they are coming tomarrow! I won't be here long tonight cause we gotta rearange my room for all my "toys" to fit so I gotta go help mom. Then i should be on tomorrow evening/night if all goes well!!
Love you all!
C-Skee your kittys are SOOOOO cute!!
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- Howdy de dowdy -- A, 18:23:19 04/23/01 Mon
hey guys! Just stopping in.
I am VERY tired and not feeling so hot.
Silver, I actually got the UNO cards on the 18th, lol, my mom was all "you got something from Silver" and i said "are you sure? She said it was gnna be late" lol I will have to scan some of the cards so you can see them, if you want.
Mom and I had to drive over by Castro Vally to pick up my IV Med, I was running out and they couldn't get it here until 4 (they normaly deliever) and we needed it before, so we went and got that. The My babies mom called adn asked if we would go with her to get the kids pics done at Sears. So we did that. I have some of the proof so I will scan them so ya can see him. The lady taking the pics was making me so annoyed. They would both be smiling and laughing and we are like take it take it "There is a wrinkle in the backdrp etc, drove me nuts..I got the baby to laugh in one of the pics. The mom has a pic of her on her tummy at his age, and has one of her 2 year old and wanted one of him. At first the lady was all "You can't stick him on his tummy..yadda yadda etc. The mom is deaf so that made it interesting, so i took over "Look, he can hold his head up, we can do this shot".."well, ok" but the one he is smling in is SO precious!! I love him!!!!
I have to go home soon cause the nurse is coming to change my needle, joy joy. Hopefully it will be easy today *hopes lots*
Betsy hubby is gone until wendsday/thursday so we *may* go down and stay with her so if I am not showing up that is why
Love ya guys lots, miss ya lots, I will be on more..
Hmm wonder if anyone here to share my good news with...
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- Ahhh -- A-Skee, 21:15:26 04/22/01 Sun
I have exciting news!! A-Skee happy! No one to share with..I don't wanna post what it is, i wanna tell ya! I give you a hint though..Something I have wanted for a long time...
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- Been awhile.. -- A-Skee, 16:59:03 04/20/01 Fri
Well, it hasn't been that long, but since I normaly post everyday it has been awhile.
My birthday turned out to not be great. One would think my body/lupus would let me have a semi-good day, but no such luck (as always) I got up aruond 11 and went to Raymond, he went up to his mom and said "Do you think you could call Anna and ask her to come and play?" So I said yeah, when I went I was havinga lot of pain in my stomach which eventualy lead to me leaving wo which mom said "No! Can't come yet I have tohang all this stuff up for you!!!" but I was way to sick to stay any longer. The stomach pain ony got worse and then added in some almost and throwing up. We tried lots and lots of things to make me go potty b uth they were NOT working. Soo we called Teri and she said if I han't gone by 11 that night that it would have to, um, be taken out (and that is all I am gonna say cause it s gross, lol) My mom made my fav dinner...couldn't eat. Fav cake..couldn't eat. So they stuck the dinner in the fridge and they had something else (we had the dinner last night) I couldn't eat or drink w/o throwing it right back up. So the pian sarted going away and some other stff had gone on so we decided to let me sleep and see what happend. When I woke up in the morning it was only hurting a little but the rest of me was AWFUL!!!!! My doc's decided to go down on one of my lupus meds and I think that it was working and that is why I am feeling awful so we are going back up on it. The dumb thing is a month ago they said "Oh we can go way up on your cellcept" and so we called saying we wanted tog o back on it and try going up and seeing what that did "She was on the highest possible dose" grrrr I am still really really sick. My nurse had to come to change my dressing and they first thing she said was "oh my gosh you are so pale and look like you are dieing" lol. She is a sweetie. I was very depressed on my bday, I cried all day, lol in real pain and emtional**ahh thundering, I may have to get off here** I wanted to feel good on my bday and have my dinner and cake and dad was gonna take me out to get my gifts but non of that happend -( Ok, good stuff now after all that stuff
Teri(nurse) brought me this cake that is to die for oh man. Kim would like.. It was a chocolate cake but then instead of frosting it has fudge!!!!! It is soooooo rich (I have that and the HUGE cake my mom got on accident and then cookies rhonda made(my fav) and I cant eat any of them!! Still cant. Havn't eatin in almost 3 days) I am getting a Precious Moments figure from my parents (I show ya later) that I have always wanted. I am also getting a CD burner!!! One of the ones that goes on the puter. I was thinking a normal one would be better but they more $$ and plus I can stick pics and stuff on the cd's this way. Janie is taking my to a IMAX movie!! Havn't seen Betsy to get her gift yet. I got the nsync UNO cards from someone too! (I love them!!) the case it comes in is soo cool!. It looks like a double CD set. Open the top part and there are the cards, and then the other one has a cd in it, single of IGBM i havn't listened to it yet.
other good thing. Dad has made it to work everyday for 3 weeks!!!!!
