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Date Posted: 11:48:12 06/06/06 Tue
Author: Gia
Subject: Inside
In reply to: Justin 's message, "inside" on 11:09:06 06/06/06 Tue

(She closed her eyes for a long moment to allow her time to gather her thoughts.. it was sort of a long story and she wasn't sure she was ready to tell it yet. He wouldn't understand.. he would say that she was putting herself in danger and that an agent wouldn't do that.. plus the child within her could be his by all rights. With a deep breath she finally opened her eyes and then sat up, scooting back to the headboard and hugging the pillow to her as a source of comfort. She looked down at her arm where he was looking and frowned.. it was pretty obvious what she had been doing and she knew Skeeter well enough to know that he knew as well.. it would be just plain stupid to try and talk her way out of it.) Heroin. (She said, bringing her gaze back to his, sadness and shame in the dull depths.) They shot me up during the assault to keep me quiet while they took turns with me. (She said, being the most forthcoming about the assault as she had ever been with him. She covered the angry marks with her opposite hand and lowered her head.) I tried to quit when I came back, but I couldn't get off of it and then I was using so much that I ended up here.. I don't remember how I got here, I just remember that I got a bad syringe and woke up one morning horribly sick and withdrawn and that was the day I contacted you.. for help. (It turns out that her message to him had been a personal cry for help from the woman trapped inside her.. she had been reaching out for him in a way that she hadn't been able to do since the assault had happened.) I've been trying to quit.. it's just.. (She was shaking and by the time she was done speaking she was in tears, clutching her arm with the pillow bunched against her chest.) ..I'm too weak.. and I get so sick I feel like I am going to die.. and they have nothing here for addicts..

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