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Subject: peace

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Nitasha

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Date Posted: 16:35:01 06/05/05 Sun
In reply to: Baylina 's message, ".bleed." on 22:34:17 06/04/05 Sat

Let downs where just a part of Tashas life, well knowing and accepted as there was not much else she could do. the sting of disappointment not as unusual as on would think even at the age of six. she swiftly burying the feelings knowing that feelings and tears got her no where but trouble. she having learned this at an age far younger then the noble children would have figured it out. toys and games given and played with that she was not allowed. children crying and getting what they wanted while she was beaten, these lessons installing a wall within that shielded her from the longing for a normal life.

shifting slightly as the other thought she watches the lady's features finding nothing within as she did with the other ladies, only the slightest flicker of sadness. her shoulders slipping slightly downwards as she observed the other without understanding, knowing nothing of her past nor really her present and thinking that she had upset her. no trust in others words really given though she would never allow it to be seen. part of herself so tightly walled that even she was not sure how to get to it as the rest was upon the surface so easily read. her fears and doubts as well as obedience the most obvious though the child within did still lurk somewhere in the well maintained dark.

her glance ones more lowering as the others thoughts were broken a nod given though she took the ladies lack or command as lack of approval. not sure what she was supposed to do to please the lady she seeming so different from all the others about. even her words not quite right though Tasha would never correct them. a pause coming sure to get her in trouble in any other situation as she thinks on the ladies answer. pools turning up slightly almost as if checking to make sure she was not testing her obedience.

yes lady Bay.. please follow me..

words quiet as she moves off for the door her frame held meek and humble no pride visible within. her lyrics so soft and soothing with the gentleness of a harp. thin but nice dress swaying about her skinny figure. straps slipping slightly and being pulled back up quickly not wanting any to see the scars that resided upon her shoulders. a nervous glance about given as she did small frame leaning into the heavy doors to open them for her lady. waiting for her to pass by before reaching on tip toes for the torch that was kept by her room. holding it carefully as she moved forward making sure it's light shown at the females feet her own already knowing the way.

she once more leaning into a door glancing nervously at the narrowed glance of the guards standing caring little or the efforts it took for her to open the heavy doors and hold them open. the garden unfolding before them. its lust foliage unseen in any other part of the kingdom the plants not native to the lands. streams flowing across the center barely visible to their eyes in the distance. birds big and small within, some cages others flying free. a great tiger laying close by chained to a loop in the ground, the sleekest and handsomest money could buy. it pausing in grooming of a paw to glance at them warily, not one of the fighters that Rome was known for.

allowing the doors to slide shut in the guards small whispered remarks Tasha steps forward stopping at the edge in silence. fountains and waterfalls all so carefully places and pleasing to the eyes. slaves silently working to keep the place as beautiful as it was weeding and grooming the plants within.

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Subject	Author	Date
.Bleed.	Baylina	17:59:30 06/05/05 Sun
dark demise -- Craven & Nitasha, 21:17:03 06/05/05 Sun dark demise -- Craven & Nitasha, 21:17:23 06/05/05 Sun .bleed. -- Baylina, 21:42:31 06/05/05 Sun dark demise -- Craven & Nitasha, 22:47:45 06/05/05 Sun .bleed. -- Baylina, 23:10:03 06/05/05 Sun dark demise -- Craven and Nitasha, 00:15:47 06/06/05 Mon .bleed. -- Baylina, 19:30:06 06/06/05 Mon