C-Skee, GREAT to hear from you. Sounds like fun to plau with the kittens that are still inside, cute! yay for moving soon! This is a house you are buying, right? how fun!. I am going to be around Burlington Vermont. That would be awesome if you came up, and yeah, you can drag pengiun killer with us *grin* We fly in on the 15th(tuesday) and leave the 19th(saturday), and the 17 is the service. Be fun to see you in the summer too, so you can see S-Skee!
Ok, i gonna go. I may not be on long due tot he weather, but dad said he thinks it is fine to be on, only done it once *prays..with my luck I will get hit, lol) But they are all on their puters still in his ofice, so I be ok. See ya guys! Love you mucho!
J-Skee when ya get a chacne let us know how everything went!! (I know you are a very busy lady)
(((hugs))))
Anna
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- Pic Page 2 -- Pic-Chick, 19:07:04 04/02/01 Mon
Ok, the other post was long. So I decided to start a new one. Aren't we excited?? (there are two new sets in the 1st post- april 2)
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- Nice Photo Shoot of Justin (in UK I think). -- A, 20:30:07 04/02/01 Mon
- From the movie premier -- Me, 17:59:56 04/03/01 Tue
- About time he made the cover of this issue *hopes this works since last time it didn't work* -- A, 18:11:14 04/03/01 Tue
- Night Night Time>> -- *yawn*, 18:42:53 04/03/01 Tue
- Pic no topic -- A, 19:04:04 04/03/01 Tue
- Chris on Mad TV -- A, 20:26:19 04/04/01 Wed
- Not sure what these are...clothes look like from the special top 40 video thingy -- A, 20:38:55 04/04/01 Wed
- Bunch of Chris, more from the movie premier and others..**may take long to DL, sorry** -- A, 20:41:14 04/04/01 Wed
- Close up of the movie premier **again I behind sorry if ya seen these other places, they be new to me** -- A, 19:08:54 04/09/01 Mon
- Glo Gear -- A, 21:21:55 04/09/01 Mon
- (teen people-cosmo girl stickers-lifebeat ad-Rio-too much merchindice- -- A, 21:48:21 04/09/01 Mon
- bush Gardens-Lance thinks it rains inside-chris and JC on radio- -- me de de, 20:19:56 04/10/01 Tue
- I know some of these were posted over on LB but I figured by the ime Jskee got over there they might be gone so I am gonn post them. Blockbuster pics -- A, 20:11:30 04/11/01 Wed
- Lance's black hair!!!! (screencap) -- A, 21:48:19 04/14/01 Sat
- Blockbuster-Young Joey-Fashion Police-Cool Concert-Fan Shots from the McD house-Action Pics(nice!!!)-Justin holding a pic of him when he baby -- A, 22:55:23 04/14/01 Sat
- Re: Pic Page 2 -- Who else?, 20:10:43 04/16/01 Mon
- Nice concert shots-Justin's eyes popping out-Chris being attacked by 98*-cutest JC and Bobbie(and other JC, they stuck togther, sorry the rest are nice too)-CUTE Lance holding a puppy- -- me de la me se, 21:13:44 04/16/01 Mon
- Bunch of older Nsync pics for auction -- mes, 21:24:07 04/16/01 Mon
- Cubs Game>> -- A, 20:02:38 04/17/01 Tue
- W/ Innurlude-Really cute fan pics from VMAs-Morefan shots-Lance and his fam(sooo cute!)-New Justin pics from J-14- -- A, 20:25:08 04/17/01 Tue
- Lance-Cubs Game-pics/article from Disney Adventure-CD Holder-JC movie?-Then and Now- -- A, 19:26:59 04/20/01 Fri
- Them and their Mama's, awww (well, kinda with them) -- A, 19:31:10 04/20/01 Fri
- Kid Choice Award pics and clip(maybe animated) of the guys getting slimed -- A, 21:50:55 04/22/01 Sun
- few radom shots and some cute M&Gs -- A, 21:57:11 04/22/01 Sun
- May I have your attention please... -- Silver, 19:07:22 04/18/01 Wed
Happy 21st Birthday, Anna!!
Woooohooo! Wow it's been a year since you got a phone call from Dax and a vist from the love's! Hope you had a grand time at IMAX. Tell us what you saw!
Welcome home J-Skee, we missed you! You too, C-skee! We need to hear more from you too!
Love ya lots,
Mary
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- Im home!!!! -- j-skee, 21:46:51 04/16/01 Mon
I am home and wanted to let you all know. I will come on tomorrow and update you on all that is going on. Love you guys a lot.
