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Date Posted: 06:17:16 06/20/03 Fri
Author: .liam.
Subject:
.one.good.choice.

In reply to: Tex 's message, ".liked.that." on 13:07:18 06/18/03 Wed

"Do you know, that the first time you, well... kissed me, I got kind of scared, but not because you'd kissed me, or I'd kissed you -- or whatever... I was scared because I felt something then, just a glimpse of something... but I'd felt it. And right now, that glimpse of something has turned into more of a black hole, and now I can't feel anything but it. But... it's good. I mean, I only feel this thing when I'm around you. Make sense?" Liam questioned, his hazel eyes resting 'pon hers in all their shining innocence. For some reason -- Liam was beaming, and I mean -- literally. ( I know... sounds impossible, right? ) A wide smile was stretched evenly 'cross his handsome features, and the canvas of skin that covered them literally seemed as if it were lit with it's own lighting system. Glowing, that's what Liam was doing... just glowing -- and it was all because of Tex. Whatever she was doing -- or even not doing, was sending these weird emotions inflicting their powers 'pon him... and inside, he had all of the Chronic Love Syndrome's symptoms: light-headness, fuzzy feelings, silly thoughts, butterflies in the tummy, sensitive nerve-endings, and the shivers. ( Quite a list there, huh? ) Yes, our Liam was clearly infected, almost without his knowledge. Well, what I mean is that... Liam really had no clue how it happened, like... what caused the syndrome to choose him instead of some other guy who was like more perfect then him, and would obviously be Tex's type. "Don't say that..." Liam whispered, a healthy flush rising to meet his cheeks. "I'm not a good choice... I mean, not that good." He inhaled deeply, his eyes glancing to their intwined hands... he could feel his pulse in his fingertips. "What I mean, is that you could have better choices... other then, y'know... me. Great choices..." He knew what he was saying sounded crazy, but he had to tell Tex now that she could do better, simply 'cause Liam was feeling selfish... He knew he was not the best choice for Tex -- no matter how much he loved her -- and just wanted her to know that she better turn back now, or he'd never be able let her. Liam just didn't understand how he could be feeling this way about someone. How was it possible you could be so close to someone, but still feel like you were far away? How could your heart be beating slow one minute, and the next -- it's tempo was beating faster then a cheetah could run? All of it was so strange, so impossible... and so happening! Deep inside, Liam knew the answers to all of those questions that he was mentally asking himself, so... he was no longer very confused, or even close to it. Different emotions aside from confusion had filled the spaces within him... the largest being the new thing called, love. But as always, Liam was still shy... still tentative, still afraid, and he couldn't really allow himself to tell Tex about all of the things going on in his head, and his heart... but at somepoint, he knew he'd have to try.


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