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Date Posted: 16:17:15 05/09/01 Wed
Author: saira
Subject: here's a poem of sorts. and psst, i think val's a nice girl even tho she didn't think i looked like an old lady after i tried so damn hard. heh. like you.



you ripped my eyes apart.
yesterday.

and i glued them back together,
so i could see what makes me break to the core.
that sick fascination of mine to see when and how i'll finally commit.

alienation doesn't help when you're hunting for yourself in a stranger's arms.

diabolical scheming portrays how years can make no difference if there aren't thoughts to back it up.
and when you darken with each rational note,
i sometimes fear that we can never go back.

so here i am.
not throwing myself, but giving myself.
away and to you.
a gift for the gods,
an offering never to be bestowed again.
so don't linger on your decision and know your words will echo down your spine.

and it's the last chance to give me a first.
cos i know those fleeting looks can't suffice.
if you think it's worth it then don't look when you step.

or else walk away.

you'll get far without my burden.
but it'll feel like all you've done is revisited my grave.
each night from now.
but i'm already gone,
even if i deny that i am when i'm not.

save yourself from your own desire for acceptance.
and i'll stop your heart.
make it faster and softer.
and have it entirely as ours.

here's the last good-bye.
if that's what you choose.

so sorry
the back of my head isn't as expressive as you'd think.

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