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- Life is such a joy..NOT hehe -- A-Skee, 18:02:00 04/09/01 Mon
Well at 6:15 est time my grandma died. It is bittersweet. She had altimerz(sp) and all that and didn't know who any of us were, well sometimes she knew my grandpa cause he was by her side everyday. Awhile back she had to move apart from him cause she was so far go e and the place they were at didn't have that high step of care. Theyt have been married for 65 years!! We know she is ina better place and dancing around and rememebring everything, lol. The service is in May, we wanted it to be far enough off that the plane tixs wouldn't be a fortue,(much cheaper if you have them 21 days in advance) my mom REALLY REALLY wants me to go, it is possible..Dad is the only thing stoppping it. The place that does my home nurseing for my port is nation wide, so if I needed something while I was out there I would just call the office there and they would hook me up. My mom really doesn't want to leave me. Granted Dad is close and home at night but he is so sick that it is hard to take care of me(we can magane) but she would fel better if she had me, plus if I come we are going to stay there for a little bit, where as if it just her she will only go for 2-3 days. Janie offered to take care of me..my mom was like um, yeah, that would make me feel so muuucchh better, but she is good/ I'm leanring how to do all my stuff with my port. I am gonna look for some tix while I am over here, so the stoppers are Dad and $$ but if the $$ turns out to not be a prob then aI think the dad would not be a prob. Wsh my uncle/aunt would let us have some of their frecunt flier miles again, lol. As wierd as it sound we are glad she died today and not tomorrow. Tomorrow is my Aunt's b-day, her first bday without her husband(died back awhile go if ya rmeber) and she is very down over that and then having your mom die on your b-day would be even worse (still bad that she died but ya know) She died very comfortable also.
On a brighter note, I got my ma to take me to Wal-Mart we had fun. I got one of the nsync barbies, the barbie one, then there is courtny and Theras(sp) I thought they were all the same but each comes with a diffrent song. So maybe someday I can get the other two. I want the uno game too, lol.
Ok, I may be around a little so I may catch some of you!
A
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- Me, talking, again -- A, 19:49:45 04/16/01 Mon
Howdy folks!
I hope you all had a wonderful easter! Mine wasn't grand but it was ok. We had someone pay for the meal, just pick it up at the store and heat it up, presto! Dinner! It was made to serve 8-10 people. B&B weren't here..mom was sick and tired from staying up with me all night. Janie was feeling like throwing up from her pain med and was mad that I wouldn't share my no-throwing-up pill since I only had 4. I nomaly take one of those at 6am when dad wakes me up, and then that is kinda controled through the day..well he slept in so that didn't happen..and boy I didn't how much that was helping..so I was sick all day and threw up that night. I thought thiswas over since it had been a week since I had thrown up =(
My toe is finally looking better! My dad said that I may not go try to get into the hospital pool. He said that is a waste of the insurance company's money and that we can't prove that my infection came from the pool ( I know it did) so, I am annoyed but what can I do? Nada, oh well. Teri won't be thrilled but oh wells.
We think my last pump I had was wacko and giving me too much and too little, cause wierd things happening. Now I have a new one and it seems to be working better. We got a tad scared last night when it looked like my bag was gonna run out in the middle of the night and we didn't have another bag, so we turned it down a little and that helped it last unil when the new bags got here. yay!
Ok, I am off to find my b-day present from my mom and dad, she wasn't sure where to get the precious moment she getting for me so she said what one she was awanting to get and if I can't find that one that I can pick out another one! yay!
Janie is taking me to a IMAX movie for my b-day. When we were back there I wanted to see the one at the Air and Space Musem (in DC) but they didn't so J was like, oh I will take you when we get home. I am trying to be able to see the nsync one but I can't find anything about it anywhere on imax.com or the theaters page. They had 3_D movis now along with the IMAX so that will be cool. Even if it isn't nsync it will still be fun!.
Ok byebyes!
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- heelllooo -- A-Skee, 20:59:06 04/14/01 Sat
See if I am still talking to myself *grin* j/k I know ya';; are busy and stuff. But I like posting, so yeah.
Just to add to the excitment, on Janie's way home from work last night she got in a car accident! Thankfully it was NOT her fault. Some dude was playing with his dog on his lap while driving, hit a car, which was too close to J so he ran into her. Lucjly she had a lot of space between her and the car infront of her. She also had anough room that she released her brake (this was at a stop light, the light had just turned red) so when he hit her she kinda rolled which helped lessen the impact. She has minor whiplash and her car, as far as we know only has a sratch. but when ma got in her accident it looked like the same thing, no biggie, but it was very messed up.
Yesterday I manged to kinda fall and made by hip hurt really bad again. It had been feeling a litle better and I was doing more walking and such and now I can't, I also hurt my shoulder side and leg when this happend.
