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Subject: my "place" at the table


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bittersweet
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Date Posted: 16:48:44 08/21/05 Sun

okay, so my mom "forgot" to set me a place at the table tonight, she's been systematically "forgetting" to do this since my ED came out of the closet when i was 13. most of the time, she doesn't even ask if i want to eat or not. this drives me mad, even though i would say no anyway if she DID ask, i still think she should at least ask. she says the same thing, that she knows i'm going to say no. am i crazy for thinking she should ask?? i guess it makes me feel like i'm not a part of the family or something. it bothered me tonight, in particular, because i've eaten barely anything for the past 2 days and i'm starving...i told myself i would eat dinner, just a little, tonight then i go into the kitchen to find out i dont have a place set like everyone else...so i'm not eating. damnit, this really drives me mad. looks like i'll be taking my starvation to bed early tonight.

~jane~

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Re: my "place" at the tableChocolate00:34:21 08/22/05 Mon


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