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• Jason had already called and told him- met him at work and relayed the whole story- so Rio had been wandering around for the past few hours not quite sure of what to say or do, or how he should feel. He felt bad for being so involved in his own life and girlfriend that he didn;t see anything else going on around him... he felt shit for using her for sex those times he had and thought nothing of it... he felt a tremendous loss that he wasn't sure how to cope with and he felt like all this would slowly start to crumble away now. This would be the start of the end. He had a joint between his lips as he slowly made his way home, just finishing it up as he wandered up the porch steps around the back of the house, glancing up to see his own Jackie sat there. He didnt expect her to have a reason to be upset by this- she was a compassionate person and it was a huge deal to everyone in the house. "Hey." (NT) -- Rio, 14:20:12 10/11/05 Tue

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• She looked over to him, brushing back the tears that were tracing their way down the smooth curve of her cheek. Her blonde hair was pulled back into a low pony tail and she was clad in a pair of jeans that rested below her stomach and a black hoodie of his - huddled into it. "Hey.." She could tell he already had heard, someone must have called him at work. She just hadn't had the heart to be the one to break the news to him so she hadn't called...maybe that was being a bad girlfriend but she just couldn't handle seeing that kind of pain in his face or even hearing it in his voice. (NT) -- Jackie, 15:56:49 10/11/05 Tue

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• He let out a sigh as he dropped beside her, having tossed the joint aside and stubbing it out. He wasn;t sure what to do with himself, he didn;t really want to talk to anyone or even discuss it- he just moved his arm around her shoulder and drew her closer to him. It was such a difficult thing to deal with- everyone feels guilty- feels they should have done more- that they'd failed somehow. He just had one thing to say to her. "Don;t ever do that to me." (NT) -- Rio, 16:01:56 10/11/05 Tue

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• She leaned against, smelling the sweet scent of the weed clinging to his clothes. It made her stomach a little upset but she just pushed it aside, resting her head on his shoulder as she closed her eyes. She had thought about committing suicide plenty of times and she probably would have when she got sent to the facility if she hadn't been under constant watch. Now though, she knew she could never do that to him. Although at times it may still seem occasionally that suicide would be the easiest way out, she knew he would blame himself, it would tear him up inside and she would never ever do that to him. (NT) -- Jackie, 16:05:13 10/11/05 Tue

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• He closed his eyes as he pressed his lips to the top of her head, exhaling slowly after taking in her sweet natural scent. "Swear to me." He couldnt handle it if he lost her - not after everything he'd been through with her- everything they'd been through together. She meant so much to him now- more than anything in his whole life had ever meant to him. (NT) -- Rio, 16:27:20 10/11/05 Tue

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• "I promise..." She swore softly to him, tipping her head up to press a sweet, reassuring kiss to his lips as if to seal the deal. She had become so much more affectionate with him as time went on, so comfortable and at ease. Even though she was still struggling with being out around people and whatnot, with him she was perfectly comfortable and willing to touch and be touched. "I wouldn't ever leave you willingly." (NT) -- Nina, 16:36:12 10/11/05 Tue

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• He let out a sigh and returned her kiss, letting himself be comforted by it for a few moments before he pressed another kiss to her temple before glancing out at the view. "I just can;t believe it... she was always so full of life... Has Nina found out yet?" Everyone knew how close the girls had been- even fromt heir first days together at juvi. (NT) -- Rio, 16:53:40 10/11/05 Tue

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• "Yeah...Joey is upstairs with her now.." She rested her head back against his shoulder, sighing softly. Her brow furrowed a little as her back cramped again, it had been doing that all day and killing her but she definately wasn't going to complain now. She shifted her weight a little before she cleared her throat and stood up, stretching out her back. "I know...I didn't..I didn't believe it at first, you know?" She let out a slow breath, biting her lip against the spazzing in her back. (NT) -- Jackie, 17:04:09 10/11/05 Tue

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• He nodded easily as she informed him Nina was with JOey- it seemed they had easily slipped out of each others lives- Nina had joey for everything she needed and he had Jackie- and as please dhe was for both himself and her that they'd found people to love- this whole deal made him a little sad they had drifted so much. He watched her carefully as she stood, letting his dark gaze flicker over her "Whats up? " He knew when she was in pain even if she wouldnt say so. (NT) -- Rio, 17:18:37 10/11/05 Tue

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• She smiled a little sadly, shaking her head. "I feel so selfish complaining when all this is going on..." She murmured, brushing her hair behind her ear as she turned her eyes out over the porch, a low breath escaping her parted lips. "My backs been like...spazzing all day. I don't get it, it usually doesn't hurt this much..." She shrugged a little, turning back to face. "Baby just must not like all the stress." Her hand ran over her stomach, it was obvious she was attached to the child she was carrying, perhaps to attached. It would only make it harder when she had to give it up. (NT) -- Jackie, 17:22:24 10/11/05 Tue