Yesterday the nurse used a shorter needle since the one I was using was not flush against my skin so we thought it could be smaller. Well at 1 am it came out. So she came and stuck the longer needle in..but it was HARD to do for some reason and it hurt like heck and still does =(
My Toe is still really bad. They are going to do a culture so that maybe they can find out exactly what bactiera(sp) so they know what med to use. If that doesn't work I will be going on IV antibotics. Terui really does not want me back at that [pool. She wants us to find out if the hospital here (or some other place) has these pool things that is like a one person thing and each peron when done they really really clean it out and such. They use them for burn people. SO if we can get this I can go back to the WT even if my toe isnt better cause there are no ones cooties in it, lol
Janie is being a pain. She was in my room today so she could watch tv and lay down. I came over to get on here and she would not leave even though she was just going to goto sleep. My dad was SOOOOO mad! lol She dribing me nuts!!
I'm getting worried..I am not getting back my confirmation of the airplane tix *yikes*
Our church had a easter service tonight so there will be more room tomorrow, and so ya have the whle day with fam if you want. It was really nice and lots of people came! It was packed out. We were suprised we thought there wouldn't be much people.
I didn't tape but I saw the TRL @ your house thingy today. Lance has black hair!!!!! Joey's hair is blonde and brown, I really liked it!
Ok byebye!
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- blowing away -- A-Skee, 18:07:43 04/11/01 Wed
It is SOOOOOOOO windy! At this rate I don't need a airplane to get me to vermont, I just gonna ride thw wind. Normaly my dad brings me my dinner but he called and said "Can you come get it?" once I got outside I understood why he askeed, lo. But when I got out of the car I smashed my head on the door and now my head hecka hurts =(
Looks like we won some bloclbuster awards. JC drobbling on his chin again. I want my JC back *sigh* the hair I can kinda sorta not really deal with it..but that dribble on his chin UGH I would rather have a whole goatee oh wells I suppose I will live.
I will be gone May 15-19! Betsy is getting to come too!! Mom and I are very excited that we will be able to have her all to ourselfs, just me her and mom! Sounds great! We wanted to stay longer but Daddu didn't like that. And betsy has to leave there on Saturday and if we stayed longer she would have to fly by erself and knowing her she would get lost, lol, j/k
Janie's job is going great! Lots of Christians, even some guys! woowoo.
My toe is rather sore today. I keep hitting it which is not nice.
I had my baby today too! That was nice. he is kinda sick and fussy so he slept for quite awhile. My mom always brings him in and sticks him like 2 inshces above my sleeping face until I wake up (when I hear him) It is nice wake up call =)
Oks, me gonna go now! Love ya guys
I realize that no one is prob reading this since jskee is gone and cskee never here and I talked to silver, lol.
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- no me -- A, 18:13:58 04/06/01 Fri
Hey guys,
I am cold, J's heater needs help and me no feel well so I won't be on tonight. Not sure about this weekend, have to see what happens.
I went to the doc again this morning for my toe. He gave me more antibotics since my other ones ran out last night. He is sending me to another doc who may have to pull up part of the nail.
Mom is sick with a awful headache. I have one too, but I always do.
Janie got a job!!! At the place she lied to about missing her interview. They hierd her on the spot. Making enough money to live full benifts. She will have to comute quite a ways but around here that is a given. There is ALWAYS traffic. We don't have a commut time..it is always like that. so annoying, lol.
Ok, me go no. Miss ya all oodles and oodles!!
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- Todays uneventful day -- A, 19:34:44 04/04/01 Wed
Hello guys!
I am talking to myself, lol, don't mind me lol
Janie had a interview for a job today! So she had my dad call her at 7 too make sure she got up and ready and such. So dad did, he even called her twice to make sure she got up. The interview was at like 9 or so. Well around 11 she calls all upset b/c she had gone back to bed after we talked to her. So parents told her just call them tell them you started a new med last night and it knocked you out, just be honest. Think she would do that? Nope, she lied and told them she had a emergncy. My dad thinks that wasn't a ccident. She just setting herself up to fail(which she does, guess sshe thinks she would get more attention) and she doesn't really want to go back to work. Ihope it is not that though! This job would be so great for her!! I am sure they will call her back for another one. She has another interview on friday, from a diffrent place.
My toe is still awful Mom gave me off the day as far as scrubbing it. I soak it in water and my toe turns white and all nasty, freaky!!
I just got done being with my baby. It is amazing to see how each time he comes he is doing more new things. he is getting really playful and laughing, he is so cute! Me loves him!!
Ok, I am not gonna be here long. I gotta go home and take a shower. Won't be on tomorrow. We have bible study at night and it is our tables turn to bring food so mom and I are gonna be making our thing during the day. So A no be here
See ya!
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