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Date Posted: 16:07:55 06/18/06 Sun
Author: Mikki
Author Host/IP: 68-188-189-246.dhcp.bycy.mi.charter.com / 68.188.189.246
Subject: An emotional poem I wrote

The Man in the Chair by Michelle Reed


A broken smile
Eyes grayed by the weight of the day
Absence of thought, a fuzzy haze
The man in the chair has noticed me
Who is he and what does he see?

Love you, hate you, tolerate me
Fleeting, angry thoughts fly free
Biting words with bitter pen
What will the man think then?
Love me, hate me, pathetic me?

Love you, hate you, leave me be
With thoughts of death inside of me
Aloneness, the perfect misery
Just let me be—to take refuge in my
Neuroses, psychoses and diagnoses.

Love you, hate you, please help me
With jumbled thoughts and twisted words
Never will this voice be heard
Retching souls greatly stirred
Boundaries blurred.

Love you, hate you, like you?
Guard is up, and patience down
Feeling like a circus clown
Ready to fight and unable to trust
Intimacy is a must??

Love you, hate you, need you
Spent tears dry my face and wash my soul
The man in the chair is watching me now
No where to run, and no where to hide
Where I am headed, I do not know.

Love you, hate you, comfort me
With accountability and responsibility
Succumbing to life’s hand dealt
The man in the chair is coaching me
Leading me, making me see.


Love you, hate you, respect you
For all that you do and will be
Receiving messages kindly
Thanks fall hard from my lips
Gestures not readily at my fingertips.

Love you, hate you, love you
So much the heart hurts
Boundaries, rules and the like
Keep me from doing what is right.
Reaching out to the man in the chair
To let him know I am there.

Love you, hate you, saying goodbye
Termination looms in the twilight of our time
Fear and dread invade me to the core
Oh please, there has to be more…….
The man in the chair is smiling at me




I'm free………………………………

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