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• His expression creased with concern as he drew her closer to rub her back gently. It was good to have something else to think about other than Lysia's loss... some reminder that life did go on. "You should relax" he watched her caress her stomach, but said nothing. He worried at times that she would back out of this whole thing... she had the couple picked out and everything and they knew the baby would be going to a good home- but it was hard not to get attatched. (NT) -- Rio, 17:34:03 10/11/05 Tue

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• "Kinda hard too..." She spoke honestly, tipping her head back to look at him for a second before she looked back over the view. A few moments passed though before she frowned again, her body tensing with an intense cramp. A low breath escaped her lips before she cleared her throat, her brow furrowed. "Maybe I should just go lay down for a little bit..." She bit her lip harshly, tears had pricked her eyes when that pain hit - she hadn't been expecting it. (NT) -- Jackie, 05:01:18 10/12/05 Wed

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• He frowned deeply at her wince and stood up, holding her waist gently as he let his dark gaze flicker over her and then her stomach "I think you're going into labour... " He wasn't sure exactly what to do- but they needed to go to the hospital (NT) -- Rio, 05:12:00 10/12/05 Wed

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• She frowned at that, her eyes widening. "No, no this is not the time for me to be going into labour..." She shook her head, her brow furrowed as if ticked off at Rio for even suggesting it. She let out a low breath as her body cramped again - her hand wrapping around wrist and squeezing tightly as she tried to control the pain that was wracking her tiny little body. (NT) -- Jackie, 05:21:13 10/12/05 Wed

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• He frowned and slipped his arm around her back, supporting her easily with his strong arms as he held her up "I don;t think the baby knows about oppertune moments princess... come on... lets get you down there...." (NT) -- Rio, 05:33:49 10/12/05 Wed

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• She let out a soft breath, a paniced look across her face. "I can't..I don't want to do this." She stated, pushing out of his arms and heading into the kitchen. "I need to go start dinner, everyone's going to be hungry, people still need to eat." She went into the kitchen, gritting her teeth against the pain as she went to the fridge and started looking for something to make. If she just denied it long enough it would go away - thats the way things always worked with her. (NT) -- Jackie, 06:35:40 10/12/05 Wed

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• He frowned and followed her in, catching her hand gently and turning her to him "Jackie the baby's not gonna stay in just because you decide you dont want to do it. Lacey will deal with the meal." His dark eyes were stern as he watched her, his brow furrowed heavily- though not angrily- he was just concerned. (NT) -- Rio, 06:54:23 10/12/05 Wed

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• She shook her head, her brow furrowed as she was about to open her mouth to argue with him again right before another cramp hit, this one so bad it brought tears to her eyes and made her cry out sharply. "Oh..god.." She leaned back against the counter, her breath coming in short pants - she couldn't do this. She couldn't go through all this pain and then just give her baby away to practical strangers. She turned her back towards him, gripping the counter as she cursed the dampness between her legs - her water had broke - there was no denying the fact that she was having this baby now. (NT) -- Jackie, 06:57:09 10/12/05 Wed

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• He moved to her, his hand soothing her back with concern as she cried out "Jackie... come on... we gotta go" He didn;t need her stubborn streak setting in now. He took her hand and drew her in closer to him, his arm winding around her. ` (NT) -- Rio, 07:09:01 10/12/05 Wed

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• She wanted to fight him, to tell him no that she wasn't doing this - that she couldn't have this baby only to give it away to people who just seemed like a good couple. She tried to be strong, tried to not cry but she was about to break down. Everything in her wanted to push him away and run away, run away to where no one could hurt her or take away her baby but she knew that wasn't an option. Instead her shoulders just sagged and she nodded. "Alright.." (NT) -- Jackie, 07:14:55 10/12/05 Wed

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• If he could read her thoughts he'd be heart broken. He loved her and wanted what was best for her- he olnly wanted her to be happy and he hadn't forced her into any of this- she'd come to all her own decisions. His brow was creased in concern as he nodded at her agreement, pressing a kiss to her forehead and leading her tot he chair to sit while he rushed and got her bag containing the essentials she would need while she was in hospital- the adoption agency having aranged everything for her using the fake name she had given them. He returned back to her speedily and helped her up, leading her out to the truck he'd gotten from his boss on a payment plan and helping her in. (NT) -- Rio, 07:20:41 10/12/05 Wed

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• She knew all that and honestly she was nothing but grateful to him for all he had done for her but this was just emotional chaos for her. She allowed him to help her into the truck - absently thinking about how far he had come in life. As soon as they were on their way she reached over, taking his hand and closing her eyes for the ride... (NT) -- Jackie, 07:25:36 10/12/05 Wed