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Date Posted: 14:09:16 05/25/02 Sat
well, sin sang said that i am such a serious person, indeed i am, too heavy. but i don't mind that, coz i will parallel myself to important ppl and not the day-dreaming ones. my "problem" is that i cannot see things as simple and straight forwards as b4. i think it happen after the may 1999 rally outside legco, and to its height in the past one year. my own suffering leads me to see things beyond theory, system and ultimate ideal, not i am a rebel no more, not really i become ming kwong sher, but i rather take very intimate, delicate human feelings, emotions and relations into account when we talk abt liberation and other ideoloty, not just crying we must liberate and change the system - WHO is the system afterall? i think the more important now is to learn and recognize our weaknesses and limitaions, without that, it is just hypocrisy and fake, big, empty to claim to breakthrough and go beyond. i think i am in this learning stage, and i believe i will be able to produce a more credible "theory" after this. ppl think that i have "betray" them coz i am a shut fun fu yan (a new label) and my words are credible no more, but i am so sure i will go beyond these in a forseeable future. and on the other hand, i am so sure that i will be very very lonely in the coming future too, and i may become "mad", so you will be so much needed after you become a psychiatrist and you should become my personal doctor by that time. ;)
take care my friend, you are such a treasure in my life, keep well coz you r needed by so many. see?
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