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Subject: hello my dear friends


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ele
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Date Posted: 06:39:35 05/24/02 Fri

hello everybody, it's a very long time since i last wrote to you guys, and it seems like a long time since we last met.... even though it's merely two months...

yes, i can testify that it has been a very intensive year for the two of you, and i have learnt a lot from it even though i was merely an 'observer' of the whole 'drama'....

human beings, or should i say all sentient beings, are 'queer' entities... so much driven by our hormones and neuro-chemistry, but what's the most frightening is that a lot of our decisions are made based on those passional/irrational moments....

today, i have been feeling rather moody and depressed. i know very well why it is the case - my period is going to come soon - yet the realisation of it doesn't stop my emotions from being unstable....

today, i have been thinking a lot about the meaning/mission of my life... sigh... those questions have haunted me for decades, but i haven't asked those questions for over two years already, and now they are coming back to me, and i know that it's more than some simple philosophical investigation, it's a sign of my old friend - melancholy - coming back to me....

i then think about why i feel this way again. and the answer seems silly, superficial, yet true - i think i start feeling homesick again for being in this kind of indefinitely long self-imposed exile......

anyway, i don't want to burden you on my stupid emotions, but i feel better bursting them out.

anyway, got to go back to do some work.
i miss you all.

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dear ele, sooooo glad to hear from you finally. it seems just like yesterday when we chat intestively thru msg board, but life is so very different from then to now. i dont feel good these weeks either, tonight i happen to bump into some old "friends", ta (NT)gumgum22:52:19 05/24/02 Fri
dear ele, i think your "mission" in life is clearer and clearer, your attentive ears and caring heart can "save" so many lost souls. you've already built up the "prestige" of a caring and constructive friend-counsellor. if you like to take this role, do go for it. we're already in your "client" list. (NT)lulu15:46:55 05/27/02 Mon


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